Love & Me

Love… How dare you bring your forbidden face upon
     my heart?
I despise you.
You lied to me… and I loved you, Love… and her too.
You lead me astray for this thousandth time.
Forcing me to again cry…again and over.
And you knew I loved her…love
As my vision smudge for this thousandth time.
As time my life slowly unwinds, and my heart’s dying.

And she was kind… with the softness of her composition,
But I think her heart was no bigger than mine
In mine eyes
Or as I see it.

I was ready for it, and understood it
As I awaited her touch…
But she fabricated the fear as I live here in this love
And she was not there… because she didn’t care to be.
She lived in the abundance outside of me,
And I cried for thee.

So, she let me free… heartlessly
And now,

I shall die lonely…
Because I don’t have her, and they already took Taji.

Fuck You Love!!!

                            
Zashfiia Ckalembee
                                   Copyright ©2004 Tilden Clark
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