Stabbing Westward Lyrics

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ACF:
you are all i am
you are all i ever wnat to be
i think of you
a solitary cry
echoes through my throat
and through my mind
i think of you
i think i woke up screaming
i had a dream that you still loved me
i think i woke up screamnig
i think i woke up screaming again
for hours i'll just stare at my ceiling
at nothing at all
and think of you
the candlelight through bells make shadows
just like roses in my mind
and I think of you
i think i woke up screaming
i had a dream that you still loved me
i think i woke up screaming
i think i woke up screaming again
could this last forever or will i die (2 times)
just can i die
maybe i could try to take a bath
or drink a little wine and think of you
but probably i'll lie naked on the floor
by candlelight
and i'll think of you
i think i woke up screaming
i had a dream that you still loved me
i think i woke up screaming again (2 times)

LIES: your soul a pit of stone,
the depths i wish i could have known.
Dangerous black and full of spite thoughts
of you fill my night.
But now we lay naked on the floor.
I'm lost.
I'm drowning in your soul.
i was searching for some answer in your eyes
i find malicious laughter and a love that has died
you are haunting my reality
your lies are the only truth that i believe.
you are haunting my reality
now evey time i think about you i die
hatred runs through me marrow deep
i long to tear your eyes out in your sleep.
this passion can lead to evil crimes.
do i kill you or do i choose to die.
acid burn etched through my brain.
someone dies before i go insane.
i was searching for some answer in you eyes
i found maliciousb laughter and a love that has died
you are haunting my reality
your lies are the only truth that i believe
you are haunting my reality
now every time i think about you i die
lies
soon now you'll be gone
i wish to god i could have known.
i love you i hate you every night
this longing for your soul has got me scared.
but now we lay naked on the floor
i'm lost i'm drowning in your soul.
i was searching for some answer in your eyes
i find malicious laughter hate and lies fucking lies
you are haunting my reality
your eyes are the only truth that i believe
you are haunting my reality
now everytime i think about you i die
lies
UNGOD:
you don't understand this
I think you never did.
silently i search for a reason to exist.
I found a way to feel you
I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me
but I feel so fucking cold
you are clutched tight in my fingers.
you caress my skin so light.
you are welling up inside me
you have finally freed yourself
you are flowing cross my pale skin
you are running down my arm
you are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm (2 times)
you stare at me so silent
you stare at me so cold
i think you stare right through me
that stare has made me old
i've found a way to feel you
I feel so fucking old
you're burning up inside
me I feel so fucking cold
you are cluthched tight in my fingers
you caress my skin so light
you are welling up inside me
you have finally freed yourself
you are flowing cross my pale skin
you are running down my arm
you are salty as i taste you
i have finally made you warm
take this as an offering
take this as a sign
take this as an offering
how much can you take from
how much can you take from me.
I sink into this darkness
i sink into this cold
this emptiness is calling
I've nothing left to lose.
I've found a way to kill you
I feel so fucking old
you're burning up inside me
i feel so fucking cold
you are clutched tight in my fingers
you caress my skin so light.
you were welling up inside me
you have finally freed yourself
you are flowing cross my pale skin
you are running down my arm
you are salty as I taste you
i have finally made you warm.
take this as an offering
take this as a sign
take this as an offering
how much can you take from (2 times)
take this as an offering
take this as a sign
take this as an offering
how much can you take from
how much can you take from me.

I DON'T BELIEVE:
I'm such an asshole
god I'm such a stain.
I just keep fucking up
again and again
you crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed
said everything I've ever longed to hear
so perfect so alive once inside you sucked me dry
used me up and left me here for dead
i crave it desperately a cancer eating me
an addiction to intense to be denied
worthless I'm a whore crawling back for more
pathetic how i feed off this abuse
you told me that you love me
i believed that you loved me
you swore that you loved me
and i believed now i know it was a lie
i don't believe (2 times)
i could be so stupid so naive
i don't believe (2 times)
that there is nothing nothing left for me

SHAME:
i only see myself reflected in your eyes.
so all that i believe I am essentially are lies
and everything i hoped to be or ever thought i was
died with your belief in me so who the helll am i
i'm wandering round confused wondering why i try
the more that you deny my pain the more it intensifies
i pray for someone to ache for me the way i ache for you
if you ignore that i'm alive i have nothing to cling to
i stare into this mirror so tired of this life
if only you would speak to me or care if i'm alive
once i swore i would die for you
but i never meant like this
no i never meant like this
i don't know if i am real without you
what is left of me without you
i don't know whats real without you
how can i exist without you

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO:
you make it hard to breath
its as if i'm suffocating
and when you're next to me
i can feel your heartbeat through my skin
it makes me sad to think
this could all be for nothing
i wish there was a way for you to see inside me
i've never felt this way
about anyone or anything
tell me
what do i have to do to make you happy
what do i have to do to make you understand
what do i have to do to make you want me
and if i can't make you want me
what to i have to do
i know exactly what you're thinking
but i swear this time i will not let you down
i'm not as selfish as i used to be
that was a part of me that never made me proud
right now i think i would try anything
anything at all to keep you satisfied
god i hope you see what losing you will do to me
all i want is one more chance so tell me
what to i have to do
to make you love me
(what do I have to do to forget about you.)

WHY:
i am not here
i think i've never been here at all
or ever will be
i feel like a place where no one goes any more
why can't you see that everythings broken
why does it seem this lifes turned gray
i can't believe in anything
scared when i don't believe i am real
it seems so bizarre but none of this matters
thoughts disappear hope has died
now i am safe nothing can hurt me here
why can't you see my need for forgiveness
the truth and the lies confued as one
i can't believe in anything sacred
when i don't believe in anything
i am alone locked in my memories
there's nowhere left for me to hide
but i am not real
i've made all i am with lies
why does it seem that everythings different
why does it seem that only you are real
i don't believe in anything sacred
so why do i feel so damn alone
i need someone to break the silence
thats screaming in my head
and in my soul

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