Wishing A Hopeless Wish
And I laugh my spineless laugh
Wishing every second that I had you
Wishing every moment of my life that you were near
Wishing that my life was different
Wishing that you wanted me as desperately as I want you
Wishing and wasting my life away
Wishing and wanting what can never be mine
Wishing and hoping for something I'll never find
Wishing, waiting, hoping for something that will never appear
I only want you to hold me near
And tell me everything is going to be alright
Because you fell in love with me tonight
But it's all lies
Just something I told myself
Because I'm too afraid to realize
That you'll never fall in love with me
And that I'm just living a fantasy
Go on to Sleep With Me
Or go back to Main
Last updated 4-3-99