drawing lines in the sand
homeless child in the rain
what for do i distain?
and why do i feel like crying?

my dads fighting dying,
and moms lying
the hate i feel just may over come the love that           somehow keeps healing,
all the nothingness in the world
and u know the world revolves around me
because some people just cant see..
where i'm coming from
  or where i've been

so u were there?
when he betrayed me for spikey hair
and u were there?
when she said i would kill
and u were the people that believed them

u havent figured out
its not all about u yet... and will you ever?!?
this about me
about them

sighing with relief for i can only greive
for death i'll never give u
because u cant kill me
or drive me to kill me

in my sweetest voice this poem i deliver
that will neverend
and your eyes can roll
and your vodka will go stale
until u get my point
and if u ever really do
i probably wont believe u

and this is just why i dont have a hand to hold
throwing up
another bus passes
time to go on my time
but IF i just have to tell u or u my life story one more time...
drawing lines in the sand
the best painting i'll never have
the lines, life story
express me
smz