Painful Wonderings
Why does it have to hurt so much
I lay on the floor and watch you
And all I can think
And all that I can feel
Is how much I want to be with you
And how much it hurts that you choose him
And I lay and watch and think and feel these things
And I wonder if it will ever change
Will you ever love me back
Will you ever choose me instead
Will I ever know what it's like to hold your hand
Or will I always be the last place man
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Last updated 5-20-99