For A
you are so lovely
but what do I know of you
you seem so beautiful
but all I hear is bad things about you
what makes you this way
what makes you "beg for more"
what little things were done to you
so you're not normal anymore
I used to be like you
abused and abusive
but I gave it all away
to be in love with a girl
that never wanted me in that way
and now I am torn
between finding my new self
or ending it for evermore
I am failing
in this place called life
and if I fall much farther
I will end it
I will be alone
and I will never sit on my throne
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Last updated 1-28-00