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Do you hear that?
Can you feel it?
Can you hear the hollow ringing
Can you feel the horror that I feel
My body literally shut down for a few seconds
My heart skipped a beat
My body became suddenly cold
My arms and legs started to tingle
I had to remind myself to breathe
AND IT FUCKING HURTS
but I have to try and stay calm
I have to try and not cry
You couldn't even tell me
Why


I need you
I can't live without you
And still you hurt me
And still you bury me
I'm in pain can't you see
I'm in pain leave me be
I'll work it out on all alone
I'll find a way on my own


There go all my dreams again
There go all my hopes
There goes my motivation
And I am dead inside again
I pray now that you were wrong
That hearts and thoughts do.....fade away
I can't wake up to this pain another day


I need you
I can't live without you
And still you hurt me
And still you bury me
I'm in pain can't you see
I'm in pain leave me be
I'll work it out on all alone
I'll find a way on my own


I thought I had a chance
I thought I could have been "you".....for you
I thought so many things
And all of those thoughts were lies
And I will never see love for me in anyone's eyes
Stop it
This can not be
I don't want to hurt you


I need you
I can't live without you
And still you hurt me
And still you bury me
I'm in pain can't you see
I'm in pain leave me be
I'll work it out on all alone
I'll find a way on my own


I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to cause you pain
If you could just see into my brain
Please at least give me a chance
You never even gave me that
Not even a chance
But i didn't get that
All I wanted was a chance
A chance for our love to work


I need you
I can't live without you
And still you hurt me
And still you bury me
I'm in pain can't you see
I'm in pain leave me be
I'll work it out on all alone
I'll find a way on my own


Can you tell me what is so wrong with me
That you can't find love in me
What's wrong with me
I can't see the faults you see
Please tell me what you see
Why am I not good enough
Why


I need you
I can't live without you
And still you hurt me
And still you bury me
I'm in pain can't you see
I'm in pain leave me be
I'll work it out on all alone
I'll find a way on my own


I have to leave you now
Before I start to cry
So for the last time
Goodbye



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Last updated 6-20-99