~*Poems I Wrote*~
I am a Balaclava.

I am a Balaclava,
Riding the wave of depravity
One day my wave
Will knock down your house
Then you'll be sorry
Bitches.
Damp Daffodils.

Why do you hate me?
I only killed your mother that one time,
And she was old anyway.

When I burnt down your house,
I did it through love,
It was for your own good.

The petrol bombs were never personal.

Why did you eat my pet ferret?
Why did you urinate on my daffodils?
Why is my bag all sticky inside?

That time I wrapped you in razor wire
And threw you down a hill,

Is that why?
The Bricking Poem.

Kill me

Kill me
Kill me
Kill me

I don't want to live
In a world where you live

I don't want to breathe
The same air as you breathe

Kill me
Kill me now
For the love of God
I am begging you
Take my life

Kill me
Kill me
Kill me

Kill me with a brick
Is it normal to be a freak?

Days like these I forget where I am
Days when the hours and the colours blur together
I don't know why it is

Sometimes it feels like the only thing keeping me sane
Is the blade against my flesh

The voices of the people all merge
With the voices in my head
And the things they say

So bitter, so harsh, so cold
Everyone has a meaning but me

I don't know why
I don't understand
I don't know what I'm doing here at all

and

Sometimes it feels like the only thing keeping me sane
Is the blade against my flesh

The brightest sunshine looks like blank grey skies
The sweetest voices speak with venom
The happiest news sounds like a death sentence

Days like these I just want to be on my own
And the loneliness makes me cry for hours

Nothing makes me smile except the pain
I've nothing to laugh at but myself
And no-one but myself to blame

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