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| If society wasn't so judgemental we'd have less secrets. If the world knew the true me, I wouldn't be considered who I am to the world. My secret life is eating away at me slowly. The only way to break through is to tell the whole truth. No more lies, and no more secrets. But to the world I bet I'd appear to be a dirty whore. Gee thanks world. If I knew your secrets I'd understand. Why can't you? |
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| Sometimes I sit and wonder if the rest of the world hears my whispers. My whispers of pain and of love. No one understands. No one even cares. My world just keeps on going even though I'm standing still. Unforsaken thoughts never to be heard, just lost in my world of confusion. I feel so lonely, so hurt but it never shows. Darkness clouds my vision, adding a dreary scene to my world, and all the people in it. These thoughts have never been spoken, perhaps thats why i'm misunderstood. |
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| I'm standing in the darkness all alone. Unsure of which way to turn. I hear voices call out to me from every angle. But here I stand, scared stiff. Theres no place to hide, no place to go. I'm lost and confused, But here I stand, scared stiff. |
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| The world you think you live in doesn't even exsis it's just your little version, all imitation, all LIES. This may seem psycho but somewhere in your mind you know the truth is out there and as the rednecks say 'it aint pretty.' Trust me its not. I may be the only one truly alive in this world but it hurts to know I'm so alone, so empty. It sorta makes me mad but at what exactly? I truly dont have a clue. This writing gives me comfort but it will never fill my empty heart. |
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| HA! I laugh at those who call me crazy! Cuz the truth is I'm not the crazy one living in a dreamland! I see the world as it is and always has been. No way to change this it's just how it goes. Like games! There are just certain rules to follow. I seriously think I'm somewhat disturbed in some way but in the REAL WORLD this is common. Everyone is disturbed, *sigh* the beatuy of it all. Confusion and darkness baby thats the world in a nutshell. I'm not insane, just lonely and lost. Oh well thats life as I said before. |
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| I think most of the major points in life are repeats. Like we're going around on some pully contraption. Going around and around repeating its self but we never really notice or care. We just continue on in that same motion. Those of us who rebel against it and step off just get lost. Back to my "real world" theory. The world of happiness and set lives are upon that contraption the rulers concocted. I myself stepped off that very track. I'm lost in the sea of misery.It's so very confusing but at least my life isn't chosen for me. I decide what happens. I intend to save those close to me from the track. Just jump. |