A Constant Struggle
should I end my life
should I end my pain
can I ever come back to myself again
can I ever be what you want me to be
is that something I want to be
should I change who I am so you'll love me more
or should you love me for who I am and nothing more
can anyone ever really be happy
in this cold cruel world of pain and lies
will I ever want something
and not change my mind
will I ever fins what I truly desire
when I get it will it still be what I desire
or will want to reach for something higher
can something higher even be obtained
will anything ever be the same
will I ever stop babbling somewhat coherently
wait a while my friend and we will see
wait a while my friend and we will see
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Last updated 3-7-99