I changed my wardrobe for you,
thinking maby it would give you a clue,
thinking maby you would see me,
see how I feel about you.

Highschool is coming to an end now,
I may never see you again.
so let me say this now,
let me say what needs to be said.
I watch you in the classroom,
I see you in the halls,
why oh why don't you hear this,
my loudly silent calls?

your eyes are a dreamy blue,
your hair a dark dark brown.
your perfectly flawless,
in a dreamy sort of way.

college will be coming soon,
and still my heart will swoon.
maby i'll see you there,
but you probably won''t care.

So let me sit here lonely,
and dwell upon my tears.
why did you choose me,
to torture endlessly?

I love you in secret,
I'm your friend in real life.
i have a secret crush on you,
created by: May Foner

BE HAPPY
Live life to the fullest.
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.
created by: Zer0

THE LOVERS
There they stood in the dark and alone
Two young lovers many had known
Cast out of their home and town
Their life had fallen to far down

In eachother's arms they stood and smile
They both knew life would go on for a while
"A perfect match," said their hearts
They will love until the world went dark

All the bags packed and all their stuff safe
Hand in hand with two rings as one
They walked off together
Into the sun
created by: May Foner

STORM BOY
Affections percolate,
fixate on molecular escape
the more the passion's pan inspires
searing needles never meant
for knitting shut the flesh
which he loves in secret he loves in tempo
he loves alone (and alone he is
by flesh beloved).

Prone to boneless hosts,
ghosts, the gossamer negative
answers to his most negative space,
his cavities, he understands grace
not as caustic mistress nor as tunnel to his hollow clustered wake witheld
nor as any loop barring feminine
evasion of his long-past-poignant stitch.

He guesses at her dream-laid slope,
her figured limits and the blurred
subsea outlines of her gleaming
bell-bloomed isle. Her world is toned
by the shaded borders of his own
bruise-blued nautical maps alone
until he senses only ends
not sand's relief. No.

Unspied he sees by barrier alone,
so the ache behind his eyes
he'll drive away with spinning bullets
and a note. Not this once
giving scrawled pause or breath
to raw reflection, to phallic
parallels mirrored by shape,
mired in escape of pressure's surly poundings.
He is strung and moon-marked insomniac
heedless of the renegade sleep's stifling tongue.

(But once he was just born
new and once he was his mother's
sunsmithed worth of chime-hued summer.)

He will purple tonight to match the storms.
created by: May Foner

POETRY SUCKS
Poetry is one of the many things I hate.
I really think it isn't great.
I think it's dumb and retarded to,
One time I heard a guy write about his shoe.
And I'm like "What the heck? You're writing about a bird peck?"
I really think poetry isn't great.
Poems are one of the many things I hate.
created by: Carlos Jemenez

NONSENCE
Our imperfections are what make us beautiful.
Martyrs and monsters
no room for in-between
and what scares us the most is
On any given day we are a little bit of each.
made by: Marry Robertson

MY WORLD OF LOVE AND HATE
My world is full of love and hate
I love your voice
And the way it makes me feel good
I love the way you sing
And the way it makes me feel as though nothing else matters
I love what you say
And the way it makes me blush
I love the way you say "I Love You"
And the way it makes my hart beat faster
My world is full of love and hate
I hate the way we are far away
And The way it makes me hurt
I hate the fact that it will be a long time till I see you
And the fact that you wont see me
I hate the time we dont spend together
And how it hurts when I think of us apart
My world is full of love and hate
made by : Zer0

DEPRESENT
I wonder sometimes why I like to run away so bad
I wonder sometimes why life makes me want to die
I wonder when it will all end
I read to get away, but to where do I seek to go?
There is a place in LA I dream of. I place I hope I can go back to
But to return to that place would be catastrophic.
I cannot have the things I want
I cannot be the person I wish to be because I am chained
We all are.
I wish I could fly
At least if I could fly, I would have something to do while I was lonely
I try so hard to get them to love me- the ones who should love me anyways
But everything comes out in a blur
And I find myself crying in my room again
I want to disappear into the Earth. At least that way when people walk on
me, they won't be doing it because they don't like me, or want to hurt me,
but simply because they don't know they're doing it.
I WANT TO DIE!
I want to slice my wrists to peices and then sew them up after all the
blood has fallen to the ground in an enigmatic puddle of dreams
Then I want to fall head first into my puddle, through the floor and
straight into the lonliness and darkness that I know death will be
And the strange part is,
When I lose myself in my nightmares, no one seems to notice
And if they do, they don't care....
Or maybe I don't
I don't care about this life. Breathing is overrated
A gun shot echos in the back of mind but I realize it is only my self
concious. Begging me to end it
Telling me what I need to do.
It's not as if anyone ever cared about me enough.
Hell, just because I know my mother will have a melt down because of the
blood on the floor, I'll inject air into my veins, I'll shoot out my
windows and watch the shards fall to my bed. The I'll lay down and put the
breath I never wanted into my brain.
Will anyone care?
Will anyone stop at my grave with a rose and wonder what went wrong?
Or will I become another fucking statistic?
Let me die because you won't let me live
made by : Zer0

NEVER DIE
Gunshots heard
People screaming
And we learn
We never die

Angels are here
People are dead
Our future is near
The devil has come

Listen for the silence
It’s not here
Wait for the shadows
It’s not there

Body unmoving
Chest not rising
Doesn’t matter
They don’t have to breath

Thinking they’re gone
Mourning for the loss
But tell me
How can memories die?
made by : Alex Horrors

LIES UPON LIES
I see the lies inside.
I see the things you tried to hide.
You defied the tears and watched her as she cried,
Knelt to her side and whispered in her ear.
Told her the things you knew she wanted to hear.
You told her you loved her, you told her you’d never leave,
but when you were done telling you lies
you went to another and looked her in the eyes.
Spoke the same words in the same caring tone.
You told her you loved her, you told her you’d never leave.

Later she realized all your words were nothing but lies wrapped around lies.
Lies made just to hypnotize, mesmerize, as you stared into her eyes.
Now things are better, for the both I might add.
He’s alone where he should be,
But that's the happy ending.
Now I whisper those gentle words into her ear
but mine are different, They're the truth, and nothing more.
made by : Zer0

LOST AND ABANDOND

My love for you has kept me alive....
and how you warm my heart helps me survive.
If you do not love me anymore....
...just say the words and I will do my chore.
I will runaway and never look back.
Nothing to bring...nothing to pack.
Just me and myself and my ice cold heart
That person who was lying is what keeps us apart.
I stop myself from breathing.
What is to live for now?
How can I get over this?
How can I?
How?
It was all a lie, but what choice do I have?
I am not going to get on my knees....
...beg....
...or shout.
So, show me this life.
What is it about?
Heartbreaks....lies....beatings....and finding our ways blindly out.
made by : Zer0

WHAT WILL BECOME OF US

What will become of us...
if there is no you?
What will I do....
if I am without you?

My life is like a dark castle....
Hidden treasures are my happiness
princesses are the personal emotions
knights are the courage, hope, and faith I have
love.....is somewhere, hiding in the darkness.

I will be empty....until you appear.
O, how I long for that day of brightness
when the warmth holds me close
and you are there.

What will become of us...
if there is no you?
What will I do....
if I am without you?
made by : Zer0

MIND BATTLE
The meandering path which I effortlessly submit myself to
is ample with active stabs of cowardice.
Trotting below an icy, acrtic lake
I mindlessly complete it with an ache.

I'm apprehensive to utter those words,
pertified of being shunned away;
and yet I'm endlessly drawn to you
as a stubborn moth to flame.

I'm incapable of decoding the body language,
the lengthy stares or explosive smiles;
incapable of fathoming whether your psyche
is attempting to veil itself in peculiar styles.

I crave to converse more often-
to unravel the enigma of what you're about.
I'd love to encounter myself living life
exterior of comforted doubt.
made by : Zer0

LIFE
I can not possably list all the reasons
Why I Love You
Because there are so many
You are the only reason I live
You are the reason why I enjoy life
I now live for you
to make you laugh
to make you happy
to make you feel special
You are now my life
made by: Zer0

LIVING FOR YOU
I was Nothing
Before you came along
You have changed my life
You have given me
Something to live for
I used to stand here
With A gun to my head
Wondering If anyone would miss me

No one cared if I killed myself
Before you came along
But now i know someone would miss me
My life had no purpose
But now It does
I thank you for this feeling
The feeling I now Feel
For You
made by: Zer0

GONE
Gone are the days of my childhood
As the sun was beggining to hurt my eyes
Soon the reaper is coming
To take away my pride
I left behind my schoolfreinds
Left behind my happiness
And left behind my love
Took away my freedom
Took away my soul
And took away my eyes
I only see the darkness
made by: Zer0

TOGETHER
I see your eyes above me
Watching me as i sleep
Seeing that everything is okay
Even as i dream
Your smile keeps it within
A feeling never felt before
A touch of happiness
Touches of evermore
Seeing my life with you by my side
Seeing my eternity
Having you as my bride.
And now that i am who i am now
I see you in my eyes
Together Together
My one true prize
made by: Zer0

Nightmares
Running from the unseen.
Hiding from the unknown.
Courage is limited.
Chills sweep though each limb leaving me cold.
Stumbling into darkness.
Nightmare's damage me,
draining me of my sanity.
In my own bed i am taken to thier world.
I listen to tears drip from my own eyes.
Sweat drips from every pore.
It licks at my wounds torn by imaginary monsters.
Groped by the dish towels of pain.
Tipping into insanity.
Crossed the line into madness.
I cower in fear as I wait for the sun to rise.
made by: Zer0

I DREAM OF YOU
I dreamt of you before I met you
I dreamt that we were lovers
in a different time and place
We we're kids who grew together to two loving people
Learned to love each other
We went through tough times,
but we got through it
We held hands, kissed each other's lips, gave each other hugs,
In rain, sunshine, and even winter snow...
We surpassed all the obstacles and became soul mates
We exchanged our vows, we grew old together, cherished each other until not
even death can part us.
Now my love, I know this dream is slowly coming true,
because like in this dream, I still have and will always love you.
made by: Zer0

PROMISE
In the evening small shadows dance around
I pass through the roads on my way home
That day with you and this kind of scenery
It was brought to me
A treasure for just two of us

the promise that binds my heart
is important even now
Embracing, someday may be i will meet
you and then it will be fullfilled that day
as long as i believe i'll be waiting

I wonder where you could be now
That promise i wonder if it's still in your heart
the seasons have changed, but
it doesn't change that time
I wish that it is you

even it your face fades, that promise
is in my heart even now
it burns passionately within me
our hearts are tied together
as long as i believe i'll be waiting

if i should meet you, that promise
softly i want to ask
to return to the two of us from that day
if so then one more time, another promise
make with me, as long as i believe and praying
made by: Zer0

A FOREVER LOVE
It came to me without warning,
Suddenly i felt this way one morning,
Dont know how or why it happened to me,
But i am glad or i would'nt have come to be.

You have changed my World so easily as i love you so deeply,
I'm happy just the way things are going,
All because of the things u are doing.

The things you do,
The things you say,
Makes me really wanna stay.
The way you Laugh,
The way you smile,
Makes me think that Life is worth while.

No matter what happens throughout life,
You'll be there to say something right.
My feelings for you, all bottled up inside.
something i can np longer hide.

So i lay awake in my bed with thoughts of you deep inside my head.
While im dreaming of you tonight,
I know soon i will be holding you tight.

No longer is my lonliess killing me anymore.
You have mended my heart which was once torn.
I thank you for that,
Now that we're together i'm hoping we will be FOREVER,
From now until forever and eternity!!!
made by: Zer0

*NOTE* this poem is unfinished *NOTE* HEART SONG

I’ll sing to you of a love that’s true,
Of a heart that beats only for you,
Of your lips on mine and
Our bodies intertwined to the
Sweet perfection that is our love,
Our love that which shall take
Us far above,
To a place only lovers can know,
A place where our hearts shall
Forever more beat as one.

Though we know not what
The future may bring,
We must always cling
To this love, for through it
We shall conquer all obversity,
And when others may anticipate
Our downfall, we will be assured by
Our hearts’ call,
Of the song that our hearts whisper,
A song only we can know,
Our love song, our heart song.
made by: Zer0

A Child’s Pain

Watching children, seeing pain

When was the innocence of youth stolen
Where have the laughs and smiles hidden
Hard times come when least expected
Lives may be lost, hopes may be crushed
When youth is still in its bloom,
Yet past the point of living in ignorance
This is when anger and sorrow can become their doom
This is when they learn that ignorance is truly bliss.

How does one punish their watch,
When there is no greater pain
The scars are all visible,
Upon the skin of the child
Here lies innocence lost
Here is angers ultimate cost
The blade may be hidden away
Though the history of pain is still at hand
Always seeming to tame the anger
Not knowing the true depth of your cuts
And as the blade slices,
Anger and pain flow red.

What happens when the knife slips
When it plunges too deeply
Does the anger subside when rivers turn to pools
Pools of crimson sunsets beneath your body
Shrieks of horror come with the dawn
Pain passes on to those that mourn
And as you are lifted from the congealed mess
Being sent off to your final rest
This is when you realize,
The greatest loss comes from within
It has naught to do with the body
But a characteristic of long lost youth
The ascent from ignorance to knowledge
The lost innocence of the child within.
made by: Zero