A letter to JoSeungHee

A letter to Á¶½ÂÈñ Hi, how are you in these days. I know, this greeting can be little bit awkward but I would like to say hello to you. Just like an ordinary people, I would like to face to you. You might be a really common person alike others. I am not sure what makes you feel desperate and impulsive to grab a gun. Do not blame me because my word choices are pretty direct. Faults are faults, it can be justified. Even though your action was impulsive one, and it can be interpreted a tragedy made by 21C individualism, a most important thing that we should emphasize is that you did wrong. You should have understand and anticipate the deep sorrow of innocent victims. You can say that you are alone all the time and nobody give even a small hand to you, so you would like to revenge to the world forsaken you. At last, were you happy? Unfortunately, after you disappeared to avoid your blames, people all around the world show sympathy about your death and even feel sorry about not to give warm affection to you before you did final choice. Can¡¯t you see? Who turned back from people around you was you. You should recognize that beauty of world filled with people before you shut down your mind. Your cold attitude toward friends and family might make them feel more difficult to feel free to talk to you. I feel sorry about there were nobody willing to be your sincere adviser and peer around you. Pain and frustrations that you have been felt might not able to be expressed by words. I also, needed to be warm to you and approach to you with affection, but I couldn¡¯t. Because I should understand the feeling of guiltless victims too. What I want to tell you, two points : You are called as one of the victims and many people including students of Virginia Tech and Koreans even not related to you directly. It means you have been loved by people around you. In addition, the world you once lived is not that harsh as you thought. I want you to understand this and close your eyes peacefully without any hatred or disappointment. Both we and you learned something warm, didn¡¯t we? And that¡¯s all. You will miss you. So, I hope that you would miss this world even you feel little bit reserved. Bye now. Bye bye.