Poetic Justice...
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper.  His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. 

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down.  He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. 

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.  He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.  The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

His father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence.  He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.  The fence will never be the same.  When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one.  You can put a knife in a man and draw it out.  It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there." 

A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.  Friends are rare jewels, indeed.  They make you smile and encourage you to succed.  They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.

Please Forgive me if I ever left a hole...


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The Convergence of the Twain
Lines on the Loss of the "Titanic"

In a solitude of the sea
Deep from human vanity
And the Pride of Life that planned her, stilly couches she.

Steel chambers, late the pyres
Of her salamandrine fires,
Cold currents thrid, and turn to rhythmic tidal lyres

Over the mirrors meant
To glass the opulent
The sea-worm crawls--grotesque, slimed, dumb, indifferent.

Jewels in joy designed
To ravish the sensuous mind
Lie lightless, all their sparkles bleared and black and blind

Dim moon-eyed fishes near
Gaze at the gilded gear
And query, "What does this vaingloriousness down here?"

Well: while was fashioning
This creature of cleaving wing
The Immanent Will that stirs and urges everything

Prepared a sinister mate
For her--so gaily great--
A shape of ice, for the time far and dissociate.

And as the smart ship grew
In stature, grace, and hue
In shadowy silent distance grew the iceberg too.

Alien they seemed to be:
No mortal eye could see
The initimate welding of their later history

Or sign that they were bent
by paths coincident
On being anon twin halves of one august event.

Till the Spinner of the Years
Said, "Now!" And each one hears,
And consummation comes, and jars two hemispheres


Thomas Hardy, 1912
Who Cares?

i don't understand, what is the point?
why
Live when there's no one who wants you?
dark eyes
On your back,
like a streak, black alley cat
watching and wishing that you weren't there
why me oh lord, for what have i done
it was only a dare, but then
who cares?

i live in the shadows unwanted, unknown, and alone
depressed, i kept my anger locked inside
all the time wishing that i would die
as time went by, my feelings grew darker,
my eyes, day by day more dim
my heart said i should weep, but why?
so not a tear did i cry
i went on through the days in a trance of self pity
though just a little, i still cared

then one day i realized my plight
i was mad at the world
and i had
No more fight

and then...i cried
i cried long
Empty tears of self pity and sorrow
i cried for myself and no one else

my heart filled with fear
as i asked myself blatantly
"why am i still here?"

then the idea came
and i walked toward the drawer
to retrieve the gun
that would make me no more
Like a corpse forced to feel
i was filling the chamber, and finally happy
getting rid of my anger

i put the gun to my head
with a sigh of relief and a smile on my face
my anger, i released

the trigger was pulled
the bullet on mark
was it finally over?
no, not
Yet
with my soul still alive,
for a moment, maybe so
i silently fell into the fires down below

and there he stood
in his vial space
as only lucifer could
holding torment and hate

when from his eyes i had fled
a new thought dawned
and this is what i said:

"with my sorrow gone,
and my anger compressed
i am truly happy
no more will i be depressed"

he looked up at me
with a smile on his face
and said, while shaking his head,
"who cares?"

Nicholas Perry, 1994
Where is the end
to the madness that dives life so
Will there ever be a break
in this endless picture show
There only one who could know

We can only guess
about what will take place
through the course of our lives
as we madly embrace
The sad things of this world
that we can see, feel, and taste
While ignoring the inantimates
As we rush through life with haste

Swimming through a sea
of emotions and feelings
That are locked with a key
that's hidden behind the door
that's impossible for me
but possible for we
for united we're stong
but divided we're wrong

There will be an end
to this life of war
The battle between good and evil
will some day be no more

When money is silent
and people are true
when you can trust not only in mankind
but you can trust in you

Near the end we'll find a way
to unlock that door
behind which your thoughts are kept
A way to unlock your world, to unlock yourself.

Turn inside out,
then work from the outside in
Rebuilding your heart
with nails of pure love
formed from forgiven sin

For some, the strengths will hold
because the nails are strong
not breaking from cold

For others,
They'll be in worse shape
for those mening naild do no good
when they're hammered with hate

Nicholas Perry, 1995