By: Lanie
Status: On-going
Genre: Shounen-ai
Synopsis: (extract)
... Regrets are all that is left of me. If only I could return to that place in time when he was standing before me, laughing and pointing with that high-pitched, mocking voice of his. If only I had gathered up the strength to face the truth ... to tell him that he was the only person I really wanted to be with. That he was the only person who was capable of casting this type of mystical spell on me, this spell that actually brought out emotions and turmoil in the monotonous flatness of my meaningless life. That he gave my world meaning. That he was my meaning. If only I had told him then.
But I didn’t. And now ... I’ve lost him forever. Now all I have left are the repeating echoes of what might have been in the empty, hollow depths of my mind.
God, I miss him. I miss his smile, his childish grin that gave me the rare, unusual urge to smile myself. I miss his voice, his shrill, sincere voice layered with every emotion that struck him at any certain moment. I miss his eyes, those deep, brown depths that shimmered and shined like the brightest stars, lighting up the darkness of my life just as stars light up even the darkest of night skies.
What is the story behind this sadness? Who is burdening these regrets? Read this to find out!