Everywhere I turn, every corner I see gets slightly darker than the previous. Once I've ventured into that darkness it brightens up. This I know. What I don't know is if I have the courage. I know most things seem relativly easy in your lives, but in mine they just seem to be harder. There are advantages such as greater rewards but it's the disadvantages that scare me.
All I see around me is darkness and depression. Going forward going back, or just standing still. There are lights in my darkness but I can only choose one. Some shut me out, some ignore me. Only because they refuse to see the truth. They've all been turned the other way. Facing that fake happy world, it disgusts me. But I see the truth, the pitch black darkness everywhere, Life is never good because your just lying to yourself, you even know it's not real. I'm not crazy or insane just truthful to myself, or at least that's what I say. I couldn't handle that fake happiness that wasn't there. True happiness lies at the end of the darkness...... |