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Asches zu Asches

Warmer Körper
heisses Kreuz
falsches Urteil
kaltes Grab

Auf dem Kreuze lieg ich jetzt
sie schlagen mir die Nägel ein
das Feuer wäscht die Seele rein
und übrig bleibt ein Mundvoll
Asche ...

Ich komm wieder
in zehn Tagen
als dein Schatten
und werd dich jagen

Heimlich werd ich auferstehen
und du wirst um Gnade flehen
dann knie ich mich in dein Gesicht
und steck den Finger in die Asche ...

Asche zu Asche ...
und Staub zu Staub
                                 
-Rammstein

Don't stand by my grave and weep
For I'm not there.
I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glint on the snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain, am the gentle Autumn's rain.


When you awaken in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.


Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there.

I DID NOT DIE!
                                  
(Author Unknown)
Thank you kindly for taking the time in this hectic, crazy world to look at my homepage, much effort  and 'honest' love was poured into the making/creating of it, in hopes to communicate to all... a little something about myself; as a mother, as a friend, a lover, and as a 'woman'.

Special thanks to those that assisted me along the way, and to those persons that are my
'continued' inspirations.  'Souls'  are never placed 'too' far way from eachother - it is what 'He' has intended ... all along - Thank you, again!

I leave you now with some final thoughts, phrases, words in hopes that... well... if they make but 'one' person pause  and think - then I have succeeded in my soul's primary objective, and the angels have guided my kindered spirit,
quite well, indeed :)

                                                                                  - Jeanne
MY FINAL NOTE...

SING... like there is no one listening!

DANCE... like there is no one watching!

and when you love....

LOVE  like there is NO TOMORROW!!!
It's hard to find the balance when you are in love.

You're lost in the middle cause you have to decide between mind and heart.

Heart is the engine of your body but the Brain is the Engine of LIFE!
                                    
- Enigma
Look into the 'others' eyes.  Many frustrations... Read between the Lines! No words,  just vibrations.  Don't ignore hidden desires - Pay attention, You are playing with FIRE!

Silence must be heard, Noise should be observed. 

The time has come to learn, that silence... silence must be heard or Diamonds will Burn. 

Friendly cards will turn cause silence has the right to be heard...People talk too much for,  what they have to say - words without any  meaning- just fading away...

Silence has the RIGHT to be Heard!
                                                                   
- Enigma
TURN AROUND AND SMELL WHAT YOU DON'T SEE ~ CLOSE YOUR EYES... IT'S SO CLEAR ~ HERE'S THE MIRROR, BEHIND, THERE IS A SCREEN ~ ON BOTH WAYS YOU CAN GET IN ~DON'T THINK TWICE, BEFORE YOU LISTEN TO YOUR HEART ~ FOLLOW THE TRACE FOR A NEW START -WHAT YOU NEED AND EVERYTHING YOU'LL FEEL ~ IS JUST A QUESTION OF THE DEAL... IN THE EYE OF THE STORM YOU'LL SEE A LONELY DOVE ~ THE EXPERIENCE OF SURVIVAL IS THE KEY ~
TO THE GRAVITY OF LOVE
                                                                                                 
- Enigma
Basic Instincts, Social Life - Paradoxes side by side - DON'T SUBMIT TO
STUPID RULES!
Be Yourself and not a FOOL... 
DON'T ACCEPT AVERAGE HABITS - Open you HEART and
PUSH THE LIMITS!
                                                                                                                                                                                       
- Enigma
"LOVE ......DEVOTION .....
FEELING .....EMOTION ....."


Don't be afraid, to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong.

Just look into your hearts my friend
That will be the Return to yourself, The Return to Innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you MUST, then start to cry

Be yourself, don't hide
Just believe in  D-E-S-T-I-N-Y!

Don't care what People say,
Just follow your
own way.
Don't give up and lose the chance
To Return to Innocence.

That's not the beginning of the end - That's the return to 'yourself'...
The Return to Innocence
- Enigma
"See ya later!"
There's no money, there's no possessions, Only obsessions, I don't need that shit !

Take my money, take my obsessions ....

I just want to be
heard, loud and clear are my words....
Comin' from within man, tell 'em what you heard?

It's about a revolution in your heart and in your mind, You can't find the conclusion -  life-style and obsession!

Diamond rings get you nothing but a life long lesson  And your pocket-book stressin'

You're a slave to the system, working jobs that you hate - For that shit you don't need!!!

It's too bad the world is based on greed
Step back and stop thinking about yourself
Start thingking about....

Cause everything is
nothing and emptiness is in everything
This reality is really just a fucked up dream
With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul?
Flip it inside out, it's a big black '
hole'

Take your money, burn it up like an asteroid
Posssessions they are never gonna fill the
void

Take it away and learn the best lesson
The heart, the soul, the life, the passion....

Present yourself.... press your clothes
Comb your hair and clock-in ...You just can't win,
Just can't win ...

The things you own, own you !!!
Step back and
stop thinking about yourself

..... your money .... your possessions....
...your obsessions,
I don't 'need' that sh*t !!!
                                                                      
- Paparoach
And all I really want... is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is
deliverance

And I am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
What I wouldn't give to find a
soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred

And all I need now, is
intellectual intercourse
A soul to make the
hole in my chimney burn
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill, the
killer

All I really want is some
peace now...
a place to find a common ground

And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some
comfort - A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice...
                                          
A. Morisette
We were lost inside a wasteland of fools groping for the gold!

I wonder if they'll think of us while they're still searching for their souls

(patience my love ... it'll all be alright)

With your arms around me... you're singing softly and I fade from memories
and move on ...

So never put 'it' out!!!  My love, the spirit is the flame that burns from
within, hold on to me and it'll all be alright!

Sleep now is descending like a dream,
still I'm shaking from the softness
of your skin, hold on to me  and it'll all be alright

May nothing harm you -
I'm still inside you, with my wings wrapped around you... you will go on!

Sweet lover go on - 
Our love is strong!

                                                                                        -Tea Party
What is the force that binds the stars
I've wore this mask to hide my scars
What is the power that pulls the tide
I never could find a place to hide

What moves the Earth around the sun
What could I do but... run and run and run
Afraid to love, afraid to fail
A mast without a sail

The moon's a fingernail and slowly sinking
Another day begins and now I'm thinking
That this indifference was my invention
When everything I did sought your attention

You were my compass star
You were my measure
You were a pirate's map
A buried treasure

If this was all correct
The last thing I'd expect...
The prosecution rests
It's time that I confess:
I must have 'loved' you !
                                                        
- Sting
Mother?... teach me to walk again
Milk and honey, so intoxicating
I'm reunited
Into the fire
I am the spark
Into the night -  I yearn for
comfort

Open the doors that lead on into
Eden
Don't want no cheap disguise
I follow the signs marked "back to the beginning"
No more compromise !!!

Free the water that carries me to the sea
You, I see as my
security
I will stare at the sun until its light doesn't blind me
I will walk into the fire 'til its heat doesn't burn me
And I will feed the fire !!!

Into the fire
I'm reunited
Into the fire
Oh, I am the spark
Into the night
I yearn for comfort...
Into the fire ...  Into the fire
                                                      
- S. McLachlan
Give me release 
Witness me
I am outside
Give me peace

Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe
That I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides

Passion chokes the flower
Until she cries no more
Possessing all the beauty
Hungry still for more

In this white wave... I am sinking in this
silence
- Delerium w/ S. McLachlan
And how I've loved ... And I have served
And I have sinned ... But I have learned
As long as you are true to the life that you live
This is the time... to feel love

I feel a stirring deep within,slowly picking up momentum ...
Like the tide coming into shore
Over and under... in it's course.

This feeling emblazed inside EVERY nerve ...
like a
firefly
                                        
- Delerium
"HINT: Don't assume everyone 'thinks' as you do ... Don't expect to 'change' anyone ... Don't accept anything without 'question' ... Don't believe everything that others say ... Actions 'always' speak louder than words - in EVERY language!" - Jeanne

I have a personal collection of MP3's, Rare Concert Footage MPG's - Rammstein etc, and Music Videos (Nickleback, Pink Floyd, Enigma, Ozzy and Many, Many More,) E-mail me for a direct link to all files on My Server: Engel@beam.at