Hurt Inside

AHHHHH!!!
Losing my mind
Not much left to lose
It's picking away at me again
Tapping me on the shoulder
Telling me it's time to go
Time to give up
Time...never enough time
I sit here,
I don't know what I'm doing
I feel so worthless
So...useless
Never good enough
Always someone beats me
Always someone better
Always comfort me
Never congratulate me
Why?
Because there is nothing to congratulate
I always lose
And I always die
And I'm always alone
And hurt inside




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Last updated 9-23-00