A New Beginning
I keep thinking about how I feel
I keep trying to put it into words
But the only thing I can come up with is
"FUCK"
And that word really burns
Burns with the pain of what I know
And burns with it's inadequacy
To describe how I really feel
It hurts me that she loves another
It wounds my heart to the core
But I must be happy for her
If she loves him more
I don't ever want to hurt her
Not in the smallest way
I want to see a smile on her face
Every single day
And I think I'm beginning to understand
I think I'm beginning to accept
I think I might finally realize
That you'll never love me back
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Last updated 5-3-99