He fell many times

He fell again

He fell secretly for a short moment for a crazy girl in the three day orientation camp compound once

You know freshies don't have much time to meet and they have separate camps for the different sexes

He didn't know she was crazy at that time and he was attracted by something he did not know what

Not very much talking done None whatsoever Very quiet both

But absence makes the heart grow fonder

But not so when school started and both signed in the same course

he was afraid of her after the O camp in the classroom

the way she looked the way she dressed

He saw her holding a dried chicken wing bone smiling for no reasons with nobody in the middle of a lesson

Then found out she was crazy

That happened not only once

He fell again for for a factory worker he mistook for a year one lecturer

she has her slim body similar look and jeans and height

on a three day trip to China

Under the moonlit night

He fell and told her his whole life his religion his belief and things he didnt even remember

In English

and she told him not a word she didnt understand what he was talking about

So he didnt know he was talking only to the midnight air on this concrete bridge in this Chinese Village for tourists

He brought them ivory rings and even asked to see her parents

Then in broad daylight back in the busy city

He saw her dirtied oversize white shoes making sounds with the floor with every step she took and she didnt know

He did not tell her his disgust

he simply distanced her

He fell again

He fell with one who talked with him and went out with him and said yes to him and took him in

He fell with another who listened to him but might not have heard him but still thought she did

He fell with one who looked at him and listend to him and admired him and ...

He fell with the young and bright and innocent

He fell with the young and not so bright and innocent

He fell with the not so young and bright and not so innocent

There seems to be no end

He is falling again

but

Is she crazy this time

Or is he

He still hasnt found out

But judging from the present situation

He will fall some more

Let's wait and see

Time will tell