Death And
Disease
Slowly and painfully, they make the
long walk back to camp. Mercifully, it is downhill for most of the
way, otherwise the task of dragging Viirin's corpse all of the way
back would have been more than their strengths would allow. Still,
the journey is a tough one for all, taking nearly three hours to make
the journey which took them just half the time when they were all
well. With relief, they see the camp below them.
Robert sees them coming from
quite a distance away. Delighted, he and Min start to run towards
them. Robert stops in his tracks, however, as he sees the deceased
form of Viirin being dragged by them, plus the diseased countenances
of Will, Jihan and Xavier:
'Oh my lord' he says in
shock, 'whatever has happened to you?'
"Min, Stay." Will speaks
sadly but firmly to the small dog while yet a distance away, and
looks on in tears as the small dog obeys but looks longingly at his
master, whimpering quietly every now and again.
Will suggests that he and
the others whose bodies succumbed to the disease stay some distance
from the rest of the party as a quarantine. Robert nods his head in
agreement and goes to re-pitch two of the tents some 100 paces away
from the rest of the camp. The three diseased members of the party
move away from the others in order to go into their
quarantine.
As Jihan gets to the tent,
all he can do is collapse in a fetal ball of agony in his tent, too
fatigued and agonized to even shuck off his battle harness. With the
cold company of his weapons, the elf slips into and out of an
agonizing half-sleep.
Will looks on at the
sleeping elf beside him. The thought of playing something to soothe
the pain crosses his mind, but his once nimble fingers are now
covered in painful sores:
"Lechit, speed Blesk's
blessings to Hrust and drive the filth of Nemotz from us," he mutters
in prayer as he bows his head in pain and grief.
Having finished re-erecting
the tents, Robert makes some more of his special brew of tea and gets
another meal on the go.
After the sick have been
attended to, Winnacer loses himself in the creation of a cairn,
assisted in the not inconsiderable task by Bennett, Zsolt, Robert,
Hrust and Yaz. Once the bodies have all been interred, Winnacer
speaks softly:
"May those who have lost
their lives remedying the evils that plague us all rest peacefully,
their souls meeting that which their faith promised them. And may
Spravedelna grant us the strength and the clear-sight to avenge these
lost lives at the hands of the undeath."
He then spends time
chiseling out two grave markers. The first inscribed with the symbol
of Kozlo and saying:
IN MEMORY OF
PETR AMARANDIR
YAROSLAV SKALICHKA
STANISLAV KOKOSHKA
ROLAS TINANDIR
RADIM SVOBODA
MAY THEIR COURAGE AND
SACRIFICE EARN THEM PERPETUAL PEACE.
Winnacer then begins to
chisel out the second marker, asking Yaz what he would like it to
say.
Grim-faced, Yaz replies:
"Put... put that this is the
grave of Viirin, the wolf from the north whose ferocity and passion
helped tip the balance... in favor of the innocents, the
forest..."
"And put... that his breath
was... chillest of all the wolves of winter... like a blizzard, like
a blanket of ice, most deadly, from which no enemy could
survive..."
"And, and..." he adds
urgently, "put... put that his gallop was swift and silent, and his
coat like moonlight... Moonlight on a dark pool..."
"Oh! and... his patience...
and terrible temper... and well-spoken manner... Yes, write that his
tongue was made of silver, too, just as he was..."
Yaz looks up at Winnacer
with glossy eyes.
"He was not kind," he
murmurs, "nor soft-hearted. But he played his part, lived, with
passion and conviction. A full life, a meaningful life... more
meaningful than most of his kind ever know."
"Prirodna reward him," he
continues, to the sky, "take his spirit and infuse in a higher
incarnation... Lady, bless him with a new life, perhaps as an elf, or
a human child. He deserves that much."
Finished, he backs out of
the center of attention and kicks at the ground.
"He does, y'know. Can you
write that for me?"
Winnacer responds softly:
"I will do my best."
He works the marker until it
has Prirodna's symbol of a tree under which runs the text:
"VIIRIN - A WINTER WOLF SO
NOBLE AS TO BE MISSED BY BOTH MAN AND ELF. MAY HE HUNT AT PRIRODNA'S
SIDE"
Bennett is silent all
throughout the funerals, though he did the bulk of the work digging
the holes, as he was in the best condition for it. He carved off a
flat section of wood from a tree to dig, breaking up the ground with
blows from Regret and making it soft enough to dig with such a crude
shovel. Though it took many hours to dig the holes, Bennett dug
silently, never halting until the task was finished.
Once the cairn over Viirin's
corpse has been erected, Yaz kneels in front of it in silent prayer,
not stirring until well into the night.
Seeing Yaz kneeling in
silent prayer before the cairn, Bennett is overcome with remorse and
comes to kneel besides the druid:
"Man, I am sorry, Yaz. I
shouldn't have kept us going any more. I just didn't want to deal
with coming back to this place a dozen or even a half-dozen times, so
I pushed it too far. Forgive me, my friend, for I have cost you one
of yours."
Yaz listens to Bennett while
staring at the cairn with dry, dark-ringed eyes. When the man
finishes, Yaz looks up at him:
"F**k that," he begins. "If
his death is your fault, it's mine too. But it's neither. You know
what I blame? I blame the unnatural filth in that Tower, the twisted
pervert who dares to mock and interfere with the Cycles..."
Yaz's voice is raising in
intensity quickly.
"You know who I f**king
blame? Do you?" Yaz's eyes burn, and he leaps to his feet, pointing
at Bennett with a dirty finger, his leathers untied and hanging from
his frame raggedly.
"It's f**king Bosco! Bosco!
The f**ker thinks he a god, does he? Thinks he can cheat death, does
he? Rob the world of its life, will he? F**k!"
Yaz slices his scimitar
through the air in front of him, then wipes the spittle from his lips
and clenches his teeth. His voice becomes quieter, but more
intense.
"But he won't. He can't.
Nature will not be mocked. Nature cannot be defeated. He doesn't
know. No, he doesn't know the power."
Yaz drops the blade to his
side, and his shoulders relax. His body shakes slightly as he starts
to chuckle. He speaks through a wicked grin:
"But he'll find out, won't
he? Oh, he'll find out what happens to bad boys like him, yes he will
indeed..."
After Yaz's rage at old
Bosco, Bennett uncharacteristically tries to calm him:
"You don't know what the
death of all that you love at once can affect a man. It gets inside
you, whispers evil things to you, tells you that whatever you do is
all right because the gods have it in for you anyway. Whatever you do
seems justified. I know. I've been there. This Boscobelous just
didn't get lucky enough to meet someone that forced him from the
path. I shudder to think where I might be now if we hadn't been
forced together. There isn't much to separate one that is a friend
from one that is a bitter enemy. Remember that when you think of
him."
Jihan, fighting the pain
with clenched teeth, drags his seething carcass to attend Viirin's
funeral, barring anyone physically preventing him. He sits at a
distance, watching the proceedings with glassy eyes and murmuring a
broken elven prayer to guide the poor wolf's spirit way on the Last
Journey. Wrapped tightly in his sweat-soaked, feculent blanket, the
elf sits for a time watching the cairn/grave before him, before
moving slowly and painfully back to his tent.
Once the devotions have been
seen to, Winnacer walks over to the quarantine tent. Seemingly having
little fear of catching the infection, he busies himself through the
early evening looking after them, bringing them water and changing
their bandages when necessary.
Bennett follows Winnacer in
there and begins to apologize heartily to the diseased members of the
group as they go through their pain and helps them with whatever they
require, though he cannot help but shudder as he looks at their
boiling flesh. He makes an effort to ignore it, but is definitely
uncomfortable around them, even Xavier. He makes clear that he will
go along with the majority opinion from now on, whether it means a
hundred trips into the tower or not.
Bennett and Zsolt then sit
in the center of the camp. Although Zsolt won the bet that the two of
them made, he is in no mood for gloating. He even refuses to let
Bennett clean his armor, and sets to cleaning his armor himself,
taking a great pride in brushing the filth and slime off his
chainmail. Bennett sits next to him, performing the same
duties.
Bennett is not pleased to be
rebuffed, but can understand Zsolt's attitude. Nonetheless, a bet
remains unpaid, and Bennett does not welch, even when asked
to.
The two of them try to
converse as best they can, as Bennett is interested in learning a few
words of Pannon. He points to certain objects and says them in
Bohavian and waits for Zsolt to say the word in Pannon. As Bennett
tries to repeat them, the Pannon breaks into a rare grin as he hears
the Bohavian struggling to get his tongue around the language.
Bennett soon realizes that Pannon is far from an easy language to
learn, having no similarities with Bohavian whatsoever. In fact, it
sounds a lot closer to elven than any of the human tongues that he
has come across. Zsolt is having similar difficulties in getting a
grasp on Bohavian.
"Damn, but this fairy tongue
slips around my mouth like an oyster" Bennett says as he continues to
have difficulty with the sounds.
"I must each you my
language, a man's language!"
Bennett's relative
difficulty with language won't help him much as he attempts to learn
an entirely different base of sounds, but he should, over time, be
able to communicate as a retarded child. After spending most of the
evening on the lesson, they have both managed to grasp a few words of
each other's languages.
Half way through the
evening, it starts to rain, just to make things more uncomfortable
than they were already. It makes little difference to them, however,
as no one is in the mood for any celebrating and so they make for
their tents in order to escape from the rain. The honey leather tents
that the wood elves gave them prove their true worth in the rain.
Although it rains hard, not a drop of water passes through the
material.
The rain has a strange
effect upon Hrust. Rather than sheltering from it, he takes his rod
and makes his way to the peak of the highest hill in the vicinity of
the camp. They see him silhouetted against the dark evening skies
standing upon the hill and barking towards the skies. He remains in
this position for more than half an hour until they start to hear
rolling thunder in the distance, followed by a crack of lightning. As
the thunder and lightning gets closer to them, Hrust's chanting gets
louder and louder until the storm is right overhead. As it does so, a
fork of lightning comes down from the cloud and strikes the rod in
Hrust's paw and for a split-second, it is as light as day. They see
the rod glowing for a short while, and then the power subsides. Hrust
kneels on the hilltop, chanting his thanks to his god, and then he
descends the hill in order to return to camp.
Winnacer then fights his
body's exhaustion to keep watch. He offers his wounds up to Faewen'il
after all others have been treated for binding and stitching, waiting
for the night to come. He finds himself hammering out his armor and
sharpening his swords in order to keep awake.
Bennett, after a few hours
of sleep to rest from digging, awakens and relieves Winnacer, then
keeps watch until whenever the group awakes the next day.
Jihan has a troubled night.
He falls in and out of consciousness and seems to be on the state of
delirium, calling out in his sleep in a mixture of common and elven.
The elf has had one of the worst days of his life and if is obvious
that it has affected him mentally as well as physically. In the
middle of the night, he awakes with a start and finds it hard to get
back to sleep. He peers out of the tent and sees that Yaz is still
knelt in front of the cairn containing Viirin, oblivious to the
pounding rain running in rivulets down his body. Jihan wants to go
and join him, to share his pain, but he does not want to put his
brother in any more danger of infection and so he just watches from
afar into the night, before he is finally overcome with exhaustion
and slips back into a troubled sleep.
From his position on watch,
Bennett sees Yaz kneeling in the pounding rain and comes over to him
in order to apologize once more.
Yaz simply replies:
"Bennett, it's not your
fault. He's in a better place now, and he's done what he was purposed
to do. I don't wish him alive again. I just miss him, that's
all."
One by one, they
start to come round after 8.00 a.m. They see to their relief that the
rain has stopped some time during the night and the weak morning sun
is shining once more. The night was quiet and, as the day progresses
with no sight of anything larger than a small bird or mammal, you
realize how Dobroushka could have remained hidden for so long. It is
obvious that all within a wide radius of the tower know of its
terrible secret and keep well away from it.
Winnacer is still exhausted
and finds his way to bed after sharing a few words with Bennett:
"This expedition has been
disastrous so far" says the young lord with sadness. "I fear that
some of us may not survive the horrors of the Tower. I wonder if we
should consider alternative ways of handling this place, perhaps
retrieving Flint to blast the tower into splinters. The horrors
inside that place need to be destroyed, and I am beginning to doubt
that our combined might is enough to succeed in the task."
"I think maybe you are
right" agrees Bennett, "but do we have enough information to fulfill
our bargain with Konan? Actually, I feel a need to understand
whatever I can about this Boscobelous. I was once in the place that
he was in and driven to do things I regret now, but have been given
the opportunity to redeem myself with you and the cause. Perhaps by
understanding him more, I can understand myself more as well, and
come more to grips with what harm I have done, from rage or grief. As
a favor to me, I would ask that we continue to explore this place,
whatever the risk, and not destroy it out of hand. Perhaps a key to
unlocking the darkness within my soul might be within, and I do not
wish to bypass that key. As I said, I will abide by the wishes of the
group and if they wish to destroy the place so will it be done, but
my vote is definitely against such. Besides, look at this fine item"
Bennett holds up
'Retribution', which gleams in the sunlight,
"Perhaps such a weapon looms
inside for you, to go with that fascinating shield you
recovered."
"I would not want to deprive
you of any self-discovery" replies Winnacer. "But more so than that,
I worry that mere explosions of the flesh will not be enough to lay
to rest the malevolence that exists within that Tower. To be honest,
I almost feel compelled to face it en face, to see if such horrors
could shake the faith that has been swelling inside my heart. But I
must wonder if the individual rewards we may gain by facing and
defeating such incredible evil outweigh the risks that such an
enterprise creates. Perhaps you and I shall take the fore as we
reenter that horrible place. Boscobelous' restless spirit needs to
find rest and if my blade is inadequate perhaps your axe will
be."
"I thank you for the offer,
and I hope that Retribution and I prove up to the task" Bennett
replies.
He heartily embraces his
position at the front of the group, as he really hated being the rear
guard (not boredom as much as fear, really)
Robert busies himself making
breakfast. He looks tired as he spent much of the night looking in on
the sick. Yaz and Hrust both set off in separate directions so as to
make their morning devotions to their different gods. After a period
of an hour, they have both returned. Upon meeting up with Yaz, Hrust
casts a spell allowing him to speak Bohavian.
'We have much work to do
with the sick' he says to Yaz. 'Come let us provide them with our
gods' blessings.'
The two of them walk
together to the quarantine tent. The condition of the three occupants
seems to have deteriorated some more during the night. Only the
aching of their tortured bodies stops them from drifting into a deep
sleep.
Hrust speaks to them:
'Blesk sees fit to only
bless me with one spell per day to cure you of this terrible
infliction. Although your conditions are bad, you need not fear
death, just the discomfort. The pain, however, will continue to get
worse. So which of you will receive Blesk's blessing today?'
There is quite a lot of
debate amongst the three of them as to which will be the first to be
cured of the disease as Xavier, Will and Jihan gallantly demand that
the others' needs are greater than their own. After five minutes of
the debate, Hrust starts to get a little impatient and so makes his
own decision, selecting Jihan as the first to receive Blesk's
blessing. He places a large furry paw on Jihan's forehead and starts
to utter an incantation. He then removes his hand, although nothing
seems to have happened.
'You will start to feel the
disease subside shortly. You should be completely healed within a few
hours.'
Jihan can only thank Hrust
for choosing him to be healed first, yet he can take no true joy in
it, as he cannot stand to see his other brothers suffer. Confident
again in the ability of the gods, he does not worry about being
affected again by the disease, and helps Winnacer to tend Will and
Xavier through to the end of their tenure with the foul affliction.
He winces with each tiny movement the two make, remembering all too
well the wracking pain every such evokes.
After he has done this, he
takes some soap from the supplies and makes his way down to the lake,
speaking prayers to Prirodna all the while, and strips off all of his
filthy clothes. He dives into the water, and raises his voice in
prayer to Prirodna, scrubbing himself all over to drive the sickly
feeling from his skin.
The elf spends the rest of
the day and well into the evening compulsively cleaning his clothes
and gear, polishing each weapon to a mirror-like sheen as Bennett
instructed him and scraping off all the dirt and grime from his
garments. All of this cannot keep the stench of the plague out of his
nostrils however, and he dresses in his spare set of clothes that he
received at the safehouse in Dvur.
Sitting in the muted earth
tones of the cotton, the elf, uncharacteristically, does not go to
join the warriors in swordplay, which he has enthusiastically done
the past few weeks. He sits over Viirin's grave most of the time,
with Todtaenzer and his new shortsword, which he has ironically named
Todgeschenk, spread out on the ground before him. In silence, he
contemplates the happenings of the past few days, a grim dark look on
his face. He has not sunk into the laconic silence of his melancholy
reverie of before, yet he does not say much at all. Yet the others
notice, when he has been fully healed, that the elf appears steadier
on his feet and firmer of shoulder. The lightness and casual
joyfulness that once so characterized his eyes is absent, though.
Instead they appear a lot more thoughtful and cautious. The repeated
close brushes with death that he has had in the past few days have
had quite an effect on him, so much so that the century or more that
he has lived actually begins to show a little in those multi-colored
orbs. Anything he said or did in his delirium is beyond his
memory.
The two clerics are not able
to rest yet, as there are wounds to be seen to as well as the
disease. They start to go through the party, evaluating everyone's
condition and cast ten healing spells between them during the course
of the morning. By lunchtime, Hrust has received one healing spell,
Yaz, Jihan, Xavier and Zsolt, two and Winnacer, three. Now all are
close to being fully recovered from their wounds, although Will and
Xavier are still hurting badly from the disease.
Hrust spends much of the
day, as usual with Zsolt at his side. During the morning, Bennett
comes up to him and tries, using sign language, to ask Hrust whether
he has any more of the spells that allow him to communicate. Bennett
gets his answer when the bugbear starts to cast and speaks to
him:
'Speak as you will,
Bohavian' the bugbear says in a friendly manner, 'I feel that we are
in no immediate danger here and so I will ask Blesk to grant me the
power to speak with you in your foreign tongue while we wait for the
diseased to return to full health. What is it that you would ask of
me?'
'I have read that some gods
grant their followers the gift of looking into a man's soul and
determining their true nature, Shaman Hrust' Bennett asks. 'I wonder
whether Blesk is able to grant you that gift also?'
The bugbear nods:
'You know your priestcraft
well. Indeed, that is a gift that Blesk has blessed me with on
several occasions and it has come in useful several times during my
stay in Bohavia. It is not a gift that I use willingly, however, as
it is my place to pry into people's characters unasked for, but there
are times when it is necessary. Why do you ask?'
"I would ask that you cast
the spell on me, in front of all the group, and decipher it's meaning
to them" replies Bennett. "I am prepared for the verdict, whatever it
may be. I wished for Kesryk to do the same, but he wanted only a
convert to his religion, which I am not prepared to be. You seem to
be less of a conversion priest and I hoped that you would do the
favor for me. It might prove enlightening to the group and myself.
Anything I can do to repay the debt to you, just ask and I will
willingly do so. If it is too much of an imposition, then I
apologize, and will not ask again."
"Very well" the bugbear
replies. "If you are truly willing, then I will ask Blesk to bless me
with the ability to read your soul tomorrow."
After answering the
question, Bennett uses Hrust as an interpreter so that he can speak
with Zsolt. He asks Hrust to ask the Pannon why he would not allow
Bennett to clean his armor when the Pannon won their bet fair and
square. The bugbear speaks with Zsolt and obtains an answer:
'If the results of the
combat were happier, then Zsolt would have taken you up on your honor
as he loves to gamble, but only for fun, for a little light relief.
After the tragedy that befell the loyal wolf and our three diseased
comrades, he was in no mood for levity. He says, however, that he
will be happy to wager with you once more on the next journey into
the tower, although he hopes that the result of the next journey will
be more favorable than the last.'
"Tell him I begin to think
that the Tower is a poor place to have such wagers," answers Bennett,
"as too much tragedy lies within to make light. I know that now and
regret ever trying to make it less serious than it was. Tell him
that, in the future, we shall have such a competition as will strike
envy in the hearts of all but the strongest of warriors. Perhaps the
next time we meet up with 30 goblins or so" Bennett smiles with the
memory of that victory, "and the stakes shall be high enough that you
will regret losing. Tell him all that! Please."
'Indeed I will' replies
Hrust. 'He thinks that it is wrong to dwell on the past, however, as
he has seen many comrades fall at his side. He asks whether you would
be interested in sparring with you some more. He tells me that he
feels strong respect for you, and that you remind him of the days
when he was younger. He sees that both you and the young lord are
truly great warriors to be such competent fighters at such a young
age.'
"Tell him there is still
much for us to learn," adds Bennett, "as we both know very well.
Having such doughty veterans as himself and Xavier by our side will
help us very much. Also tell him that I would be very happy to spar
with him whenever he is willing and we are both able. Also tell him
that if I should fall in battle, in the tower or anywhere else, I
wish him to take Retribution. No one else in the group uses such a
weapon and I feel confident that in his hands it would serve its
purpose well."
'Very well' the bugbear
replies. "I shall do as you wish."
With that, he starts to tell
Zsolt all that Bennett told him.
Hrust's language spell does
not last much longer and so Bennett and Zsolt spend the rest of the
morning polishing their weapons and armor and carrying on with their
language courses, but by lunchtime their arms and armor just can't be
any cleaner and neither of them have the patience to spend too long
on learning. They spend the afternoon sparring with each other,
trying to get one over on the other, until they are both
exhausted.
Min hangs around Yaz for
most of the day, his tail kept firmly between his legs and glancing
over at the tent where Will is wracked in agony. Yaz casually strokes
Min continuously, but seems lost in thought. Faewen'il sits in her
tent throughout the day, furiously scribbling in one of her large
leather bound books, speaking only when spoken to.
The sun sets again on an
uneventful day and another watch is set up, for which Bennett eagerly
volunteers for double duty. During the night, Bennett is almost
praying for something to approach the camp, anxious to test
'Retribution' some more. However, there is to be no excitement in the
night, and Bennett's four hour shift seems to last forever.