perfection is in eyes of people who seek truth
i proclaimed the most important thing
     for
People to do is be real
i feel like i've never really been real
what i think, what i say what i do
because i
Want to be someone who Is
      better than what i am, i
Seek it
im not a demon, no
but to be
Who i want to be i must admitt
    who i am now


i dream
Of a past that was so perfect
i urn for that
Perfection to return
but my dreams are not how
       things really were
that goes for the present as well
In the past
i make my
Eyes see things different
       from what they really are
i tell you things are good, great, fine, just busy
my mouth projects the same fuzzy mirage my eyes see
not the
Truth

this may be the most truth that i've admitted to myself

i want to be the person who i see writing this
be smart no matter who you are be safe
back 2 express me