A Suicide Note/Poem
I lost something
A long time ago
I lost something
I lost the other half of me
I keep searching and searching
I thought I found it in you
So many "You's" that I've gone through
It seems like nothing is working
And I'm slowly dying
Without the rest of me
I bleed almost everyday
I cry just the same
I'm so empty
And confused
And alone
I don't know what I'm doing
And there's nowhere to go
I think about dying
Almost everyday
And I don't know how to stop me
From ending it that way
I try to have hope
I try to hang on
But everytime I'm even slightly happy
I'm crushed with depression
And sorrow
And grief
And I don't know how to escape
How to get away
And Everytime I wake up
I wonder if I'm going to kill myself today
I love all of you
All my friends and family
My KT, My Bran
I'm so sorry
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Last updated 9-23-00