A ROSE
 
A rose so beautiful
nice to look at and smell
captured my whole heart
that I can't let it go
A rose so beautiful
with thorns so sharp
bleeding in my hand start
as I've grasped it hard.
A rose so beautiful
enchanting it may be
cared for it so much
may hurt me still
This rose so beautiful
deceived me from a far
I thought so beautiful
bruised me so far.
 
 
Red droplets tickles down
Flooding the white floor
Showing a pool of misery
Revealing a pain within
Blood comes out of the wound
I stared at it curiously
How deep I've cut it so
Numbness spread on my wrist
Tears unconsciously fell
down with the blood on the floor
Did not winced nor cried aloud
Did nothing to stop the blood flow
Blood continuously came
Tears stopped, at last I felt pain
I closed my eyes and said a prayer
and drifted, drifted to the darkness.
 
There are many times
I lost my way
looking for things
to make my life complete.
And every time I just fall,
stumbling to things unknown.
Not contented to what I fully deserve
feeling empty within.
Seeking more to life,
knowing what's really there.
What is it for me to be here.
Why am I living to this day.
 
Finally, I've won it
Telling you all I know
when I say, what I say
I tell you...
You'll never get it your way.
How many times
How many days
Each time I tell you
You won't get it your way.
If it concerns me
the sensitive heart I own
I get to know
your way, won't fit at all.
Sweet empty words.
Undying looks,
and priceless things,
this is your way, not my way!
Sweet words, love songs
may be good and all
true to your heart
true to your soul.
Good looks,
nice to have that in my man.
But it will be a problem
I could tell.
Love, loyalty, and trust
not material things or lust
I finally learned it all
The right way, is not always
the heart's way.
My way could be your way
I know it could be
But if you're not the person for me
we will never be, you and me.