January 30, 1999 3:00 P.M. PST

I haven't a clue, I really don't. Not one on this earth anyhow. Every letter, every card, every prayer made the miracle.

Don't ever hesitate to reach out to someone, and share with them in order to get them through a crisis. I don't want to think about what would have become of me without the power of you love.

I was so depressed as you know if you have read my site on depression that I was ready to die. Those of you who prayed to your own God/Goddess saved my life.

I could go on for hours and fill you in on every moment after the police came to take me to the hospital. I wont though because something miraculous happened to me while I waited for care...all day.

Very simply I got well. I don't know how but I did. I remember knowing that I was a fool to have gone off my medication. I know I came to accept my limitations and I would urge anyone with a depressive disorder to do the same.

I got home and started to fill out applications for work in Nursing. Even though a short time before it was impossible for me to even think about going back to my career, I felt ready and able. And I did just that.

I am still there. I am at Franke Toby Jones Retirement Estates in a whole new field for me. Geriatrics.

I have allot more to share but not right this second. I am going to put an update link right below this and I will be writing more as I think of it. I just felt led to put this up today. Each of you is an angel, never forget that. You do God's work on this earth. Thank you Love, Lynn

To be continued.............