March 31, 2002 8:04PM
My Mood: Unhappy
Awww man. Today is the last day of spring break. So depressing for me, and I still have to do that gay math project. Crap.
My sister left today. I decided to let her take 2 jackets and my 2 pairs of sandals. Haha...she had to clean my room, not that there was much to do. All she had to do was hang up my clothes. Fortunatly, she put ever shirt in its proper place. (yea...I organize my closest. Shutup. In fact, I take great pride in my closet ;D)
Spring break was alright I guess. It would have been nice if my brother hadn't pissed me off so much, but that's just one of the things I have to deal w/ for the rest of my life. And ergh!! He pissed me off this morning. We had another fight today. Well, on our way to church, my brother just had to ask my mom when I was going to college. It really really annoyed me. Seriously though, that is so rude!! And then I went off on him since he didnt even know how to do that math that was involved. Gee whizz...he's very...ermm...unsmart. It's funny though. I threatened him. "Allen!! I'm going to write about you in my web page!!" Haha...he hates it when I talk smack about him. >:)
March 28, 2002 2:22 AM
My Mood: PISSED OFF!!!
My gosh...today was probably one of the worst days of my life. Went to Palm Springs with my mom, brother, my aunt, and my aunt's cousin (i think its her cousin) and daughter to go to the Hot Springs. Friggin...the car ride was shit...straight out..it was shit. Me and Allen would not stop fighting. Like seriously...I was squished and that inconsiderate bastard wouldnt scoot over. I was so pissed that I cussed him out. I don't recall a time where I cussed at him so much. (It was pretty cool though...my mom didn't even yell at me for cussing at him.) Then we stopped by at the outlet. I was pretty exciting until Allen found a way to piss me off again. That fool punched me!! So of course I punched him back...really hard. Then he punched me again!! My mom made me leave and she wouldnt even give me money!! How does she expect me to go shopping w/ only 40 bucks?? Then she says to meet in one hour. Okay...that was really gay considering the outlet was huge. Well...I was too pissed off to even argue with her...I just wanted to leave. Ergh...it was hell. I couldn't even concentrate on shopping. I was thinking "Fuck it...I've got no money...I'm not going into that store." It was horrible.
So me and my cousin met back in an hour and a half. My friggin mom wasn't even there. Steven and I just wondered around looking for them for 2 fucking hours. When we FINALLY found them, we had to go. I was so pissed. For like the 4 hours (almost 4) we were there, I only bought two things. I was not fulfilled at all. I was pissed....fucking pissed. We drove for 4 hours and I couldn't even enjoy myself...I seriously had absolutely no fun which is EXTREMELY rare for me when we go outlet shopping. Anyway, we got in the car and I...well, I did something. My mom felt really bad and she offered me money and stuff. I was too pissed to take it. What's the fucking point when the outlet was gonna close in 30 minutes?? Can't do shit in that time. I doubt I would've bought anything with that time slot anyway. (Ergh...thinking about everything is making me wanna...ermmm....do my stuff again). So then in the car I just kept on thinking about how my life was unfair and I kept on...well...doing my stuff. My mom started to get mad and yelled at me. That pissed me off even more. So okay...I fight with my little brother. Everyone fights with their siblings, but why is it that I'm the only one who got punished? Yea...so I'm older and should be more responsible, but c'mon! It's human nature. And seriously...I child like my brother should have more respect for someone who's 7 years older than him. He shouldn't be punching me in the first place and he shouldn't be yelling at me and he shouldn't be so damn selfish. But I swear!! Allen got a shitload of clothes and I got 1 jacket and a pair of sandals. Yea...compare that to 2 pairs of sandals, 3 shorts, and 4 shirts. Very balanced, eh?? Well...there's the first half of my story (which was VERY brief). I think this entry is getting too long and it's not like anyone cares about the stuff I write in here. I'm surprised you even got this far. And if you're reading this...thanks for being interested in my life for the few minutes that you spent reading this. ;D
March 24, 2002 2:24 PM
My Mood: Tired
My sister came home yesterday. It was pretty exciting. It's like she never left. My bathrooms is already messy, she's tried on MY clothes (and left them on the floor), and right now, she is sleeping. Yup...everything is back to normal.
I really want to watch Blade 2 and Resident evil. If you watch it/them, feel free to call my up and invite me. And if don't know my number, ask someone. I think it's really gay when people post that kind of stuff over any kind of internet device. (no offense or anything, but that's the way I feel). And don't forget I have no more cell phone. I'm still wallet less and phone less. :(
It sucks though. The phone I really really want isn't out for Cingular. Acutally...I have a question. If I buy a phone, could I activate it from any phone company? Cuz I went to the Nokia site, and the phone I wanted was available for AT&T. Errmm...I'm confused. Oh well.
March 23, 2002
My Mood: Okay..I guess
Today was my first day of driving school. It was really really boring, but my gosh!! The f*cking people in behind me pissed the shit out of me. Okay...we were watching this one video in class and it was really boring so I got out my cousin's cell phone and started to play games (the tones were off so you couldnt hear anything). The boy in front of me did the same (except his tones were on). So I was just whatevers with everything until the teacher opened the door near where I was sitting. Then those bitches, who were talking through the whole video, snitched on us. "Ohh...we're trying to watch the video but we can't hear cuz of the cell phone people." Ergh...I was soooo mad. Then the teacher told me to put it away and he went to the front of the class. I seriously wanted to blurt out "I cant hear the video because the girls behind me are talking." But since I've been really mean lately and cuz I didn't wanna start anything, I kept my mouth shut. But seriously...they pissed me off. They were the type of girls who think they're the shit. We all know what I mean.
On Friday I saw ET and the people in the movies were so rude!! They kept on talking and talking and talking and I couldn't concentrate on the movie. Goodness!! It was really annoying.
Conclusion:
People these days have no respect for other people.
March 21, 2002
My Mood: Ouch!!
My legs are sooo sore!! I went jogging yesterday (My first time in like 6-7 weeks) and my legs are in pain. Surgery screwed everything up!! I had crazy side aches (ick...on both sides too!!) and breathing was a lot harder than before. It really sucks.
I'm supposed to play CS with Robby, Andrew, and Syeeeeed today. I'm really not in the mood to play either...maybe later though. Right now, the only thing I want to do is sleep, but I'm gonna try to stay awake and sleep early...ermm...hope you know what I mean.
You know what I noticed? When people link me, they have a note saying something about signing my guestbook...hahah...I thought that was very funny, but hey...its sooo me. RoFL
March 19, 2002
My Mood: Icky
The day wasn't very nice to me today. My wallet got stolen this morning which TOTALLY pissed my off considering I had a $50 gift certificate, 16 bucks (and I acutally brought the money I owed Anna), my ID, pictures, and all this other stuff. I guess it was bad on my part to leave my backpack in the locker room, but still, I've been doing that for the past 5 weeks and no one even attempted to take anything. The stupid idiot that stole my wallet didn't even bother to close my backpack...what a dumbass. Well...during 2nd period, Winston gave back our tests. I ended up getting a C which made my mood even worse than before. So the day drags on and finally, its lunch time which I spent studying for our Chemistry test. Moho was being really nice so she said that we could use our worksheets during the test. Well, unfortunately, I left my worksheets at home AND my planner which as the periodic table. I was so screwed for this test. The bell rings and we go to English. It wasn't so bad. I was unprepared for the daily quiz thingy we have everyday, but that was the least of my worries. I have a high A in that class anyway. Bell rings and it's time for Spanish. I spent the period copying the questions from the worksheets so that I could use them on the Chem test. At least there's a plus. Finally, it was time for Chemistry and I think I did really bad on the test.
Well, after school, I was gonna call my mom when I realized that the idiots who stole my wallet also stole my phone. Yea...that really ticked me off too. Unfortunately for them, I could easily call the phone company and cut off that phone. But it really sucks though. Now I'm walletless, phoneless, suck at Math, and failed my Chem test. (Yes...all in one day)
I really should be studying for math right now, but I'm just sick of doing math. I've been studying for the test for the past 2 hours or so and I need a break. And I STILL need to study for my Spanish test.
Acutally...thinking about my day made me realized that I feel even worse than before. =(
My NEW Mood: REALLY Icky
March 18, 2002
My Mood: Lukewarm (I dunno why)
I don't like today. It just wasn't a good day for me and I don't know why. Like, Moho changed the test date, I was happy, but I dunno. Today doesn't feel "complete."
I saw this crazy website today. It's this weird consipiracy type of thing.
Very Creepy.
Or at least I thought it was.
Later today...
ERGH!! I REALLY don't like my cousin (not Steven). You know those people who think they are soooo perfect? You know...they think they're better than everyone else, smarter than everyone else, and it makes them feel so good when they criticize other people? Yup. He fits right into that category. Okay, so I'm not the best Chemistry student, but FUCKING!! He doesn't have to say unnecessary remarks like "Stupid" or "Idiot" under his breath! You know what I mean? They say it quietly but loud enough for you to hear it? ERGH!! He pisses me off soooo bad. I was so mad that I wanted to cry, but I held back those tears, cuz if i did cry, I would feel inferior....they way that he wants me to feel. Seriously though, he is SO rude. It's not even his fucking house and he acts like he owns the place. He messes with the computer and deletes a whole lotta shit, and then he yells at me for not knowing where this one CD was. Oh yea, he goes in my room and yelled at me for having so many cliffnotes.
I swear...this pissed me off so bad for several reasons: 1) They weren't my cliffnotes. 2) I never used those cliffnotes 3) The books the cliffnotes were for were books that weren't even assigned in school.
My goodness...he's such an ass hole. Like...I rarely see him, and he treats me (and my little brother...and I am the only person who can treat my brother the way I do) like shit. ERGH!! I REALLY dont like him.
My NEW Mood: Pissy (a little happy though cuz he left)
Like 3 Minutes Later...
Okay...I decide to play CS right after my last entry and guess what? He freaking messed with my favorites list!! Now I have to re-enter all the IPs AGAIN!! I swear, he always finds a way to piss me off, even when hes not here.
My BRAND NEW Mood: VERY Pissy
March 16, 2002
My Mood: VERY Disturbed
My assupmtions about a certain someone proved to be true today. I was extremely disturbed by this new information. EWW!! It's sooo gross!! I don't like thinking about it. And if you really wanna know what the hell Im talking about, I guess you'll never find out cuz I'm not telling. (It's quite embarassing for the "certain someone."
March 15, 2002
My mood: Extremely Annoyed
OmFG!! I swear, their are so many FUCKING idiots at our school. (Please excuse my language, but the moron pissed the shit out of me). So I was walking out school today and some moron pushes against the front of the book I was holding in my arm. I didn't even know the guy and the fucker kept on pushing it. You do not how annoyed I was. VERY SARCASTICALLY I said "Ok...you can stop now." And seriously, being sarcastic to some one I dont know is a big thing for me. I'm usually not mean to strangers, however, this FOOL was being the biggest ass in the world. What a fucking idiot. So then I keep walking and the idiot pushes the damn book from the back. The idiot says "Ohh..i can push it from the back too." I turned around and gave the fucker the dirtiest look. I swear, no one has ever annoyed be like he did. SHIT!! My brother doesn't even annoy me that much. And I guess...I shouldn't be saying this...but I guess I found out who my real friends are. Fuckers these days.
Conclusion: There are too many idiots at Stockdale
I saw the school play today. Seriously, it wasn't that bad. Okay, the beginning is a little slow and dry, but the middle and the end wasn't bad at all. I really enjoyed it. Well, there's my point of view of the play.
Conclusion:Don't listen to only one side of a story.
March 14, 2002
My Spanish teacher was really mad at my class today. It turns out that 18 people (out of a class of 36 or something like that) had Fs on our verb quiz. Our class average was a 48%. When she told us this, I wasnt too happy. i was hoping to get a high B, but when i got my quiz back, I wasn't too upset. A 71% is well about the class average so i coudlnt complain.
English was pretty funny today. Michael and John played "Pluma" to see how my pencils they could stick in my hair. Results: 12 pencils. Then they started sticking other things in my hair: money and a id card. Well...i took the money and michael grabbed it outta my hand.
Me: Eww!! your hands are sweaty!
John: You know wut they say about sweaty hands.
Me: what? sweaty feet?
John: No...sweaty..something else...
[the 3 of us start laughing]
[john and Michael take the stuff outta my hair. I undo my hair so that i could re-tie it]
Me: wow, my hair is still wet
John: You know wut they say about wet hair...
Me: what?
John: Wet something else....
lol..it was sooo funny...dirty yes, but still, very funny.
March 13, 2002 again
Just finished playing CS. Not a bad day for me. ratio was 29:31 ;D
...30 minutes later...
i swear...allen is a F*CKING idiot..friggin lying piece of SH*T!!
I noticed that it is impossible for me to live a day w/o yelling at him...
March 13, 2002
MY MOOD: not too happy
ok...so i was running a little late this morning and my mom yelled at me on the way to school (-). I REALLY don't like getting yelled at in the morning. well, when i got to school, i realized that i didn't bring my flashcards for spanish, and i totally regretted not bringing a jacket(-,-). i was complaining to my mom so she said that she'd bring them(+). then in pe, we had a sub and he wouldn't let me go to the library to study for my math test(-). instead, he had the class just sit around and do nothing(-). i swear...i don't remember being so cold. the wind was burning my face and my hands were all numb(-). and to make matters worse, i had a test next period, and its really hard to write when you could barely move your fingers(-). well later in the morning, i went to the office to pick up my flashcards and my jacket i had my mom drop off (+), and i looked in the bag and my mom brought the wrong jacket (-)!! u do not understand how mad i was. i specifically told my mom to bring the blue puffy jacket, but instead, she brought the one i wore yesterday. i was pretty darn upset, but its better to be warm than freezing your '(_|_)' (<--<< shivering butt) butt off. other than those events, i guess my day went by smoothly. the only thing that put me in a good mood was that i got to leave school at 2 (+) and i dont have a lot of hw tonight (+). :D
my friend had a dream that my other friend was pregnent..pretty crazy.
ximena...don't forget the dollar you owe me. >:)
March 12, 2002
omfg...I swear my brother is a freaking idiot. his stupidity is indescribable. his homework instructions are very clear and direct, but apparently, he doesn't understand them. he has poor math skills and his writing is terrible. when i was in SECOND grade, i wrote better than him and im not exaggerating. and that little boy gave me attitude today, and when he gives me attitude...i go off. i mean, he's seven years younger than me, and he talks back at me. and it pisses me off cuz when he has a remark to say, he totally contradicts himself. and sometimes, that ungrateful little b*sta*rd is sarcastic w/ not only me, but my parents as well. he is so freaking rude. [damn...i want to cuss so bad]
March 11, 2002
7:59 pm
today was a pretty darn good day. i went to pe like 15 minutes late and since my pe teacher is so nice, he didnt even mark me tardy. and i asked him if he wanted me to start dressing out (my note expired last wednesday) and he said that i could start next week!! yup...so that made angela pretty happy. and then in english, we didnt read hamlet!! ;D instead, we went over this new essay thingy and gillham passed back our old essays. yea...angela was pretty ecstatic when he handed her a paper w/ a big fat 6 on the top. flawless...i repeat flawless. my paper had not marks on it save the 2 comments "nice intro!" and "good circularity!." haha...to tell u the truth, i thought he'd mark me down for being too preachy but fear not; my paper was well-written. seriously, i enjoyed writing that essay, and hopefully, id have the same attitude towards our window one.
oh gosh...allen, my little brother, is very...not smart. well...he was looking at my website and took notice of the "[theme] final fantasy x / before you continue press F11." well...hes like "press F11! press F11!" and he kept on bugging me about it so finally, after like 30 seconds of his whining (trust me...its VERY annoying) i pressed it. then he pauses. and you know wut he asked me?? he asked me "wheres the music??" hahah..it was pretty funny, but wow...how dense could u get??
March 11, 2002
12:04 am and i should be going to bed. unfortunately, angie here isnt a bit sleepy. i still haven't finished the damn math hw winston assigned us. i swear...she gives us some crazy assignments. i spent like 2 hours working on it today (and thats NOT including the periodic breaks that i took). i can probably finish it in pe tho since im excused. acutally, i think my excuse for pe is probably expired (if thats the right word). i was excused for 4 weeks, but i think its been longer than that. (so angela...y were u excused for 4 weeks in the first place? because i had surgery. oh really?? where?? on my lower abdomen to get a cyst remove, and YES..it was serious. friggin thing was huge. and im doing ok and i don't hurt...im fine...perfect) yea...people still ask me same stuff occasionally...kinda gets to you after your hear the same things like a hundred times.
i helped my cousin with his webpage today. i felt so smart!! ;D
its fun watching a person learning to do all this stuff even though they should have learned the hard way like me. but its cool. it was fun, and he was pretty excited about his FIRST homepage. what im afraid of is that someday HE would be the one who has to teach me with all this...oh...how i am dreading that day.
March 10, 2002
its 1:21 am and im still awake doing nothing. i stayed home...again...but i had a nice time. i seriously enjoy staying home. you could do whatever you want and i have plenty of things that will keep me entertained for the whole day. i just finished playing cs cuz the friggin server went down. it made me pretty mad considering i was doing ok; a 34-42 ratio is pretty good for me (yes..i know there are better players out there so shutup). but i guess it wasnt THAT bad. this little 14 year old was kicking my butt. i swear, she had a 2-1 ratio, and i get sooo mad when girls play better than me. and to top it off, this girl was younger than i am. if u were in my position, you'll understand.
im beginning to think that i play cs more out of habit than fun. i dunno...sometimes im not even in the mood to play, but i just do. but then again..i end up having fun while doing so. hmm...i dunno....my conclusion: cs is VERY addicting.
gosh...i swear that math packet is gonna take FOREVER to finish. i havent even done half of it yet, and i forgot how to do all of chapter 8 (and some of it i havent even learned yet cuz of my absence). ergh....im in some deep _(not nice word_.
sigh...if only she gave us an extension, which is not gonna happen.
March 8, 2002
well...my 2nd day w/ this thing. going smoothly minus the fact that i dunno how to right align the text box thingy. i know it looks it, but thats cuz geocities lets u move the blue thing around. yea...u probably have no clue wut the hell im talking about, but thats ok; i do.
today was an alrite day i guess. skipped first, and math, spanish and chem were free periods. had a rally today, and sorry to say, i didnt enjoy it. it was a waste of time, but hey, its a good exuse to get outta class.
March 7, 2002
wow...i totally cant believe i acutally did this!! first hp in html!! yea baby!! i feel so smart and special and all that fun stuff. :D i should thank john and chris i guess. tho they didnt help me all that much they tried to...and thats all that matters. but wow!! im so proud of myself!!