Words and music by Patrick Hunter
i watch the water rush over your body
the waves and curves distort to someone else
i won’t tell you this is not the way that i am
or that i am satisfied with myself
i steal glimpses to the side unnoticed
release it all flows away
for this time that i have here alone with you
everything still seems the same
and i wait and i wait until the waiting drives me mad
but i’m doing pretty well with the things that i have
did i hurt or scare you? did i make you afraid?
do you want to go now anyways?
breathe in your beauty i can taste it
drowning in your sickness so pure
i know what you did i know how this is
i am exactly as you are
you said you got so lonely you had to do what you did
i tried to be just like you but i do not exist
for this time i tried to love you i tried to stop the pain
but you let yourself go down anyway
i took you to my altar i put my disease in you
i drank of your virus like sweet rotten fruit
in this burial chamber where the sun never shines
i felt behind the lies for the first time in your life
throw a handful of dirt over your casket
make a wish dream it will come true
i didn’t want too much more than i could have
i only wanted to say these things to you
and i know i don’t know tell me where did you go
you wanted me to want to i tried so hard to make it so
now everything’s gone away and everything else is the same
and i still love you more than i can say
and i wanted this to end i never want this to end
i tried to be your savior while i would not be your friend
you’re everything i know now you’re everything, i think
and you know that i gave you my everything