| BEING INDIAN IS... having a large family of over a million brothers & sisters! BEING INDIAN IS... feeling that Little Bear, Prays-for-All, Big Heart are more beautiful names then John, Smith or Brown. BEING INDIAN IS... watching cowboys shoot to kill 40 of your kind, with 6-shot revolver on the TV late show withought getting a scratch. BEING INDIAN IS... observing your children watching a cowboy & Indian TV western movie and cheer them on. BEING INDIAN IS... joining the U.S./Canadian Army to save your country from the perils of aggression & being against the U.S./Canadian Army on your reservation to keep the Army Corps of Engineers from stealing your sacred land. BEING INDIAN IS... graduating from a government Bureau of Indian Affairs school & not being able to read a 6th grade English book from your white friend's urban school. BEING INDIAN IS... having your children come home from school and asking you about the "strange beliefs" of the Indians that his/her teacher mentioned in school today. BEING INDIAN IS... never making quick evaluations of people but reserving judgment until their actions show what kind pf people they really are. BEING INDIAN IS... feeding anyone and everyone who comes to the door with whatever you have BEING INDIAN IS... knowing The Great Spirit. BEING INDIAN IS... having a Christian missionary tell you it is wrong to believe in more than one Devine Being, then listening to him tell you about God, Jesus Christ, The Holy Ghost, the Virgin Mary, St. Joseph, St. Patricj, St. Christopher, St. Francis, your spirit, your soul, ect. BEING INDIAN IS... never giving up the struggle for survival. BEING INDIAN IS... standing up for life principles and truths, unashamed, without having compromised your values. BEING INDIAN IS... not only being proud of who you were born from but mindful of how you conduct yourself in the world. BEING INDIAN IS... to have your liberal white friends urge you to follow the same path as your Black brothers to gain some advantages. BEING INDIAN IS... having your friends and relatives accuse you of being a traitorif you seek a better education, earn more than $7,000 a year, wear a white shirt & tie, drive a car less than three years old,] and live in a three bedroom home. BEING INDIAN IS... having heard your grandparents and yourself say, "When they honor the treaties and we get our land claim payments"... then suddenly realizing your children are saying the very same words. BEING INDIAN IS... having your non-indian friends go on a Vision Quest, led by a white man to the mountains, but leaving you home because you can't make the $300 registration fee to attend. BEING INDIAN IS... listening to your well-intentioned white brother try to tell you about your native spirituality. BEING INDIAN IS... hearing your non-Indians how rotten the government has treated Indians but still voting them back into office. BEING INDIAN IS... listening to people tell you about their grandmother or great grandmother that was a Cherokee Indian Princess. BEING INDIAN IS... seeing other Indians in search of an Indian identity. BEING INDIAN IS... being greeted by non-Indians with speudo names from real ancestors of your tribe. BEING INDIAN IS... having to prove with documentation that you are one, when other reaces and people in the country don't have too. BEING INDIAN IS... knowing that your ancestors were slaughtered like animals in the name of Christianity and then being told that Christianity is out to save us. BEING INDIAN IS... buying "authentic" Indian jewelry made in Taiwan or Japan. BEING INDIAN IS... learning of people becoming Indian without having an Indian mother or father. BEING INDIAN IS... finding out that people think all Indians lived in tipis. BEING INDIAN IS... being told that Columbus discovered America from his ship, when we were watching him from shore. BEING INDIAN IS... trying to relate to people who say they are (mathematically) 1/4, 1/8, 1/16, ect. degree of blood. BEING INDIAN IS... wearing braids and being called a "hippie" by those who object to long hair. BEING INDIAN IS... going to school when you're young and having the teacher skip over the Indian chapter in the history book. BEING INDIAN IS... seeing others forget the true meaning of Thanksgiving. BEING INDIAN IS... having others make jokes about your heritage and culture. BEING INDIAN IS... living in two worlds. BEING INDIAN IS... knowing the word "Indian" is not your true name. BEING INDIAN IS... being human, with human thoughts & feelings like your non-Indian brothers & sisters. BEING INDIAN IS... holding onto a piece of paper treaty that was signed but never honored. BEING INDIAN IS... knowing alcohol doesn't make you Indian just drunk. BEING INDIAN IS... seeing elders die and the language & customs die with them. BEING INDIAN IS... seeing Mother Earth destroyed by those who don't know her. BEING INDIAN IS... hearing others think all Indians wear war bonnets. BEING INDIAN IS... seeing the government spend billions of dollard abroad but fail to honor the Indian treaty. BEING INDIAN IS... sad. BEING INDIAN IS... hard. BEING INDIAN IS... crying. BEING INDIAN IS... laughing. BEING INDIAN IS... forever! By, J.C. HighEagle |
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