Sleepy sun creeps up
Over the horizon of Nebraska
bluffs
Runny egg yoke disk of light
Promised heat of the late
spring day
Moving ahead of the sun's onslaught
Dust walls turned up
From the spinning wheels of my car
A beloved sky-blue Olds 98
Farm lands on either side of the dirt
Road outside of West Point
Dark green of soybean plants
To either side of me
Standing pillars of corn stalks
Sweeping the fresh air with
golden tassels
Wild grasses and ditch weeds
Wave my passage by
Sane men aren't awake this early
But farmers might not be sane
One can never be sure
Yet obligation is a powerful
master
The need to feed, clothe and shelter
The family joined and sired
In the towns less demanding works
Keep people in their dreams longer
I'm a town boy foolish enough
To keep a farmer's hours
A bit of pocket change
For half a day's work
I drive on the farm lane
The dust cloud following me
Continued to pass down the road onwards
Seeking gentler grounds
The shallow drainage ditch
On either side of the road
Sported weeds covered in
The fresh sticky dew of morn
I should have known better
Than to have wasted time in
bathing
I would soon be wet and muddy again
From walking the beans
As I came onto the place
A sow gave a desperate scream
As it was mounted
They were making bacon
According to Nature's order
The sound of money repropogating
The stench of pig shit
Was the accompanying smell
of success
The northern part of the house yard
Was filled with chickens
Dressed in their dirty feathers
Lost plumage littered the
ground
Green rubber hose straightened on the dirt
From house to the water trough
The trough was stained green
With the muck of algae, moss
Near the walk stood the rubber boots
Knee-high length stained goopy
brown
By our work in the calf house
Cleaning the blue plastic
barrels
Once filled with Pro-Fat, disgusting concoction
Dearly loved by fattening
pigs
Who gorged on the molasses and all natural fats
That plumpened them prime
for market
The baby in the house was awake
As bitchy as his mom
Jeremy liked to sleep in
Had no intentions of becoming
a farmer
Tied to the tasks of feeding, milking, planting
For now, though, his needs
were simple
Feed him, change him, play with him
I envied his easy life style
Ken was walking into the kitchen
Buttoning up his blue jeans
Ash-tipped cigarette hung limply
From between his lips and
teeth
Hair messed from tossed sleep
Five o'clock shadow masking
his face
He nodded to me, took orange juice from the fridge
Poured it into a glass still
clean
Jill placed Jeremy in his high chair
Fixed bib about his neck
There was a smile on his face
Spoon fed delicacies
Of mushed this, mashed that
Best thing to fill his stomach
Put glee on his face
Chance to hours later mess
his pants
Roaring three wheeler pulled in
Dying in the drive way
Scrawny little brother of Ken,
Davey-boy, driving in from
his place
The stories he constantly regaled
Stretched further than a fish's
tale
But brothers are brothers and friends are friends
Besides, we never listened
anymore
Jeremy fed and given to
Davey and me
To entertain and keep company
To pick on in our own well-meaning
ways
What four-letter words
Will you learn today?
"Shit, damn, fart and fuck"
"Cut it ought!" Jill yelled
But Jeremy was all too apt
Once the gorging by the boss, Ken, was done
The sleep retreated from his
eyes
Jeremy was taken for his bath
We went out, riding on the
gate of the truck
To a distant field of bushy green soybeans
Hearts sinking to see
The ill-kept rows filled with weeds
A sigh at expected blisters
Of course I was the one to get the hoe
Didn't they trust me with
machete?
We each took four rows at a time
Walking down the center
Eyes a little less than alert
Reaching over, taking grasp
Of offending plant
Sudden stroke of metal
At least with the hoe I could stand still
Simply reaching over and pulling
back
Slicing and uprooting my victims
"Damn it, not the beans!"
Oops, sorry about that
Just an accident
And what do you expect
At this time of the morning?
My jeans were quickly soaked
As were Davey's bare legs
Dirt clogs worked into my shoes
Soggy mash of socks
Each step a new experience
As sweat stains blossomed
The sun took pleasure in its torture
Something to pass its boring
day
I may have been a town boy
But I sported my own farmer's
tan
Something to be proud of, a mark or work
I would be no wimp
Who worked the back of the cafe counter
Or sold toys in the dime store
I even began to think
That farmer's weren't insane
Hours pass you by
As dust clouds blow in
Dirty our faces to look
Like gypsy children
We were just big kids
Playing in the dirt
Caffeine break to revive us
Next Back 40 before us
Massive clump of weeds
Had choked away all life
No profit, no bushels from this patch
Yet we had fun
Cutting through the jungle
Defoliating the useless stuff
Take no prisoners
Show no mercy
Sticky wet plant blood
Worked its way down
The machete blade, on to hands and arms
Tiny chunks of chopped weeds
Sported in our hair
Muddy mess of our pants
Was totally undescribable
Dared I to say we had fun?