Words amd music by Chad
So you know if I'm long gone
You won't have me to fall back on
You won't have me to stay strong
To make you laugh or write you more songs
But you know that I'm here right now
Chivalrously in a bow
Still you look the other way
Do you save me for a rainy day?
I remember my first time with you
Outside in a ninja duel
I long for those summer days
Swimming in those calm lake waves
Too many months I'm still waiting now
And I'm flailing as I'm falling down
My heart skips when our eyes meet
Your perfume lingered in my sheets
And once again I seem to take more than I can endure
I sit and wait and think it through where we stand
I'm still not sure
Please understand this isn't fair 'cause I don't
know if you even care
I made you smile, am I in denial, 'cause we haven't spoken for
awhile
You're in my mind if that counts at all
I'm reaching out before I fall, how I land is up to you, give me
some clues
Did I try too hard or maybe not enough?
This past year spent with you, I fought the fear,
I'm still here
And when I've taken it all
Without fail you will call
And again you're in my life
Hope cuts through like a knife
We play this game again
Could I be more than a friend
If this game were to be through
Who'd be the loser, me or you?