Jason has affected my life more than he could ever be aware. He helped me define who I was and who I wanted to be. His existance alone answered all my questions. He is lost to me now. What I do know is that it is to him that I owe my life as it is today. I would forget my own existance before I could ever forget him. Where ever you are, whatever you are doing, I hope life always goes well for you Jason. As I continue my life and give my love to someone else, always and forever you will be in my heart. I love you.
Carl is one of the good guys. As hard as I tried not to, he was rather easy to fall in love with...Something in his smile, his playful attitude and the way he always looks for the good in people, even when it's really hard to find. As much as I tried not to admit to myself that I was in love with him, it just didn't help. But I pushed him away as much as possible, tried to find solice in others, thinking that would keep my feelings for Carl to a mininum.
In retrospect, by the time I realized what I had with him, what an awesome person he was, and admitted to myself how much I cared about him, it was too late. I had already done too much damage to us. I learned a valuable lesson from him, though it took me a couple of years for it to sink in. I just hope I have the oppurtunity to have something like he and I had again, with someone else some day. We still talk occasionally, he still lives in Georgia, and I wish him will in everything he does, Always...
AJ was 15 when we first met at Innovox, what was once a gay-themed coffee house in downtown Atlanta. Some how I became envolved in him and his circle of friends and we became inseperable for a time. I taught him to drive if I remember correctly, on the road from his house to I20 and around my apartment in Atlanta. Now, he is in college in New York City, living with his uncle. I hope things always go well for him.
A great guy. One of my best friends from MTSU. He is a greatly mysterious character. That is why I like him Iguess. Someday he will be able to figure me out, and likewise, but until then the chase is on - and the rest is irrevelant.
Thank God we were friends from the start, because I would never want to be his enemy, and for that matter, I never could. Jeremy is one of the few people that have touched my heart. I consider him a great friend and companion. He will always have a place with me. Thank you Jeremy, you started out trying to make me feel better, and you know what? It worked.
Ryan is, well, something else. I'm not quite sure what that is right now, but he is definitly out of the ordinary catergory. From the frist time I met him after he got off the plane in Chicago (where I'm sorry to say I was close to two hours late to pick him up), I knew that had to get to know him regardless of the situation. He has become a great friend, and a cute one at that. I'll always be here for you Ashton. *smile*
