Which Way Should I Turn

To have that...
To have that...
But it is a hollow promise
An empty lie
I doubt you feel anything for me deep down inside
I wish that things were different
I wish you didn't feel that way
But wishing does nothing but bring more pain
And I've decided to try to let you go
To try and erase my feelings
To try and not long for your beauty and your charm
But I fear that to do so I'd have to claw out my eyes
I'd have to rip out my heart
I'd have to have no feelings at all
To erase what I feel for you
And I'm not sure which is worse
Loving you forever with no hope of return
Or always feeling nothing
Which way should I turn?




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Last updated 5-14-99