TITLE: Accumulation, Story 4 "Nearer to Nowhere"
Author[s]: Riva and Alien Girl
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Rating: PG
Category: S, Mythology, MSR, UST, Angst
See part ONE ("Backfired") for Summary and Author's Notes.
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.........."N E A R E R T O N O W H E R E "..........
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INTRO SONG:
Possession
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide.
Voices trapped in yearning; memories trapped in time.
The night is my companion and solitude my guide.
Would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
And I would be the one to hold you down- kiss you so hard...
I'll take your breath away, and after I'd wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes, dear.
Through this world I've stumbled; so many times betrayed.
Trying to find an honest word, to find - the truth enslaved.
Oh- you speak to me in riddles, and you speak to me in rhyme.
My body aches to breathe your breath.
Your words keep me alive.
And I would be the one to hold you down- kiss you so hard...
I'll take your breath away, and after I'd wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes, dear.
And through this night I wander; it's morning that I dread.
Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread.
Oh- into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride.
Cause nothing stands between us here, and I won't be denied.
And I would be the one to hold you down- kiss you so hard...
I'll take your breath away, and after I'd wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes...
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4:31 A.M.
Wednesday, May 12th, 1999
Outside Washington D.C.
The only ones remaining were the ones in the west.
Against the darkened sky the penetrating extension of a telescope silhouette
moved. The lonely little dome-like building sitting on the hill outside of the
busy streets and skyscrapers of Washington D.C. watched the lights in the sky
with intense curiosity, as well as tension.
The head astronomer, who was sitting at the large, powerful telescope began
shouting again. “I want those pictures! Are you getting those pictures?”
His two young assistants were scrambling about the rest of the observatory,
tapping information into the supercomputers that ran the massive telescope. One
of them slapped on a large printer, and the printer began to grumble as it spit
ink on paper into recognizable images.
“Good lord, there’s only two left!! Are you still snapping pictures, Lorenzo?”
“Yes, I’m doing two frames per second, that’s as fast as we can go.”
“Here’s the first image!” Julia exclaimed as the computer finished it’s first
ink splatter, then started on the second like clockwork. She held the paper in
her hands for a minute and then ran doggedly up the stairs to where the head
astronomer was still at the telescope.
He backed away from the telescope’s eyepiece in slight awe. “They’re gone.
There’s not a single one left.”
It fell silent. He shook his head with disbelief.
“Do you think they left? Do you think they’re gone?”
“I hope to God they’re gone.”
There was a nervous cough from behind the telescope. “Sir...do you want me to
keep snapping pictures?”
“No...not right now. I don’t think we can get any more.”
Julia anxiously held out the image the computer had captured of the brief
moment in space. The head astronomer held it carefully, observing the printed
image. Black against black, but shiny and metallic, and an absurd yet orderly
arrangement of machinery. The blurry and disoriented shot revealed a perfectly
clear and present truth...
“I’m going to call the White House,” The head astronomer said decisively.
“Lorenzo, get back up there at the seat, and keep a watch. They may come back.
If they do, I want full scale zoom-in, I want pictures as fast as you can shoot
‘em, I want detection satellite links, I want the works.” He prepared to leave,
and stopped. “I know you’re both still students, but if they come back and you
don’t do exactly as I’ve told you, you’re both have to find your tutoring
elsewhere.” The two younger astronomers both shook their heads solemnly. He
nodded and marched out the door.
Lorenzo immediately climbed up the metal staircase to the large telescope and
seated himself to begin looking again, adjusting computer-oriented controls.
However, Julia walked quickly behind the large desk and grabbed up another
telephone for herself.
She sat down to make sure Lorenzo wasn’t watching or listening and quickly
dialed a number, taking a good look at the telescope image as she listened to
the ring.
“Yes.”
“Sir. We just picked up some telescope images of them. Only now they’re gone.”
“Gone as in disappeared?”
“Yes, sir.”
There was a brief silence.
“We’re at the 20-day mark then.”
“Do you need anything else?”
“No, that’s fine. Thank you for telling me this, it’s very helpful. Call me if
there are any further developments.”
“Alright.” And she hung up.
Obsidian hung his phone with nervous slowness, frowning out the window at the
smog-blocked night sky.
The 20-day mark. They were moving into position. Getting ready for total
unleashment. He put his head in his hands. He knew that at this point, there
would be no stopping them.
20 days.
He decided that he’d been waiting long enough for her group to figure out what
was happening. Somehow he’d have to render assistance to them. Or even to the
clones.
(Why am I doing this? If they’re at this point, there’s no stopping them.)
He was doing it because he didn’t want others to die. Because he himself didn’t
want to die. It wasn’t about simple negotiations or slavery or compromises
anymore...now it was about survival, simple and instinctual survival.
Everyone wanted to survive somehow.
12:13 P.M.
Thursday, May 13th, 1999
Charleston, Maryland
The Lone Gunmen were the last to arrive. Scully ushered them in hurriedly and
shut the door behind them tightly, cautiously. They took three seats next to the
others, facing the stage. Scully had planned their meeting in an old, abandoned
theater that was set for demolition a few weeks from then. The theater still
seemed to smell of popcorn and set paint. But there was no trace of the actor’s
lines or the crowd’s clapping, there was silence except for the various noises
made by the rebels.
“Alright,” Scully announced in as commanding a tone as she could muster. She
got up and sat on the edge of the stage, still clad in the shabby outfit that
she had worn going to sleep two days ago. She faced the rebels. “Is everyone
here?”
“Skinner’s not here,” Garrett observed.
Scully frowned. “Why not?”
“We don’t know. We haven’t seen him for a while. Did you call him?”
“He was the first one I called.”
“Maybe he’s just late.”
Scully nodded in mutual agreement. “Keep an eye out for him. It’s important
that all of us hear this.”
The statement made the entire theater fall into complete silence. Scully
cleared her throat and began.
“Two nights ago Troi came to my hotel room with news of something she had
seen,” She said, “something she saw in the night sky.”
“What was it?” Asked Frohike.
“Lights in the sky. Troi said that there were ten lights, like stars only a bit
brighter. They were at the four directions, north and south and east and west,
so there were 40 lights in all. There was a visitor’s observatory at the hotel
we were staying at. Troi and I went down to have a closer look at the lights she
showed me.”
She stopped. “I looked at them. And I have to tell you all now... I’ve never
seen anything like it before.”
“What did you see?”
“I wish I had pictures, but I don’t. But what I saw will definitely have a big
impact on what we’re doing.”
“I saw...Them. The spaceships, the UFOs, whatever you want to call them. But
I’m positive of what I saw...spacecraft, black in color, and definitely not of
this planet’s origin. They were huge. I’d have to say at least several miles
across. Maybe larger.”
“They were moving. Somewhat slowly from my viewpoint, although it was probably
much faster in space. I kept looking, and then they disappeared. Vanished. So I
know I saw them, I just don’t know what happened to them.”
“A cloaking device,” Samantha said slowly. The group turned to her, and she
swallowed. “They must have used a cloaking device to cover themselves from
view.”
“That can’t be right,” Grant argued. “You can’t make something that huge
disappear from view completely. They must have taken off again or something...”
“No, cloaking devices are very likely,” Byers said back. “Our own government
has been developing cloaking devices for stealth craft for years, it’s nothing
new. And it would make sense for such large spacecraft to have such cloaking
device.”
“What do you mean?” Troi said curiously. Ever since two nights ago she had been
unable to sleep with what she and Dana had discovered.
“Those ships...have probably been here for a long time,” Byers explained. “Such
a large number of craft traveling thousands, maybe millions of light years from
here would not be getting here at the exact time and place the Date is supposed
to take place. They would get there weeks, months, maybe years early to prepare
for what they were doing. They probably came to Earth a while ago, and only just
now moved into position for an attack.”
“But if they came here months ago, why hadn’t anyone spotted them? So many
large and distinct spacecraft would definitely grab the attention of any
astronomer who happened to be watching the skies that night. There’s always
scientific centers doing 24-hour watches on space.”
“The ships probably cloaked themselves the moment they came to Earth, and
they’ve remained cloaked since this time. The ships must presumably not be able
to cloak if they are in motion. So during this shifting of position, they would
have to uncloak and then recloak. And during that short window when they were
visible is when Scully must have spotted them.”
Scully nodded in agreement. “This seems likely to me.”
The realization of the situation suddenly hit them, and they sat there for a
moment, completely spellbound.
Alien ships. Colonization. The Date.
“This could mean something big,” Scully continued slowly. “If these ships are
shifting into position, it means they could be getting ready to....attack. I
know that none of us were ever sure of when exactly the Date would be. I myself
thought it would be at least a year from now. But if this is happening...it
could mean that it is happening much sooner than we anticipated.”
“How much sooner?” Alyssa asked, unsure.
“I don’t know. It could be within the next few weeks. It could be within the
next few hours.”
This seemed to have the biggest impact on the group. A frightened muttering
circulated between the theater seats. Scully quieted them with a wave of her
hand.
“I think we need to figure out when exactly the Date will be so we know exactly
how much time we have...to stop them.”
“But you said so yourself...you don’t know when it will be. Our guess is as
good as yours.”
Scully closed her eyes, trying to concentrate. Out of nowhere, a memory
surfaced, something Mulder had told her once, after Antarctica... “It’ll happen
on a holiday,” She said suddenly. “It’ll be a holiday, when everyone suspects it
the least.”
“I think everyone is pretty much well into suspecting an alien invasion at any
time, Dana.”
“I mean if they didn’t know, if we hadn’t revealed the Syndicate. When is the
nearest holiday?”
Troi thought for a moment, then spoke. “Dana...it’s Memorial Day.”
Scully did some quick calculating in her head. “That’s 20 days away.”
There was a deadly silence. The shock of the thought dominated and thickened
the near-empty theater with it’s terrifying presence....the thought that there
was less than three weeks before the world came to a sudden and horrific end.
“I think something is very clear here,” Scully finally stated into the silence.
“That exposing the Syndicate has not been enough...it’s not been enough to stop
the Project. The aliens are going through with it even without contact from the
Syndicate. It’s a set Date, and there’s no delaying it. So what we have to do is
to stop It.”
The silence that permeated this time lasted almost twice as long as the first.
The voice that broke the silence was that of Troi’s, honest and sincere.
“How *do* we stop It, Dana?”
Scully stood silent for a moment. She put her head in her hands. “I don’t know,
Troi...I don’t know.”
“Whatever it is,” Samantha said, “We’re the only ones who know it. No one else
but the Syndicate, and they might not even know. So it’s all up to us now.”
“Right.” Scully looked down. “It *is* up to us. I don’t want to go to the
military with this. Discretion on what we are doing is our *only* advantage, and
I still don’t completely trust the government.”
Scully lifted her head, her face pale with worry. “We’ll think of something.
We’ll think of something we can do to stop Them.” She glanced around the room at
the faces of her friends, when suddenly another point came back to the front of
her mind. “Is Skinner still not here?”
Alyssa glanced towards the entrance of the theater. “I guess he’s not back
yet.”
Scully’s eyebrows furrowed. “What do you *mean*, he’s not back yet? Where did
he go? I told him he had to meet us here because it was so important.”
Alyssa shrugged. “I don’t know. But right after I got your call for us to meet
I got a call from him. He said he had heard about your meeting but that he
needed to make a certain appointment with someone. He didn’t say anything about
being late or not.”
Suspicion rose in Scully like a flame that had been fanned. She stood up on the
stage. “Who did he say his appointment was with?”
“He didn’t say.”
Memories surfaced in Scully, out of nowhere. There had been times when Skinner
had helped them yes...but it wasn’t those times that came to mind. She
remembered handing him reports and stealing glances at Cancer Man standing in
the corner, smoking his cigarette as always. She remembered standing in Mulder’s
apartment, pointing her gun at him as he pointed his gun at her, her shouting at
him to put it down. She remembered the time right after he had recovered from
that strange disease, and refusing to tell them anything on what had happened to
him. She remembered fighting her cancer, and Mulder standing over her bed in the
hospital, her insistence to him and gut instinct that Skinner couldn’t be
trusted.
(What if he’s been working with *Them* all along?)
They never had figured out if Skinner had been on their side of Cancer Man’s
side. Since Skinner had been so supportive of her crusade and had even given the
speech that exposed the Syndicate, she hadn’t given her trust in him a second
thought.
But now.....she wasn’t so sure.
She glanced around at the faces sitting in the seats in the theater. Troi was
talking with Gibson, they were apparently arguing about something. Byers was
looking at Samantha, who was trying to give some explanations to Alyssa, Grant
and Garrett. But Skinner was nowhere to be seen.
(Why wouldn’t he be here if I told him it was so important to come?)
12:31 P.M.
May, 13, 1999
The Pentagon
Washington, DC.
Peter Mohann whistled softly to himself as he walked through the halls of the
ground level at the Pentagon, his janitor’s mop and bucket trailing behind him.
“When Irish eyes are smilin’...” He sang softly with his lilting accent as he
reached into his pocket and fumbled around for the keys that he needed to lock
up.
Peter was the late janitor at the Pentagon, and he was proud of his job. He had
just recently immigrated from North Ireland, at the request of his mother, who
was afraid of the violence caused by the IRA. Peter found it ironic that his
mother had been so afraid of the IRA, and now the world had much bigger
problems.
As for himself, Peter didn’t worry too much about the threat of alien invasion.
He had fierce pride in his native people, and his adopted country, and believed
firmly that either could handle any threat the heavens threw at them.
Still whistling, Peter shifted through the keys, looking for the one he needed
to lock the janitors access door out into the Pentagon garage. He was just
passing a stairway to the bottom level when suddenly he cheerful whistle died
away.
Smoke.
He smelled smoke.
Peter stopped dead in his tracks, inhaling deeply, trying to uncover the source
of the deadly smell. His search led him closer to the stairwell that plunged
down to the lower levels.
Peter hesitated at the entrance to the stairs. He had heard stories about the
lower levels. How a young Hispanic janitor had disappeared down there a few
years ago. They were restricted levels, and the janitors were not required to
clean down there.
Peter stood at the top of the stairs and squinted down into the darkness below
him. The smell of smoke returned, stronger this time. Peter took a few steps
down the stairs, still peering down in the shadows. He blinked as the smoke
stung his eyes. He coughed, and reached up to flick on the stairs lights.
Nothing happened.
Just then a flash of light caught his eye from below. His apprehension was
overcome by his sense of duty as he clattered farther down the stairs, eyes
searching through the dark.
And then he saw it.
Fire!
The fire was speeding up the stairs with a unnatural swiftness, consuming
everything in sight with an intense heat.
Peter turned as quickly as he could, bounding up the stairs and back into the
safety of the hallway hastily. He slammed the door shut behind him, and lept
across the hall to grasp the fire alarm and slam it upwards.
Silence greeted his anticipating ears.
Peter threw the fire alarm again. Nothing. Again, he pumped it, desperately.
Nothing happened.
Behind him, the door to the stairwell suddenly blew out, crashing with the
scream of shredded metal, ripped off it’s hinges by the constrained chemicals
from the raging fire behind it.
Peter took one glance back towards the fire, fear raging along with the
reflection of the inferno in his eyes.
And then he ran.
4:10 P.M.
Thursday, May 13th, 1999
Salem, Virginia
Salem County Motel
Scully was tired after her long day of driving across the state. She ran some
fingers through her hair as she waited for their keys at the checkout counter at
the latest hotel. Samantha had gone across the street to get some dinner for the
twosome. Scully had decided she wasn’t going to worry herself to death over the
facts that had been discussed at their last meeting...there was no way to stop
what was coming. And until they figured out *how* to stop Them, there was no
sense in worrying over the Date.
The desk clerk finished signing the rental papers and handed Scully the two
keys. Scully nodded and turned to leave.
She ran right into Skinner.
Scully jumped backwards with shock, and stared at Skinner in disbelief.
“Skinner! You startled me...what on earth are you doing here?!”
“I was looking for you Scully,” He replied slowly.
“Where were you this morning? You were the first one I called for the
meeting...and you didn’t even show up. It was very important.”
“I know, I’m sorry...I got caught up in other things. I was hoping to make it
on time, but...”
“Never mind,” Scully interrupted, her anger starting to show through. “I’ll
explain everything we talked about later. I’m just wondering where you were that
could have kept you when I said I wanted you there.”
Skinner swallowed, somewhat nervous. “I was talking with some people in the
government. Someone from the military got in touch with me, they said they had
been trying to find you for some time...”
“Why do you think I’ve been running and hiding for so long?” Scully shot back
in a bitter tone. “I thought we agreed on having nothing to do with the
military.”
“This is different, Scully. These people are willing to give us
protection...protection from the people who are really after you.” He came
closer, his tall frame standing defiantly over Scully. “You need more protection
than you realize, Scully. Just being with yourself and Samantha isn’t enough.
Don’t think that by being all strong and self-dependent you’ll be able to save
your life...or stop Them.”
“Look, Skinner,” Scully growled, “I don’t *need* protection. I don’t want a
whole gang of soldiers running around cleaning up after me. Especially after
what I’ve found out...”
“What did you find out?”
Scully was about to speak, then clapped her mouth shut. Instincts and memories
inside her suddenly pelted her, telling her not to tell him. (He can’t be
trusted...he’s betrayed you before, and he can do it again...can’t be
trusted...)
“Well?”
“Sir...no. I can’t tell you anything right now.”
“Why not?”
(Betrayal...betrayal...betrayal...betrayal...) It was something Scully was all
too familiar with. And right now, Scully was fed up with it. She wouldn’t have
any more of it.
“I don’t know if you’ll keep it within the group,” She finally responded.
Skinner backed away, clearly surprised. “Scully...don’t you trust me?”
Scully didn’t know. But she wasn’t going to push her luck.
“Scully...please. Don’t do this to yourself. You’ve got to trust someone. Come
back with me to D.C.....you don’t have to keep running around like this anymore.
I have protection for you now, you don’t have to be so anxious,” Skinner
pleaded.
This only heightened Scully’s anxiety. Her patience snapped in two.
“No...I’m not going. You weren’t there for the meeting, and I’m not going to
put up with it. I don’t need ‘protection’, and I don’t need anyone breaking up
our plans when we’re so close!” Scully yelled back.
“Scully, enough with this!”
“I’m not going to go through it anymore!” Scully shouted in response, her face
tightening, her fists curling as if in defense. “I’ve had enough of you...and
whatever agenda you’re a part of, I can assure you I’ll make sure you stay out
of ours!!”
With that, Scully turned and marched out the door of the hotel, almost running
in fear, and disappeared into the crowds of the street.
“Scully!!...”
Skinner called after her, and started out the door, but she was nowhere in
sight. The man’s shoulders dropped with disbelief as he stared about the
unrecognizable crowds, completely at a loss of what to do.
Scully was already around the corner, still running, running to nowhere. The
siren persisted in her head over and over...
(Betrayal...betrayal...betrayal...betrayal...)
As far as she was concerned, Skinner was a traitor. Her trust in him had
thinned to the point of breaking, plunging her into the abyss of fear and
isolation.
She felt bad about leaving Samantha to figure out where she had went. But even
Scully wasn’t sure where she was going.
(Someplace safe. Someplace out of here. Someplace where I can think.)
But nowhere was safe.
6:05
Friday, May 14th, 1999
Protective Witness Unit Section
Fort Atlantic, US Army Base
Georgia
Alyssa Caitren sighed wearily as she sat down at the bare military mess table,
her tray clanking against it as she sat it down. Picking up the cup of juice
that she held, she eyed it dubiously, wishing with all her heart for a nice can
of Sprite.
Skinner had reached them by phone and arranged a meeting, then convincing the
group of fugitives to return with him to Fort Atlantic, where they would be
guarded from Syndicate assassins, and could share their knowledge with the army,
so that, Skinner had insisted, they would be more effective.
Alyssa had been one of the most reluctant to accept Skinner’s offer, second
only to Samantha, and The Lone Gunmen, who had loudly protested at first, but
were soon won over by Skinner’s hard logic. The Gunmen were still extremely
suspicious of anything to do with the government, and Samantha had wanted to go
back and search for Scully, who seemed to have disappeared again, but eventually
they were all brought to Fort Atlantic where they had been given a warm, if
still sterilized and military, welcome.
“Mind if we sit here?” A voice called from behind her.
The young ex-agent turned to look into the face of Mulder’s sister Samantha,
who held her own tray of military issue grub, and Troi, who stood behind her.
“Sure,” She gave her a smile. “Have a seat.”
Samantha sat down across from her, while Troi took a seat to her right. Troi
looked at her own plate of unrecognizable casserole and cornbread in disgust.
“Now I know why they call it a mess.” Troi said, wrinkling her nose in
repugnance.
Alyssa and Samantha smiled at each other, chuckling at the girl’s declaration.
Samantha stuck out a hand. “You’re Alyssa, right? I’m sorry we didn’t really
get a chance to be introduced before.”
“Yes,” Alyssa said warmly reaching out to shake the proffered hand. “Alyssa
Caitren. Also known a Sprite.”
“Sprite?” Samantha queried.
“Yes, after the most wonderful soft drink known to man,” Alyssa chuckled. “I’ve
been addicted to the stuff since I was a kid.”
Samantha’s lips curved into a half-smile, eyebrows raising.
Alyssa chuckled again. “You look a lot like your brother when you do that.”
Then she frowned, eyes pricking suddenly. The mood in the room suddenly turned
somber. Troi sniffed suddenly. “I’m sorry.” Alyssa offered weakly.
“No, no it’s okay.” Samantha assured her. “I don’t mind. I like to hear it in
fact. There’s...so little I remember about him.” She paused for a moment. “And
yet, at times he seems so close.”
“It was such a shock,” Alyssa nodded.
“How close were you to him?” Samantha asked her, sticking a fork into the
casserole.
“Not very. I admired him. Something like hero worship.” Alyssa told him. “Ever
since I had a close encounter with a UFO as a pilot in the Air Force, I’d been
curious in the paranormal. When I got into the Bureau and started hearing the
rumors about “Spooky” Mulder and the X-Files, I was intrigued. But I didn’t meet
him until a, ah, *mishap* with my brother and I in the Bermuda Triangle. We were
kidnapped by a organization that was involved in a human cloning project. Mulder
and Scully came after us.”
Alyssa paused for a moment. “After I met him, I was a little in awe of him,
honestly. Like I said, hero-worship. He knew things I had only ever dreamed of
knowing, and he was so like me. He wanted to believe.” Alyssa chuckled. “Not
like my staunchly by-the-book partner over there.” Alyssa jerked a thumb toward
Garrett who sat at the table across from them, warmth and affection in her
voice.
“To tell you the truth,” Alyssa continued, “If I hadn’t had Jacob,” She pointed
him out over by the cafeteria line. Her voice lowered conspiratorially. “-That’s
my boyfriend/fiancee’ who I haven’t quite gotten to pop the question to yet-
Anyway, if I hadn’t already had him, I probably would’ve tried to go after
Mulder.” Alyssa sat back with a sigh. “But even then I knew it was a lost cause.
Agent *Scully* was simply too all-consuming for him.” Alyssa gave another little
sigh, this one sad, grieving for the two partners separated by death. “Even
then, she had him...hook, line, and sinker. They just didn’t know it.”
Troi suddenly cleared her throat. “Ms. Caitren. If you don’t mind, I’d prefer
you not talk about Dana and Mulder’s relationship. Especially now.”
“I’m sorry, kid.” Alyssa turned to Troi apologetically. “I didn’t mean it with
anything but the highest respect. Those two really had something special. I know
that.”
Samantha broke the awkward silence. “Speaking of Dana...has anyone been able to
get ahold of her yet?”
Alyssa sighed heavily and turned back to Sam. “No. Skinner, as well as the
Gunmen have been trying to reach her by phone nearly constantly, but she seems
to have turned her cell off.”
“Or gotten rid of it.” Troi said gloomily.
The thought sobered the whole group. “Samantha,” Alyssa asked. “Do you have any
idea why she left?”
Sam nodded, running her hands through her short, dark curls to smooth them.
“Skinner said that he ran into her at the hotel. She accused him of working with
the other side. He said she was very scared, very panicky. She must have
just....” Samantha trailed off.
“I’m worried about her.” Troi said in a small voice.
Alyssa looked at the teen sympathetically, reaching over to put a comforting
arm around her shoulders. “We all are, kid. We all are.”
Samantha looked down at her plate, and then raised her eyes to look up at the
high window off the enormous mess hall. “Take care of her,” she whispered,
“Wherever you are.”
Suddenly, all conversation seemed to halt. Troi lifted her head slowly from the
table, glancing around the mess hall, where the rest of the group was, and where
two guards stood in front of each door.
Samantha noticed. “Troi?....”
“Something’s wrong...”
Skinner was looking out one of the open doorways, past the guards, who were
looking in his direction. His cry echoed throughout the mess hall in a sudden
burst of energy:
“EVERYONE GET DOWN!!!!!!”
The guards came alive as the sounds of bullets ripped through the open door,
splattering holes into the wall on the other side of the room. Alyssa choked
back down a scream. All of the people in the hall dropped to the floor in a
unanimous crash.
The guards at the door began to shouting to each other and brought out their
guns, returning fire at whoever was shooting outside. The rebel group was caught
in the crossfire.
“MOVE!! GET OUT OF HERE!!!” Skinner’s commanding voice sounded somewhere above
the clamor. “SOMEONE’S INFILTRATED THE BUILDING!! WE NEED TO EVACUATE!!!”
One of the guards at the door dropped to the ground, his face disfigured with
blood and open flesh. Troi released a cry of panic.
The traitor military men burst into the mess hall on two sides, machine guns
ready, their uniforms blue instead of green. The guards met them in a battle of
bullets, firing from behind tables, giving commands into their walkie-talkies
for backup. Bullets sped across the room like red-hot flies, biting and killing
anyone who got in their way. The Lone Gunmen, had been sitting at one of the
tables across from Alyssa’s, Samantha’s and Troi’s, crawled across the floor on
their stomachs until they reached the other three. Garrett, Grant, and Skinner,
who was shielding Holly and Gibson, came in close behind.
Frohike snarled at Skinner as the shouts and shots echoed around them. “You
traitor, you set us up!”
“No, you’re wrong!” Skinner shouted. “Someone else in the military betrayed our
position! We don’t have time to argue! Now unless you all want your heads on
platters for the Cancer Man, I suggest we get out of here!!”
Instant backup for the green-clothed military came in through the back door,
guns ready. In just a few shots they took down some of the enemy soldiers, but
quickly ducked behind some more tables as the enemy returned fire. There was
something like an explosion as one of the bullets hit the window, shattering it
all over the building like a deadly glass shower.
“THIS WAY!!!” Skinner yelled again, pointing to one large air grating in the
wall aways from them, sunlight shafts apparent through the slits.
The rebel group broke cover from the tables as the crossfire continued, more
soldiers on both sides were falling like flies. Byers forced himself through the
crowds until he was almost to Samantha. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw
one of the soldiers in blue take aim...
“GET DOWN!!” Byers cried, and grabbed Samantha, pressing her flat to the
ground. The bullet screamed over her and hit a chair instead. Samantha looked up
back at Byers with a look of gratitude in her eyes, and for a moment, their eyes
locked.
“GET MOVING!!” Langley’s anxious voice sounded behind them, prompting them
onward.
Skinner was the first to reach the grating. But it was Garrett who brought out
his gun and shot off one of the screws, making the grating easy to pry open.
Skinner pulled himself through the narrow tunnel and ushered the rest of the
people through the opening in the wall, one by one, until everyone was out.
They were outside, in the parking lot. The sounds of the crossfire still echoed
inside, but were now muted by the thick walls. There were still a few soldiers
in green running inside through the other entrances to join the skirmish.
“I can’t believe it...” Grant replied breathlessly, still keeping his gun
present. “They found us...they were desperate...”
“There must have been a traitor in the military group assigned to protect us,”
Skinner wheezed. “We need to get out of here.”
“We can’t stay together,” Alyssa announced decisively. “It’s too dangerous. We
need to split up, like we were before.”
Skinner bowed his head, nodding in agreement, apparently just as much in shock
as the rest of the group.
“We need to get moving,” Frohike warned. “They’ll find us if we don’t. We’ll
meet again...”
“...But only after we find Dana,” Samantha concluded.
Another explosion from inside.
“Let’s go,” Alyssa finished. The group split quickly, a few words to determine
the different groups that would go together, which groups would keep each
safest. In the end, it was decided that Lone Gunmen would go together, Alyssa,
Garrett and Grant together, Troi, Tina and Maggie together, Holly and Gibson
together, and Skinner and Samantha by themselves.
Each smaller group headed for a different vehicle, and jumped in. The
different vehicles sped away: the Passat, the Mitsubishi, the old Taurus, the VW
Volkswagon, Skinner’s Accord, and covered military jeep in the parking lot
Samantha suddenly decided to steal. The cars all raced through the entrance to
Fort Atlantic, then divided and separated, scattering the group throughout the
endless traffic next to the fort.
And they were gone.
7:25 P.M.
May, 15th, 1999
Ramada Inn
James Creek, Maryland
The young woman stood at the top of the hill, rain soaking her 17th century
gown, as she looked out on the sweeping valley, and the foreboding manor house
that held the object of her longing. “Love is not love, if it alters when it
alterations find, or bend with the remover to remove,” the young woman quoted,
her English accent and whispered husky tone giving credibility to her
Shakespeare, “Oh no, it is a ever fixed mark...that looks on tempests and is
never shake-”
“We interrupt this broadcast to bring you a update on the worldwide Invasion
Crisis......”
Scully picked up the remote and turned the television off with a loud click.
She stared at the blank screen for a moment. Nothing, it seemed, would give her
peace.
Slowly, she turned on the bed, tangling her self in the sheets some more,
pressing her face against the pillow, praying for sleep to take her, and at the
same time dreading it. Even though it was still very early in the evening,
Scully felt lethargic. She had felt that way all day, ever since she had checked
into the hotel over 4 hours ago.
Another motel.
Another night.
The monotony was wearing at her, but instead of doing something to change it,
it simply made her care less.
She flipped over onto her back again, her hand coming down to rest on her
shrunken stomach. She slipped a hand underneath her blouse, fingering the scar
that Krycek’s bullet had made. She still didn’t understand why she was still
alive.
But then, there was a lot she didn’t understand these days.
At this point, she had stopped *trying* to understand them.
Scully’s hand moved over the closed scar, and moved to feel her ribcage. She
was getting thin. Dangerously thin. As a doctor, Scully automatically catalogued
the beginning signs of anorexia. But as a person, Scully again could not make
herself care.
(I wonder how long I would have to lie her before I starved to death?)
She quickly pushed the ugly thought away, jerking her hand away from her
stomach and replacing it along with the other one under the pillow her head
rested against.
For a long time, she simply stared at the ceiling, her thoughts wandering, as
tangled in themselves as her body was in the white hotel sheets.
And, as always, her thoughts eventually turned to Mulder.
But this time Scully did not shrink from his memory. She *willed* her mind to
call up images of him, savoring the familiar, metallic taste of grief that rose
in her throat.
(how many times,) Scully thought to herself, (have I laid in a hotel bed and
thought of him?)
Before, of course, she would have denied it, even to herself. But now it was
pointless. Yes, she, Special Agent Dana K. Scully MD, thought about her partner
on her off-time.
Thought about him *a lot*.
Thought about him in her off-time, her on-time, and most of the times in
between. Well, maybe that was stretching it a *bit*.
But she certainly *had* lain in many a hotel bed in the middle of
God-Knows-Where, Texas and thought about him. And her. Them.
Them. Now there was a word that would have a one time sent chills down the back
of a much younger and inexperienced Dana Scully. A Dana Scully before cancer,
before betrayal, before abduction.
A very young, very scientific, very naieve Scully who had been very frustrated
with her very school-girl crush on her very attractive partner.
And now the word again sent chills down her back. But they were a very
different sort of chill. And for a very different reason.
It was the chill of regret. Of knowing that something that *should* have been,
would now never be.
All because of a twist of fate.
A slip of chance.
A mistake made when destiny wasn’t looking.
Scully turned over on her stomach again, shutting her eyes as she contemplated
this thought. The more she thought about it, the more a half-formed idea began
to take place in her mind.
(Mulder wasn’t supposed to die)
But she knew that. Had known that since the day in had happened. If anything
had struck her about his death, it had been the extreme *wrongness* of it.
(Mulder wasn’t supposed to die.)
(something here doesn’t fit.)
Scully felt a prickle at the back of her neck that she hadn’t felt for a long
time. Her older sister, Melissa, had always told her that she had very strong
“sense” or psychic abilities. Of course, young Scully had dismissed that notion
with a laugh, but older Scully had noticed things with a more learned eyes, and
remembered times that she “sensed” things, picking up on things her concrete
senses couldn’t have.
(Mulder would have laughed at me.)
(Mulder...)
(something doesn’t fit.)
And slowly, the seeds of doubt were planted.
9:37 P.M.
Friday, May 14th, 1999
FBI Headquarters
Washington D.C.
In a lonely, cold basement office at the bottom of the FBI Headquarters, two
partners sat, facing each other, thinking.
“I don’t like this,” Special Agent Diana Fowley muttered bitterly. “I think
he’s forgotten about us. When’s the last time he contacted you?”
“A while ago,” Spender answered, leaning back in what had once been Mulder’s
personal chair. “But all he told me was that Alex Krycek was dead.”
Diana rolled her eyes. “Serves the little rat right,” She groaned. “I knew he
wouldn’t be much good to them, anyway.” She gazed around the office. All of
Mulder and Scully’s things were still there, the posters, the clippings, the
supplies, even the plaques. “Wonder why no one’s bothered to cart away their
things yet. It’s like they just forgot about them.”
Spender got a chill as he stared about at the untouched articles still in the
office. He felt like he was sitting in a crypt, a memorial for the Agents who
had once existed here. He decided to get off the subject.
“What do you propose? You said they forgot about us. We need to think of
something that’ll bring their attention back to us. If they forget, or think we
have forgotten...we may not be Saved after all.”
Diana shuddered at the thought. “That’s why I talked to Kersh,” She said, and
then smiled. “It seems they’re having trouble locating her. She’s missing. She’s
not with the main group. Kersh gave me something that I think may save our
necks.”
Spender’s eyebrows raised as Diana Fowley lifted a thin sheet of paper between
two fingers, and waved it in front of him teasingly. Spender took it from her
and opened it. Inside it read in typed letters:
MAXTON HOTEL: EAST RAINSFORD, MARYLAND.
“That’s where *she’s* staying next,” Diana grinned wickedly. “We give away
where she is staying. They send in their men to capture her. We get the credit,
we get Saved.”
Spender glanced down at the note again. “Where did Kersh get this?”
“Someone in the FBI was able to get the information on her, and they gave it to
Kersh. So we have what we need.”
Ever since the last time Diana had seen Scully at the hearing, had listened in
shock as Scully screamed out all her hatred towards her and then walked out of
her job, she had wanted to get back at her. Get back at her embarrassing her in
front of the whole committee, for barging in on her own agenda...for taking
Mulder away from her.
And this was her chance.
Spender still seemed unsure. “Are you sure this is the correct address? What if
the person in the FBI is double-crossing us, too?”
“Kersh is confident that he’s reliable.”
WHOOP! WHOOP! WHOOP! WHOOP! WHOOP!
The two agent’s heads snapped up at the sound of the fire alarm bell, screaming
out it’s warning from a few levels above. There was a momentary pause, then they
both sprinted for the door, scrambling against each other to escape the office.
Then the office was completely empty, and silent except for the continuous
screaming of the fire siren.
Out of the shadows, behind a large pile of boxes, a man stepped forward.
Dressed in a dark suit and black goatee, he walked forward cautiously, checking
to make sure the office was completely empty.
Obsidian smiled inwardly at his clever prank, the sound of the fire siren
ringing in his ears. He saw the scrap of information that had been abandoned,
and the inward smile broadened. He produced an identical scrap of paper from his
coat pocket... Identical except for the address written on it:
SAXON HOTEL: EAST STORMTON, MARYLAND.
Obsidian switched the addresses with ease, placing the real one inside his coat
pocket. Then he exited the little basement office. He took a different route,
knowing that Diana and Spender would soon be back for their vital information,
once they found out the siren was only a false alarm.
(Have fun trying to find a town and hotel that both don’t exist.) He thought.
Even at this point, he wasn’t about to let anything or anyone stand in Scully’s
way.
10:23 P.M.
May, 15th, 1999
Ramada Inn
James Creek, Maryland
Scully walked through the dreamscape nervously. It was black here, cold and
dry. She looked down to find herself dressed in white, a long flowing garment
that clung to her as a wind blew through the dreamscape, carrying with it
whispers Scully could barely hear.
A laugh.
A childish shriek.
“Charlie! Charlie, stop! You’re tickling me!”
The voices echoed around her like ghosts from her past, each one carrying a
memory.
“Mo-om...Billy won’t give me back my reading glasses...”
“Mom! I was accepted! They want me to come to Princeton!”
“But Melissa, I *want* to be a doctor. I don’t mind the work.”
Scully stood, silent in the darkness, letting the words surround her, immerse
her in their memories.
“Daddy...I’m going to join the FBI.”
“Jack invited me up to his parents cabin....No, mom. We’re not involved.”
“I’m being assigned a new partner next week, Julia. You’ll never guess who....”
“What *I* find incredible, is any notion that the answers cannot be found
within the realm of science.....the answers are there. You just have to know
where to look.”
“Mulder....did you see their eyes? If I were that stoned...”
“I wouldn’t put myself on the line for anybody but you.”
“I trust him as much as anyone.....I trust him with my life.”
“I’m going to be out of town a few weeks....No, it’s okay Mom, Mulder will take
care of it.”
“Mulder. Whatever you may believe....this time they might have won.”
“He’s gone mom!...He’s gone...and I never...”
Scully’s head bowed, recognizing her voices now speaking of recent events,
one’s closest to her now.
“YOU DON’T DESERVE THEM!! JUST LIKE YOU NEVER DESERVED HIM! NONE OF YOU DID!!
THE WHOLE FBI DIDN’T DESERVE HIM!!”
“I just don’t know what to do now...”
“I love you...”
Scully’s head snapped up, the wind of the voices blowing her hair back. She
hadn’t said that to anyone but her mother in a long....
A laugh echoed through the air. *Her* laugh, Scully realized. The laugh was
followed by a small sigh, hovering on the wind like a zephyr.
“Mulder...”
Scully froze. What were these voices she heard now? They weren’t memories....
Because she was sure, pretty *darn* sure she’d never said Mulder’s name like
that before....it almost sounded like...
“*Why* do you always have to be so stubborn?!”
“What do you think, Sam? Too much?”
More laughter....except this time there was more than one voice. Children’s
laughter. The laughter blew by swiftly, barely catching in her ears as it
passed, turning her to follow it’s sound.
And the darkness shattered.
“Dana?”
“Dana! Wake up! It’s Samantha.”
6:58 A.M.
Saturday, May 15th, 1999
Sullivan City, Ohio
He sat on his doorstep, shotgun in his lap, a week’s beard growth evident on
his face. The hazy sunlight peering through the blanket of clouds did nothing
more than hurt his eyes, and he wished desperately for a pair of sunglasses.
Sullivan City was a military town...or had been. It had been a town for retired
officers and pilots, a place where soldiers off-duty could stay with their
families, could rest from the constant pressures of serving in the military.
Only now the little town was deserted, eerily silent, a few half-hearted
columns of smoke rising into the overcast sky like lonely beacons. The smell of
ashes reached his nostrils, and he snuffed it out with contempt.
Red and blue sparks flashed on the horizon, and he squinted in the light’s
glare. A single police car drove up slowly over the street, bumping over
articles that had been left in the road. The police car stopped next to the
house, right by the man with the shotgun on his doorstep.
The officer driving his vehicle lowered the window and leaned out, staring at
the man. “Need a lift? I can take you to the station.”
He shrugged. “Don’t care.”
The police officer squinted at him. “What’s your name?”
“Lieutenant Drake Depp.”
There was a long pause.
“What happened?” He said in a low, awed voice.
“It’s going to h**l.”
Another silence.
“What do you mean?”
“Gang of guys came through the town. Started a fight. There was a fire, got
outta control. Some buildings burned down, I think. Everyone evacuated, left.”
“Why are you still here?”
Lieutenant Depp looked at him with regret in his eyes. “My kids are missing.
I’m waiting for them to come home.”
The police officer sighed and rubbed his chin. “Why’d that gang come here?”
Depp snarled. “Haven’t you been watching the news? It’s because of *Them*,” he
reached a finger to the smoke-filled heavens. “The world’s in one big mess. That
broadcast tipped it off. Then they said they saw a bunch of UFOs surrounding the
planet. NASA just laid off all it’s workers. All our satellites have gone
off-line. Everyone’s afraid. Everyone’s angry. Everyone’s guilty.”
“They burned your town down because you were military?”
He nodded dully. “*I* didn’t even know those aliens and deals existed until I
heard about it on the news. Those traitors led the whole world astray, and now
we’re paying for them.”
“What are you going to do?”
“Stay here. Wait. Maybe if we’re lucky, those aliens’ll come down early and put
this planet out of it’s misery.”
The police officer stared one last time at the deserted road. “You sure you
don’t want me to take you down to the station?”
He nodded.
“So long, soldier,” The officer said, and saluted him. Then he started the car
back up and drove down the trash-filled street, out of the town.
Depp responded with his own salute...then flipped him off. He watched the red
and blue sparks disappear, then turned his attention back to the sky.
Waiting.
4:21 P.M.
Saturday, May 15th, 1999
Charleston, West Virginia
“I can’t believe I’m doing this,” Dana Scully sighed in anguish. “I don’t think
I’m ready to go back right now...”
Samantha Mulder gave her an uneasy glance from the driver’s seat of the
military jeep that she had kept after their big escape from Atlantic Base,
except now it was sans-license plates, and had a cheep black paint job.
Scully stared out the window for a moment, then looked back at Samantha. “How
did you find me?”
“I was the only one that you ever told your alibi name to, remember?” Samantha
replied. “I just asked around hotels and restaurants and such. I found out where
you were staying from there.”
“Samantha...” Scully halted. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for running out on you like
that. I know you must have been pretty upset with me, but... I don’t know. I was
really scared. I didn’t know what to do with myself.” She struggled to keep her
voice strong. “I probably shouldn’t have run out by myself.”
“It’s alright,” Samantha replied. “We’re all pretty scared right now. Where
were you for the past two days? We were so worried...”
Scully cringed with regret. “Just traveling. Trying to figure out what to do
with myself. I was miserable, though. I remember that I slept for a long time. I
just needed a break, I guess. Some time alone. But now I’m glad that you found
me. I just needed to get away from everyone...”
“A lot’s happened with us, too.” Samantha said.
“Where are we going, anyway?”
“Skinner’s called a meeting for all of us. Alyssa, Troi, the Lone Gunmen and I
refused to go unless you were there. That’s why I came and found you.”
“Skinner?” Scully’s tone lowered.
“Dana...we’ll explain everything when we’re all together. It’s pretty
complicated.”
Just as Samantha finished her sentence, they reached their destination.
Samantha drove the military jeep behind an old car garage, and parked it out of
view. Then she led Scully into the car garage, and they went through a door that
led to the basement. They descended down a small flight of metal stairs, the
basement smelling of musk and oil. The basement was completely dark except for
two lightbulbs hanging from the ceiling and a glowing heater in one corner of
the room.
Scully stared at all of her friends: the Lone Gunmen, her mother, Mrs. Mulder,
Troi, Alyssa, Garrett, Grant, Gibson, Holly and Skinner, and smiled with slight
content at seeing familiar, friendly faces. Troi rushed up from Maggie’s side
and embraced her. Scully hugged her back.
“Dana...I was so worried you were...I...”
“It’s alright, Troi,” Scully said breathlessly. “I’m fine. I’m alright.”
Scully looked up, and saw Skinner sitting on one of the boxes. Her face
hardened. “Skinner.” The acknowledgment came out as a growl.
Skinner shook his head with regret. “Dana...I’m sorry. Sit down. We need to
talk. That’s why I’ve called us all together.”
Scully obeyed, and she sat down on the stairs below Samantha.
Skinner cleared his throat loudly for silence, then coughed nervously. “I...I
know a lot of you are against us being together after what happened yesterday.
Let me assure you that I myself am still in shock with the experience...”
“Wait,” Scully interrupted suddenly. “What happened yesterday?”
Grant answered her. “*Skinner* insisted that we should all come with him back
to D.C. to stay in protective custody with the military. He said they would
protect us from the Syndicate’s men...and *instead* we were all attacked by a
gang of military guys while we were eating dinner. We barely got out of there
alive.”
“We got caught in the crossfire,” Samantha continued. She stole a glance at
Byers. “I myself would’ve been killed...but Byers saved my life.”
Even in the bad light, Scully could swear she saw Byers blush as he smiled. She
cocked an interested eyebrow at him and Samantha. “But why were you guys
attacked? How did they find out where you were?”
“*He* set us up!!” Langley exclaimed, pointing an accusing finger at Skinner.
“You were right all along, Scully...he *is* a traitor!”
Skinner held up his hands. “Stop!! I’m going to explain all this to you
know...I’m going to show you that I’m not a traitor! We need to end this once
and for all so there’s no more talk of betrayal or distrust...that is the worst
thing that can happen to us at this point. We’ve got to trust each other!”
“What I’m about to tell you may surprise you...and you may interpret as further
cause for distrust. But I can assure you that it is only to gain your trust. If
I can’t get you guys to have some faith in me, I have absolutely nowhere to go.”
“Let’s hear it,” Frohike growled, leaning back in his chair.
“I...I used to be a part of the Smoking Man’s agenda. When Scully was first
assigned with Mulder to the X-Files. To tell you the truth, I had no idea really
what they wanted with me...I just went along with it. I took my orders like a
good soldier. But I began to notice what was happening...and I didn’t like it. I
really didn’t like it. Believe me, I was never a part of the Syndicate, and I’m
not right now, and I never will be in the future. But whenever I refused to do
exactly as they told me, they threatened me...threatened my career, threatened
my life sometimes. Once, they even threatened Shannon.” Skinner’s voice took on
a dark shadow at the name of his estranged wife. “There were times I was able to
stand up to them...and there were times I felt I had no choice but to give in.
If I hadn’t obeyed them at some points, I wouldn’t be alive today right now.”
He paused, hoping for some sort of response. The room was silent.
“It was...Mulder’s death that got me to the breaking point. I’d long since
banned the Smoking Man from talking with me, I was so furious with him, but I
think he still thought I could be loyal to him. I had decided a long time ago
that I wasn’t going to cooperate with him.”
He turned to Scully. “Please understand that I could have saved my self just by
leaving the bureau after I was fired. But instead I joined up with you, I went
on the air to expose them, I’m just as much in trouble as the rest of you. I’m
on your side, and I’m not a part of any agenda except yours.”
“What about your idea with the military ‘protecting’ us? That didn’t turn out
that well...we almost got killed!”
“That was *not* my fault. Someone in the government called me and said that
they could keep us in protective custody, could make sure the Syndicate wouldn’t
get us. I was certain they were right. But I think that someone in our own
military betrayed our position to the other side...they were going to capture us
if we hadn’t gotten out. I had no idea there was a traitor in the military...it
could’ve been anyone.”
“But I do know now...I know that it’s not safe for us to all be together like
that anymore. We can only be together at these meetings. It’s too dangerous for
us to travel together. And we can’t go along with any military services
either...we stick to ourselves.”
“That’s what I’ve been saying all along,” Scully replied bitterly. “Why didn’t
you listen to me?”
“Look...I already said I was sorry,” Skinner shot back. “We can’t keep holding
grudges against each other, or distrusting each other. If we’re ever going to
stop Them, if we’re ever going to somehow get through this and survive, we have
to do it *together*.”
There was a long, musky silence.
“How many days are there left?”
“Thirteen.”
Another silence.
“Thirteen days to stop those aliens from taking over,” Scully said.
“I....Skinner’s right. We can’t do it alone. And we can’t do it if we don’t
trust each other. So...everyone who’s ready to go off of what we have, all
together, raise their hand.”
At first, no one moved. Then Skinner, Holly, Grant and Garrett raised their
hands. Alyssa followed Grant and Garret’s example, then Gibson Praise raised his
hand. This prompted Troi to do the same. Slowly, one by one, the Lone Gunmen
followed. Then Tina and Maggie raised theirs at the same time. Scully glanced
behind her, and saw Samantha raise her hand. And finally, Scully raised her own.
“It’s settled then,” Scully announced, her voice somewhat thick. “We all trust
each other. No keeping secrets. No going against the group. We all work
together, because together, because no matter what happens,” Scully voice began
to falter, cracking slightly over her words. “No one can do it alone.”
Everyone nodded unanimously.
“If anyone wants to ask any questions,” Skinner picked up, “or has any ideas or
plans, you are free to ask them or present them. Otherwise, you may go, and the
next time we all get together is when we have another meeting.” Skinner looked
at Scully. “And Scully, from now on...you stay in charge of the meetings.”
Scully nodded in agreement.
As the meeting broke up, some staying and some leaving, Scully released a long
sigh. She, for one, was glad that this was all cleared up. She wasn’t exactly
sure why she had finally decided to trust Skinner...but her gut instinct told
her to. And she decided to listen to it. They did need more trust...so she was
glad to have it.
But even though they now trusted each other...they were still left with the
ever-present question on how to stop the Invasion, if it was even possible. She
was still at a loss of what to do...still right back where they had started.
As her mind began to wander, she thought she felt something...a presence. She
shook her head with frustration and tried to push it off...but it wouldn’t go
away. The coldness that she had learned to ignore had become more of a presence
than an uneasy feeling...it felt like someone, someone very close. Scully felt
uninvited apprehension and fear build up from somewhere inside her as she felt
the presence closer to her...
“Something wrong, Dana?” Samantha’s voice came from behind her, tapping her on
the shoulder. “You were looking very frightened for a moment there or
something.”
“I’m fine,” Scully countered. “I’m just a little tired...I’m fine.”
In reality, ‘fine’ was the last thing Scully felt then.
(An issue of trusting my only friends just resolved...)
(...a problem before us that could mean the end of the world if we don’t think
of a solution...)
(...and all I can think about is this thing that won’t leave me alone.)
1:45 A.M.
Monday, May, 17th, 1999
Somewhere in South Dakota
The tall stalks of corn blew restlessly in the wind as the man crept toward the
tall circular buildings that lay in the middle of the enormous field of corn. He
pulled his bag of explosives closer to him as he advanced on his target.
He reached the open space and quickly crossed it, eyes alert for possible
guards. The Syndicate had become much more careful about protecting their
installations lately.
Which was a shame, because now was when the Rebels had to destroy them.
The man looked over at his companion, who looked back at him with a face
identical to his own. His clone brother nodded.
The Crawford turned back to the building. Taking out an explosive from his bag,
he stuck in to the building, carefully setting the timer.
There would be just five minutes for him and his brothers to cross the field
and get out of the blast radius.
His hands trembled. He had never sabotaged anything before. And now he had been
given the task of leading a demolitions team to every trans-pollination outpost
the Syndicate had, in order to destroy them.
But he quickly steeled his nerves. He must not make a mistake. He must think of
the Mothers. He must think of the world.
He had known that this was the sort of thing that must be done when he joined
the resistance. It gave him a kind of excuse for existing. Created by a horrific
Project, sheltered from the world, he and many other clones had always felt that
they were Frankenstien’s monsters, beings never meant to walk the earth. Joining
the resistance gave them a purpose for living.
His finger hovered over the release button for the countdown.
“Number 50Alpha is at go.” He spoke calmly into his small communication radio.
Slowly, he depressed the button.
3:20 P.M.
Monday, May 17th, 1999
Charleston, West Virginia
Scully stuffed another bite of chow mien noodles in to her mouth and chewed
vigorously, straightening the letter she was reading with her other hand. The
letter was from her mother; Maggie had given it to her at their last meeting. It
was a long letter that Maggie had been writing to her daughter for the past few
weeks. It was mostly a daily chronicle of how she and Troi were doing, but it
was infused with warmth and caring and love, and Dana felt that it was her
mother’s way of wrapping her up in her arms and soothing her, even when they
were miles away from each other.
She read the lines of the letter slowly as she ate, letting all the words sink
it, calming her heart and mind.
Suddenly, her thoughts were interrupted by a excited pounding on the door.
Scully jolted out of her seat, knocking over her chow mien as she scrambled for
her gun.
“It’s me!!” A voice hissed from the other side. “Dana! Let me in!!”
Scully lowered her gun and went quickly to the door, opening it as a very eager
Samantha bounded in. Samantha was grinning from ear to ear, bouncing on her
heels as she pulled the brown jacket she held closer to her chest.
Scully shut the door slowly, looking at Samantha quizzically. “Sam?” she asked,
tentative.
“I’ve got it Dana!” Samantha’s eyes were shining as she whispered excitedly. “I
found the loophole in their plans!!”
Scully simply looked at her in silence.
A laugh gurgled out of Samantha’s smiling face. “Can you believe it! I found a
way to save the world!!”
Scully’s jaw dropped. “You’re serious.”
Samantha nodded. “Yeah. I am.”
“Look.” Samantha grabbed Scully’s arm and lead her over to the bed as she
unwrapped a sheath of papers she had concealed in the brown jacket. “You know
when Troi saw the ships come out of cloak to group on the horizons?? Well, I
talked to her about it, and she described their movements to me in detail. Ever
since then, something has been bothering me. It had to do with something I heard
once, when I was with the Crawfords and the Smiths. Anyway, to get to the point,
all of the ships move with exact precision at all times, especially in relation
to one another. The Crawfords have thought for a long time that the gray’s ships
might be slave-circuited to each other....that’s the only thing that could
explain such accuracy. Well,” Samantha paused breathlessly. “*This* was given
to me by one of my colleagues in the resistance the other day.” Samantha
unfolded the sheath of paper triumphantly.
Scully looked down at the papers, recognizing them to be a transcript of a US
Army Interrogation Session. She skimmed over the words, finding the sparse
confession of the prisoner to be cryptic at best.
“Samantha. What *is* this?” Scully demanded, staring at Samantha’s near giddy
features.
“It’s the interrogation session of one of the Syndicate members that was
captured. Most of it is just junk, except for the part when he confesses that
there are UFO’s buried on the earth, at various places around the world. But he
didn’t give any of the locations. But then here.” Samantha pointed. “Here, near
the end, he’s delirious, and he keeps mumbling about a “Base 3”, and that inside
the base is the “Killswitch”. That’s all he said. The military didn’t think
anything of it. They figured it was just the ravings of a man in pain. But if
you combine that information with the Crawford’s theory of the Alien ship’s
being slave-circuited.....” Samantha trailed off, grinning at Scully.
Scully slowly sank to the bed in shock. She looked up at Samantha, awestruck.
“Killswitch.”
Samantha nodded at her, breathless.
Scully looked back at the piece of paper she held in her now trembling hands. A
incredulous laugh bubbled up from her throat. “This can’t be real! It’s just
like Independence Day!!”
Samantha giggled. “I guess the aliens didn’t learn from the movie.”
Scully looked up at Samantha, a smile cracking across her face for the first
time it what seemed like years. She stood up, and the two women embraced, shaky
laughter and tears mingling as they found the hope that had been so elusive
suddenly bursting across the horizon.
Scully hugged Samantha as she suddenly felt her heart give a wrenching lurch,
reminding her, as though even a moment of happiness was forbidden. (If only
Mulder were here...)
“Quick,” Samantha said, releasing Scully. “I’ve already contacted the others.
They’ll be waiting for us. We’re going to one of the Resistance Bases. They have
quite a computer station. If we’re going to prove that this “Base 3” and
“killswitch” actually exist, we need to find some proof. We can turn your Gunman
friends loose on the hacking facilities that the Crawfords have there.”
Samantha smiled again. “Even if my theory is right- I doubt that we’ll actually
find the location right away...but I say this is a darn good start!!”
10:39 A.M.
Tuesday, May 18th, 1999
Resistance Base 79.
Somewhere in Tennessee
Langley sat down at the computer with a look of regained joy in his face. He
had not been able to sit down at a computer for many long weeks, and the
anticipation of his return to ecstasy thrilled him. Frohike and Byers sat on
either side of him at identical computers, equally eager to put their hacking
skills to the test.
Scully sat in the back of the computer lab with the rest of the rebel group,
explaining to them what Samantha had explained to her earlier. At first there
had been some doubt in the group if Samantha’s testimony was true...but in
reality, it was because the possibility was too good to be true.
Eliminate the colonist aliens...with the flick of a switch.
“We’re ready,” Frohike called from the computers they were stationed at.
Samantha and one of the Crawfords walked over.
“Yeah...let’s get crackin’ and hackin’!” Langley exclaimed with excitement.
“Alright...what we’re looking for basically is documents, memos, blueprints,
anything you can find on the Bases on the ground and the Killswitch. Once we
have absolute proof that this Killswitch exists, we go to the next step. And
that’s making sure that by flipping that one switch, you destroy all the alien
ships. The fact that they’re slave-circuited should be enough, but we have to
make absolutely sure. And lastly we need to find out where exactly that
Killswitch is...it should be in one of the Bases on the planet. Once we figure
out where it is...we can go to that Base, break in, and activate it.”
“Sounds like a plan to me!” Troi replied from behind, clearly excited about the
entire operation.
“Starting network infiltration...now,” Byers commanded.
The three infamous computer hackers began their marvelous work. They typed away
at the computers as various screens came up. At first there wasn’t much except
network log-ins and password requirements, which the Gunmen were able to pass
through with ease.
“Gosh...this Syndicate has got one big computer system. Wonder why no one’s
hacked into this thing before,” Langley commented as he continued onward.
Scully watched with slight amazement from the back of the computer room as the
Gunmen worked. She remembered how so long ago she had considered them to be
crazy, absurd people who spent their time poking their noses in places they
didn’t belong...but now she was glad for these three men and their unusual
talents. She wondered if that was why Mulder had become such good friends with
them.
(No. I’m not going to get myself into this rut again.)
“There’s info here,” Frohike broke in. “On what Sam already said. There’s 20
UFO Bases here on Earth...scattered at different places around the globe. It
doesn’t say where any of them are, except that Base 1 was in Antarctica until
recently when it left...”
Scully felt her heart contract. Antarctica.
(So *that’s* one of the bases...)
Her memories of Antarctica were blurry, dark. She remembered being very, very
cold. Lots of smoke, and hard, black metal. She remembered Mulder wrapping her
up in his extra clothes, carrying her out of one of the pipes, of strange, black
creatures in pods trying to break out and get them. She remembered a large,
black object rising out of the snow and ice as she and Mulder lay there on the
ground.
(Is this where we may have to go to stop the colonists?)
Scully wasn’t sure she could handle going back to a place like that.
Especially if it brought back memories of Mulder.
“Oh, rats!” Langley’s cry suddenly awakened Scully from her daydreaming.
“What is it?” Skinner asked from behind Byers.
“They’ve got really tight security on some of these files. I think they may be
tracing our line of breakage. Which means that they may find out that we hacked
into their system.”
“That doesn’t matter, as long as we can get the information we need,” Samantha
urged. “Keep trying, keep going...”
They kept trying. Fingers flew on the keyboards as the hackers typed, sending
in well-earned commands to override the security systems, poking around through
old files and blueprints. The computers constantly beeped with warning boxes,
but the Gunmen ignored them and continued on.
It became a battle of man versus computer, and all the rest of the group stood
around and watched as they continued to fight. Scully watched, tight with
apprehension, knowing that if they found what they were looking for, they could
find a way to stop Them, to save the world...to complete Mulder’s quest...
“I got it!!” Frohike suddenly cried, breaking the deadly silence that had grown
over the room. “Files listing certain facilities in each of the bases...one of
those is a Killswitch connection unit - a self-destruct switch! The Killswitch
does exist!”
“Alright!” Samantha exclaimed, giving a little whoop of excitement. “Good job,
you guys! There is a chance that we can stop them!”
“But are all the Bases on the ground connected?” Grant queried.
“I’m checking that out right now,” Byers replied. There was another long pause
as he tapped away at the keys, occasionally stopping to rub his beard for
hopeful inspiration. The rest of the group waited in anticipation as he
continued to work, not sure of what they would find...
“This is great!” Byers exclaimed. “This article contains a bit on the Bases
themselves...it’s true, they are all wired together. The best part is that they
are also wired to the UFOs that are in the sky...the lights that Dana and Troi
saw. So if you flip the switch in one of the UFOs, then all of them will react
to it in the same manner...they’ll be destroyed. But only one of the Bases on
the ground has the actual Killswitch.”
“Which one??” Came an almost-unanimous cry from most of the group.
“There’s something here I’m trying to decode that’ll probably tell us where it
is exactly...” Byers said, gritting his teeth together as his eyes bored into
the screen.
“Uh oh, guys, we got trouble,” Langley sounded worriedly from his computer.
“What?”
“Someone’s tracking us. If we don’t log off fast, they’ll find our exact
position and then we’re dead.”
Tension began to build in the room as the Gunmen fought their battle against
the computer security. “I just need a few more minutes to decode this...” Byers
strained.
“We don’t *have* a few more minutes...if we’re on-line any longer they’ll find
us!!” Langley cried.
“Byers! Print out the code now!!” Frohike commanded.
“No, I can...”
“Do it *now*, Byers!” Frohike almost shouted. “Otherwise we’re caught!!”
Byers halted for a moment, bit his lip, and then pressed ‘print’ on the window
screen. The old printer next to the computer buzzed as it began spraying ink on
paper, the computer showing how long the print was
taking...22%...25%...56%...70%...
“We gotta shut it off *now*!!”
89%...99%...100%.
The print finished, Byers grabbed up the paper, and logged off immediately,
bringing the screen back to it’s original standpoint. The other two Gunmen were
already off.
“What happened?” Asked Troi.
Langley let out a long, low sigh. “We weren’t able to get through the security
systems fast enough. They had a tracking system on their security system, which
means they can find and trace any hacker from any point on the planet if they
stay on-line long enough. We barely got off in time.”
“Did we get what we needed? Do we know where to go to find the Killswitch?”
Scully questioned eagerly.
“We didn’t,” Scully could detect regret and frustration in Byers’s voice. “This
page of code I just printed out should be able to give us the location of the
Base where the Killswitch is...we just need to decode it first.”
Scully’s shoulders dropped. “How long will that take.”
“We don’t know.”
She pressed her lips together. “Well, you better find out. We only have a few
days left before the Date. And if we don’t find that Killswitch in time,
then...”
“...Goodbye, cruel world,” Alyssa said bitterly.
“Well then...we’ll decode it. We’ll find out where that Killswitch is,” Langley
said slowly, staring at his blank computer screen with remorse.
“Sure was fun while it lasted,” Frohike sighed, waving a tired hand at the
computer.
Samantha stopped for a moment, then nodded her head. “You guys were a big help.
Now we all know that there is a Killswitch...a unit in some of the underground
UFO bases here on Earth that can be used to destroy both the UFOs on the ground
and the ones in space. All we need to know now is exactly what Base it is
at...so we can go there and shut it off, and destroy the alien ships.”
“I still can’t believe it...” Skinner said in awe. “That we can pull this off.
That it’s actually possible.”
“Apparently, it is,” Scully answered. “And the best thing we can do right now
is to take advantage of this opportunity...because it’s the only one we’ve got.”
The Lone Gunmen will arrange the next meeting, once they find out where exactly
the Killswitch is. Then we set a plan in motion to go to that place, find the
Killswitch, and use it to it’s fullest. Are you guys ready to do this?”
Samantha spoke for the group when she answered. “We’re ready.”
3:30 P.M.
Tuesday, May, 18, 1999
Somewhere near Area 51
“WE’VE BEEN HACKED!!”
First Elder was absolutely *livid*. He paced up and down the conference hall of
the Syndicate’s hidden base of operations, his face flushed and his eyes
bulging. “Candon must have spilled something!! This can’t be happening!! This
can’t be happening!!” He turned to some men in blue suits standing at the door,
bellowing at them as he waved a fist in the air. “Send out more assassins!! I
want the them dead!! Now, if not sooner!!”
The Cigarette Smoking Man and the rest of the Syndicate stared at First Elder
in awe and shock. None of them had ever seen him like this before.
First Elder seemed to suddenly realize that he had a audience on his little
tirade, and quickly recovered himself, sitting down in a leather chair and
suddenly became very silent. He looked over at Cancer Man, his expression
instantly deadpan.
“They know too much.”
11:21 P.M.
Tuesday, May 18th, 1999
Rent-a-Rest Motel, Room 854
Imation, Kentucky
Scully lay in the small single bed, the musky heat of the Kentucky night
prompting her to kick off the sheet that was draped over her as she slept.
In her mind though, she was miles away.....in a place and time that held
comfort, familiarity, and so many memories.......
///She sat on his couch, slipping her shoes on, knowing that he would probably
already be down there to stop Padgett. As for herself, she was in no hurry. She
walked to the apartment door, when suddenly it opened before her.
Standing in the doorway was a large man, a bearded man, his head covered with a
black hood and his face set in a grim, familiar expression...the killer. She
gasped as a hand shot out and closed over her neck, driving her back with
unbelievable force.
He forced her backwards, his grip causing her to choke. She fell onto the floor
on her back and he held her down with both hands, his hood covering his snarl.
She struggled, strained against his weight, where was her gun?! She cried out as
he reached a hand beneath her shirt. She suddenly knew what was going to
happen, she remembered; it had happened before.
She needed help...she needed to escape!
He was going to kill her!
“Mulder!”
She squeezed her eyes shut in pain, she screamed again. She wanted Mulder, she
needed him, where was he? She cried out again...
“Mulder!!”
But when she looked up again, he was there.
The murderer was gone. But in his place was Mulder. He held her down, his
strong hands pinning her arms to the floor. He stared at her, twin pools of
hazel matching those of blue.
“Mulder, please...”
Still holding her down, he stretched his hand out to her, slowly, hesitant. She
watched in horror as he reached his hand beneath her shirt, and her flesh opened
at his fingertips.
She screamed in pain as warm, thick redness spilled out of her chest and
stained her white shirt.
“Mulder, stop!”
He didn’t stop. His hand buried into her chest, her blood pouring out like an
overflowing bucket. His fingers passed through her rib cage without difficulty.
Tears streamed down her face as pain shot through her whole body, paralyzing
her, leaving her helpless on the ground as he snatched her life out of her.
“Mulder, what are you doing?!”
Her back arched, her vocal cords released another scream as he buried his hand
deep, deep inside her. Pushing aside inner tissue and membrane until his fingers
closed over a small, thumping mass of flesh and muscle.
He closed his fist around her heart, increasing the pain, she screamed for
mercy. Slowly, slowly, he withdrew his hand from her chest, the bone and tissue
moving back after him until it covered up her wound, leaving no mark. She
sobbed, choked out his name as he drew away from her...
“Mulder....no....”
In his hand he held her warm, beating heart, blood covering his hands, tears
coursing down his cheeks. She reached out a shaking hand to him, sobbing,
begging him to return what he had stolen. Mulder stood, still holding her heart.
She couldn’t get up, she had no strength, no will to stand.
She watched through tear-filled eyes as he stood over her, her own pain
reflecting hers. He put her still-beating heart to his chest, which opened at
his own touch. He placed her heart inside his chest, closing it and sealing the
wound, locking her heart inside himself, never to be returned...
Leaving her without a heart, blood-covered and broken on the apartment floor,
no strength, nothing left. Nothing but terrible and loss, emptiness, grief.
“Mulder...come back...”
Mulder stood over her, his eyes filled with tears. He held out his hands to
her, hands stained with her blood. His image began to fade from view.
“No....no.....”
Still holding out his hands, he disappeared forever, taking her heart with him.
She was left on the floor, covered in her own blood. She reached forward into
the emptiness, but touched nothing but pain. She was dying very, very slowly,
dying of pain, dying of heartbreak, dying of hopelessness.
“Come back...don’t leave me....”
The world began to fade, her vision growing cloudy and dark. She lowered her
hand to the floor, weak and helpless, her chest no longer rising and falling
with her heartbeat.
“Please...don’t leave...Mulder, come back.....”///
Dana Scully opened her eyes as the world went black. The darkness remained, but
it was the darkness of night, of an empty hotel room. She sat up, releasing
something like a cry of terror, confused for a minute, feeling her face damp
with tears. She shivered subconsciously as she gazed about the empty room.
She closed her eyes, her breath coming in terrified gasps for life, the fear
clouding her vision. Her heart, still inside her chest, beat away furiously, as
if to remind her that it was still there. She shuddered with cold and relief,
repeating to herself over and over and over again... (Just a dream...just a
dream...just a dream...just a dream...)
....And then she realized just how much her chest throbbed with pain.
Scully shivered again, and rubbed some fingers against her forehead, putting
one hand to her chest in hope of stopping the ache. But it wouldn’t go away.
(Just a dream...just a dream...)
She rubbed her eyes to rid them of her tears, shuddering in one breath at a
time. She felt the cold presence again.
(Why can’t I just go for a night without something like this happening? Why
won’t he leave me alone?)
She didn’t want to even try and go back to sleep. The fear and delusion still
existed in her mind, pounding out the scenes that had just been played in her
head.
She had to get out of here. She had to go somewhere for the rest of the night,
somewhere where she could forget all this, try and escape from the cold
presence. Just anywhere...she didn’t want to stay in this hotel anymore.
Scully got up out of the bed and went to the closet, putting back on the
clothes that she had worn the day before. They were wrinkled, but she didn’t
care.
(Get out of here. Go someplace for the night. Get away from these dreams. Get
away from that cold feeling.) She thought to herself, as if trying to reassure
herself. She put on her belt as well, and fit her gun into her holster. Just for
protection.
Scully’s head snapped up at a sound.
The cold touched her as she heard it again...it was coming from outside her
hotel room. The sound of footsteps...they were soft, and slow, as if trying to
be as secretive as possible. She could barely hear them, but they frightened her
even more than the dream or the cold behind her. The footsteps were getting
closer.
And closer.
(Run...run...run...run...run...)
Closer.
Scully ran.
She turned on her heel and sprinted to the window of her hotel room, throwing
it open with a bang. She climbed out the window as she felt the footsteps behind
her suddenly speed up, indicating that they heard her, and were starting to run
as well.
Scully’s heart rate doubled as she reached the hotel balcony, and suddenly
remembered that she was on the fourth floor. She didn’t care. She hoisted
herself over the railing, and lowered herself until she felt the railing of the
balcony a floor below. She landed on that, smacking her chin on pavement,
causing a long gash to spill blood. She ignored the injury and continued down to
the second floor, then jumped all the way down to the bottom floor, feeling pain
jolt up her back from her feet as they absorbed the shock of hitting the ground.
(RUN...RUN...RUN...RUN...RUN...)
Scully chanced a quick glance back up at the fourth floor balcony, where two
faces returned her stare. Faces covered by black hoods and scarves, two machine
guns poking out over the rail.
Just as she feared. Assassins.
She took off running down the street, going as fast as her weak legs could
carry her, hair whipping in her face and calves pumping. Her one thought was to
escape the assassins, to somehow get away, get someplace safe.
The assassins followed. They climbed down the balcony railings the same way she
had done, only faster, and they ran after her the moment they landed on the
ground. They nodded to each other, their target spotted, and cocked their
machine guns.
BRAM! BRAM!
Scully heard the gunshots and increased her pace, the absolute terror pounding
out a steady rhythm in her head, causing her to run on nothing but pure
adrenaline. She wiped blood from her chin as she felt her lungs come close to
exploding. She ran down the street until she saw a gap in-between two of the
close-knit buildings, and turned suddenly, heading into the system of alleys
behind the buildings. The assassins followed.
Scully’s breath came in ragged, desperate gasps. She ran down the alley in a
daze, tripping over fallen trash cans and dodging drainpipes that seemed to
appear out of nowhere in her path. The sound of footsteps echoing behind her
urged her to run faster, faster.
The dark alley smelled of rotting garbage and rust-filled mud puddles. Scully
could barely see her way through the blanket of fog that swirled around her. She
ran doggedly, not knowing or caring where she was running. Somehow she had to
get away, she had to escape...
BRAM! BRAM!
Scully instinctively ducked as the sound of hot bullets ripped past her ears.
She heard one of the men shout, having spotted her again, and the footsteps
quicken their pace. They were closing in.
She feel over an old cardboard box with a cry and struggled to pick herself up,
mud and dirt clinging to her coat and legs. She panted in quick puffs of steam
as she rounded the second corner. (How long do these alley passages go on?!)
She sprinted forward - and stopped as a solid brick wall loomed before her
menacingly. She let out a strangled cry as she ran up to the wall in front of
her, only to realize that this was no mind’s image, that the solid, immovable
wall that blocked her exit was real.
She had reached a dead end.
Scully’s eyes darted about desperately, helplessly, searching for any means of
escape, an opening, a door, a ladder, anything. There was nothing. She was
trapped.
Scully pounded desperately on the dirty brick wall before her as if to somehow
find a secret passage that would let her get away. Hot sweat poured down her
forehead and neck. She had to swallow to keep tears of panic from spilling over.
She had her gun...but what good would it do? There were two of them, there was
no way she could get out of this one, no matter how hard she fought. She heard a
sound behind her and spun around fast, expecting to see the two assassins.
Instead she saw Fox Mulder.
He looked just like the other time she had seen him, when she was shot by
Krycek and dying in that old warehouse. Clothes worn and dirty, the leather
jacket hung on his shoulders. Hair uncombed, messy, and what looked like frozen
tears on his cheeks. Skin pale, unhealthy, cold...and his appearance...faded,
transparent, like he wasn’t really there...like an afterimage, like a ghost.
He was just standing there, expectantly, as if he had appeared out of
nowhere...or as if he had always been there.
Scully couldn’t speak, couldn’t react, her shock at his sudden appearance was
so great. She stared at him with wide, frightened eyes, unable to believe what
she was seeing. Somehow, this was impossible, and yet...it was all too
familiar...
Mulder said nothing. He started to walk towards her slowly, looking at her
purposefully with those sparkling hazel eyes, eyes that locked with her blue
ones.
Scully struggled for a moment, but found her voice at last.
“M-Mulder!...”
He didn’t answer. He just kept walking forward. And this time, she didn’t have
anywhere to run.
She began to back away as he approached, the tension and fear building up
inside her, fear at his appearance, at his silence, at the fact that he was dead
and yet he was standing before her...
“Mulder...wa-what are you...”
Mulder kept silent. Scully backed up until she felt herself hit the wall behind
her. She was trapped, there was no way out. Mulder was so close that she could
feel him breathing on her, his breath as cold as ice, his chest heaving in and
out as if it were a chore to breathe.
“Mulder!...”
Scully cowered against the wall like a small kitten with fright as he came up
to her, his large frame blocking any chance of her escaping. For a moment, they
stopped and stared at each other, Scully’s face full of fear and panic and
shock, and Mulder with a face that seemed to say...’I’m sorry....’
Scully gasped as he reached out a shadow-like hand to her and grasped her from
the inside, the grip sending shivers all over her body, and pull himself in
close to her, very close, so close that he seemed to melt inside her.....
Scully was thrown backwards against the wall as what felt like an electric
shock coursed through her every vein, causing her body to snap convulsively. He
heart suddenly stopped, she couldn’t breathe, she felt a coldness consuming her
from the inside out. Her entire body was suddenly paralyzed, she convulsed
again, unable to move or feel or breathe...she felt--
The assassins came around the corner, bringing their guns to bear. The last
thing they ever saw were hard hazel eyes glaring at them from within Dana
Scully.
--Scully gasped and staggered backwards two steps dizzily, blinking her blue
eyes with confusion, suddenly having no idea on where she was or when she was or
even *who* she was. She struggled to regain her senses.
The alley was completely silent. The fog and mud and smells of garbage were
still present, but it was as if all sound ceased to exist. She shook the
dizziness out of her head, and looked all around her.
Mulder was nowhere in sight.
She took a few steps forward, then stopped in shocked surprise. The two
assassins who had been chasing her were laying dead at her feet, both with
point-blank gunshots between the eyes. They still clutched their guns in their
lifeless fingers. One cartridge had been fired from each gun. Suicide? No, it
wouldn’t be possible from that angle.
Scully backed away from the dead bodies in a daze, watching their blood mix
with the sewer mud. Surprised, she looked down, and realized that she was
holding her gun.
But she hadn’t touched her gun.
She checked it. Two cartridges had been fired...but she hadn’t even *touched*
her gun. The fog swirled.
Looking down, she noticed something else. There was something in her shirt....
She held it out for examination. There were two holes in her shirt, the holes
the size of bullets, right about where her heart should be. Bullet holes the
same size as the bullets the assassins had.
Scully stood there for a moment, frightened and puzzled, then nearly shouted
aloud at the shock of her sudden realization.
Two bullets in her shirt.
But no bullets in herself.
11:07
Friday, May 21, 1999
Navel Base Santa Marina
San Diego, California
Lieutenant James Carrier sat sprawled across his bunk in the Santa Marina’s
officer’s quarters, eyeing the centerfold of a magazine. He yawned, and then
looked up suddenly as he heard a knock on the door.
“Come in.”
The door opened, and a officer with reddish hair and navy lieutenant’s
pinstripes entered the room.
Carrier lifted himself off his bunk and walked over to the man, extending his
hand. “You must be my new roomie,” He smiled. “Welcome to Santa Marina. I’m
James Carrier.”
“Thanks,” The man shook his hand firmly. “Lieutenant Charles Scully, formerly
of the U.S.S. Patriot.”
“Welcome aboard, Lieutenant.” James told him, waving him to a chair. “You’re a
transfer from the ocean front because of The Crisis, ey?”
“Yes.” Charles sighed heavily, taking the chair he was offered and sitting down
heavily.
“Hey...did you say your name was Scully?” James suddenly inquired.
Charles nodded tiredly.
“Hey! Like that Scully person who Mr. Skinner was talkin’ about on the
Broadcast. The one that’s involved with all this alien crap. Man, she must be
one tough old bird, ‘ey?”
“Actually, she’s my baby sister.”
“Oh,” James suddenly looked apologetic. “Sorry, man. Didn’t mean no offense.”
“No, that’s alright.” Charles looked at him, a slight smile cracking his lips.
“She’d probably take that as a compliment, actually.” He sighed again. “It’s
just that I’m so worried about her.”
“So do you know more about what’s going on?” James asked eagerly in hushed
tones.
“No. I probably know less than you.” Charles told him. “One day, Dana is just
working at the FBI with her partner, and then I receive a call from mom telling
me that Fox is dead. Of course I feel bad for Dana, and Kelly, -That’s my wife-
and I were even planning a trip out there...when suddenly I get word that she’s
disappeared. And then my *mother* disappears too! And then this Skinner guy goes
on television and...” Charles held up his hands in a expression of helplessness.
“Wow,” James shook his head. “Rough.”
“And I haven’t heard from either of them. None of us have. My brother,
Commander William Scully from the USS Miramar was searching frantically for them
for awhile, but I think even he’s given up.”
“So do you think...” James asked in a breathless whisper, enthralled in the
story.
“No..” Charles said slowly. “No, I don’t think they’re dead.” He smiled a
little. “The Scully women are like tigers. No matter what happens, they are
survivors.”
“No kiddin’” James said.
Charles just sat there for a moment, staring off into space. “I just wish I
knew something, all the same.” He said wistfully.
“Yeah...” James Carrier suddenly started as though remembering something. “Oh,
yeah! We’re on special assignment, you know, ‘ey?”
Charles nodded. “So I was told. But the mission is classified, and no one
really knows what we are being called out for. Only that we are being called out
on reserve for a special purpose.”
“Uh, uh.” James nodded. “Well, there’s one thing that they told me about all
this early this morning.”
“What’s that?”
James moved over to the tiny closet in the bunk room and pulled out two green
and black combat suits.
“Wherever or whenever we’re goin’, we’re going in camouflage clothing.”
9:40 P.M.
Wednesday, May 26th, 1999
Somewhere in Washington D.C.
The city lights of D.C. looked hazy through the dirty windows of Casey’s Bar,
like fireflies that refused to move.
Inside the bar it was cold, and felt dirty even though it was somewhat clean.
The jukebox was playing some forgotten 80’s song. Cigarette smoke clung to the
ceiling rafters and swirled with the spinning fans. The bar was basically empty
except for a few regulars talking or reading the paper at the tables or drinking
their beer at the bar.
One of the men at the bar was not a regular, and Hallie, the bartender, decided
to talk to him. She came up to him as the old, very unattractive man sipped at
his 13th shot of whiskey.
She leaned over to him on the bar. The old man stared back at her dully, a
Morley’s cigarette clenched between two of his fingers. “What?” He mumbled in a
drunken, slurred voice.
“Feeling lousy today?”
“Would I be here if I wasn’t?”
She nodded. She stole a glance at the cigarette in his fingers. “Shouldn’t
smoke, you know.”
“You shouldn’t drink, either,” He mumbled back, drowning the rest of his shot
in one gulp.
Hallie sighed, and attempted to change the subject. “You here ‘cause of that
big alien invasion thing or whatever? Depressed about that?”
“You could say that.”
“A lot of people are. I remember I had a guy come in here about a year ago, get
drunk, talked about how they called him Spooky, and there were government
conspiracies and aliens and how his sister was abducted and all this junk. Huh,
never thought he’d be right. Kinda ironic, if you ask me.”
A very drunk Cancer Man looked up from his empty shot. “Him? I killed him.”
Hallie stopped. She decided to hope that this guy was just saying it from his
drunkenness. “Oh really.”
“Yup. He screwed up all my plans so I got some men to capture him and they
froz...freezed...froze him. Like a popsicle. I got so happy. Like a popsicle...”
Hallie nervously decided to hide the rest of the whiskey from the man’s reach.
“And then his partner found out and now she wants to get me and I don’t blame
her one sh--...I mean bit. She’s exposed all my plans and all my work that I’ve
been doin’ from the past 50 years and she screwed everything up... Now there’s
only a few days left ‘till these aliens come down to Earth and colonize the
planet and while the entire world suffers with aliens incubating in their
stomachs I’ll be safe and sound ‘cause I made a deal with the aliens to spare my
life.”
Hallie nodded slowly, deciding it was time to clean the shot glasses before he
broke something...
“...But that darn partner of his and her gang of friends have been finding out
all my plans and how to stop them and all the assassins I send out to squish her
outta here always end up with their brains blown out so she’s still alive an’
kicking and my colleagues hate me and are out to get me and the those aliens
hate me and are out to get me and the whole screwed-up world hates me and is out
to get me for having such a screwed-up life...”
“You’re even weirder than that last guy.”
“What last guy?”
“Uhhh...the popsicle.”
“Darn Fox freakin’ popsicle Mulder. And his darn Dana freakin’ bulletproof
Scully partner. Screwed up my whole darn government freakin’ ET-sucking
conspiracy. Screwed up my whole darn screwed-up chain-smoking horse-crap life.”
Hallie continued to nod slowly, wishing that she had a straight jacket handy
behind the bar.
“Can I have another?” Cancer Man motioned at the shot glasses.
“I think you’ve had enough for a week, mister,” Hallie replied, scooping all
the shot glasses into a plastic washing bin. Cancer Man frowned with
disappointment and decided to return to his cigarette.
“Wishing you had the upper hand, eh?” She said.
“Don’t see why I just get a gun and go out there and shoot her myself.”
“Maybe if you controlled your murderous impulses more you wouldn’t be so
depressed...” Hallie suggested.
“...Then after I shoot her I shoot myself.”
“You go and do that,” She said, heading around the back of the bar. “We’re
closing now.”
“Watch out for aliens. They don’t like whiskey that much,” Cancer Man grumbled,
staggering towards the door as he blew on his cigarette.
11:11 P.M.
Friday, May 28th, 1999
Frederickton, West Virginia
Blue Gecko Inn, Room 342
Scully sat upwards with a gasp and snatched at her pillow as if to throw it at
some unseen enemy. She stopped as memories came back to where she was and why
she was there. She was in her bed at the hotel.
It was pitch-black. Scully fumbled around on the desk next to her to try and
locate her travel alarm clock. She found it, and switched it on, the sudden
glowing light causing her to squint briefly.
11:11.
She sighed heavily. Then, for the first time, she realized that she hadn’t
woken up as the result of a dream. She thought for a moment, staring into the
dark, and also realized that she hadn’t dreamed at all. Out of curiosity, she
looked back at the clock.
11:12.
She let out a long, low sigh of relief. No dreams.....because it wasn’t 11:21.
It was very strange...every time she woke from her dreams, it was always 11:21.
Without fail. Perhaps because she hadn’t woken up at 11:21 was the reason she
hadn’t had any dreams yet. Perhaps...
(No, not that,) She dismissed the thought instantly.
A thought occurred to her. Perhaps...perhaps if she didn’t go to sleep, if she
stayed awake past 11:21, she wouldn’t dream. Perhaps she wouldn’t have to worry
about waking up in a cold sweat, crying out in terror and panic...if she didn’t
go back to sleep. She could avoid being plagued by her never-ending nightmares
that night...she could avoid being haunted by Mulder.
It was decided. She was not going to sleep, no matter how tired and sluggish in
the morning. She simply wouldn’t do it. She clasped her hands behind her head,
threw her head back, pushed the comforters around until they were comfortable,
and gasped up at the ceiling that she couldn’t see.
It was pitch-black, there was no light anywhere, and there was absolute
silence. As black as oil...as silent as death...
She angrily shook the thoughts out of her head. She was *not*, no matter what,
going to think about Cancer Man or the black oil aliens or the Date...even if it
was only three days away. The last thing she wanted to think about right now was
the impending disaster certain to strike...even with their newfound knowledge on
how to possibly stop it.
She didn’t want to think about it...but she still needed something that would
keep her awake. She wished she had a book or magazine or something to read,
anything. Perhaps something by Michael Chricton. There was this new book of his
out about genetically mutated dogs or something weird like that. She almost
thought about turning on the TV. Maybe there was a horror movie on...she
remembered how awhile ago she and Troi and Mulder had come over to her house to
watch a movie...what was it? ‘Poltergeist 2’, she thought. And Mulder had.....
(No,) She thought with effort, feeling the hairs on the back of her neck raise.
(Not that. I won’t think about that. Not now.)
She sighed again. It was so quiet...when she moved her leg beneath the covers,
the rustling seemed to make a deafening noise. Scully was used to silence,
remembering the many long hours spent in the autopsy bay doing her work. But
now...the silence seemed a bit *too* silent, a bit too still for comfort.
The darkness was another thing. She couldn’t even see her own hand in front of
her face. Scully *definitely* wasn’t afraid of the dark, either. But all the
same...nothing but blackness surrounded her, and her first instinct was to find
light, find warmth, something alive.....
She looked at the clock. 11:15.
Silence. Darkness.
Something cold touched her cheek.
Scully stopped. She felt her heart skip several beats. (Please... not now....)
She felt it again. A heavy wind against her cheek, as cold as ice. And
that...*presence*...that feeling that she wasn’t alone returned. She wanted to
shout, to scream out in surprise and fear, but she forced her voice back down
her throat and squeezed her lips shut.
She could hear something...very quiet, barely distinguishable... like a
pocketwatch ticking within a blanket of cotton. Muted, yet steady...like a soft
thumping...like a heartbeat.
Scully’s own heartbeat began to race like a train, frantic, fearful. She stared
up into the blackness above her, but she could see nothing. But she could *feel*
it...this invisible specter that hovered over her, she could feel it...
...Feel it breathing on her with its heavy, cold breath. Scully felt panic grip
her at the feel of the darkness and the cold all around her, her heart raced,
her breath came in short, ragged gasps. Her thoughts were all confused and
senseless...fear, cold, not alone, breathing, cold, presence, cold, cold,
Mulder, cold....
In a sudden instinct, Scully ducked down and hid beneath the covers like a
frightened child. She pressed her face to the sheets as if trying to melt into
them. She was surrounded by blankets and darkness. maybe if she hid it would go
away.....
But the cold wind was there still. She could feel it on her back, breathing
heavily, searching for her beneath her shield. Every hair stood on end and every
nerve in her bare, exposed back tingled like tiny ripples in her skin as she
felt cold fingers feel along down her spine. She held her breath as it felt
along her back to her shoulders and rustled through her hair. She shivered
convulsively at the feel of the cold, it seemed to chill her through her bone
and get inside her head...
She threw the covers off again as if she were coming up for air. Nothing but
darkness met her vision. She was shivering horribly, clutching the covers to her
chest in a vain hope of finding warmth in the coldness that surrounded her. The
heavy breathing was like a thousand icicles striking her neck. She was too
frightened to move, to frightened to breathe.
Scully’s heart rate doubled as she felt the coldness press against her tightly,
having cornered her at last. It was like a heavy, immovable weight on her chest.
The darkness and cold swallowed her and wouldn’t let her escape.
She tried to move her arms...but found that they couldn’t move, as if being
pinned down by something stronger. Scully let out a strangled gasp of panic and
tried to struggle free of the cold’s grip--
/Shhh/ A voice within her head seemed to say softly. /Lie still./
She attempted to struggle again, her arms feeling like dead weights. Why
couldn’t she break free, why wouldn’t it let her go....
The voice inside her head came again. /Lie still. Sleep./
She stopped struggling. She couldn’t recognize the voice, but for some strange
reason, it seemed to calm her down. She gasped for breath and her heart still
pumped like a new car engine, but the utter terror seemed to diminish just a
little...
/Go back to sleep./
Scully found herself unwillingly obeying. The voice was so comforting, so
soothing, she couldn’t help but feel the tiredness of the late hour....
The cold surrounded her completely. She felt a wind rush briefly through her
hair, like someone running their fingers through it. She stopped gasping for
breath as she felt the reassuring firmness of a hand touching her cheek, breath
beating down on her neck, arms supporting her weak limbs...
(I can’t go to sleep...)
/Sleep...../
It was intoxicating, overpowering. Her arms and legs went limp and her head
sank back onto the pillows. The wind rushed through her hair and rubbed against
her cheek again. The fear and terror melted away into the calm, soothing feeling
of being able to lay down and not feel anything. Her eyelids felt like lead
weights, too heavy to keep them up anymore...
(Have to stay awake...)
/Go to sleep....../
11:21.
Scully tried to fight it, but it was too late. Her eyes were closed, her
breathing slow, her heart rate normal. She was lost within the vast caverns of a
deep, inescapable slumber, unable to hear the faint, familiar voice that
whispered in her ear.....
“Sweet dreams, Scully.......”
Fox William Mulder
11:21 P.M.
Friday, May 28th, 1999
//...I stand here silently, watching her sadly like the guardian angel I’ve
become...caught in a sleep that I enforced on her against her will, a deep sleep
only I can awaken her from...and I keep telling myself that it is only so I can
tell her. I have to let this go...//
//...And yet I ask myself why. Why? Why am I doing this to her? Why do I keep
trying to make her understand when I know she will only wake up screaming,
panting, terrified? It does no good, it hurts to see her so fearful...I can
sense her fear. I don’t want to believe it, but I know it’s true. She is
afraid.//
//Whenever I come close, I feel her tense up, become alert, search for the
cause of this unnatural feeling. Every time I call, she ignores...every time I
try to come close, she pushes away....//
//I know that sometimes my pain and longing outweigh my good sense to stay
away, and for a moment, I embrace her, and whisper her name in her ear, hoping
she will hear, she will understand...and I try not to notice how much she
shivers within my grasp...//
//It hurts so much to know that I can’t provide her with the warm embrace that
she wants, that she needs...she shivers at my touch, and there is no warmth
left, they took the warmth from me...//
//Fear. I never see hope, I never see relief, I only see fear. Why can’t she
trust her feelings, why can’t she understand what I’ve been doing to her? No, I
shouldn’t blame her. None of this is her fault, none of it ever was. It was me
who dragged her through six years of searching, and she was unwilling, and yet I
didn’t let up, I didn’t give her time to breathe. She has a right to push me
away, she has a right to shut me out forever.//
//Why? Why am I doing this?//
//...And then I think back to a few days ago, when she was trapped, and I took
her...gained control, just because I didn’t know how else to save her...and I
remember how it felt, even if she doesn’t.//
//...I remember struggling, and then...a force, a bond came and I didn’t feel
like we were two different souls anymore...but *one*. Two halves of a whole put
together. I felt such strength, strength and ability and passion and perfection
like I’ve never felt before, becoming her. It took all my will to leave, to
separate the one into two again... to leave part of me behind.//
//I think back over it all and I suddenly realize why I am doing this. There is
a reason why am here, why I am not where I should be laying, cold silent...//
//I know why. And I have to tell her. This is the only way I know how, and I
have to make sure she doesn’t wake in the middle...I have to tell her.//
//Why? I know why....//
//So I stand here now, her sleeping, oblivious to everything. I stroke her
hair, and she twitches just a little in her sleep...//
//I feel reluctant. I don’t want to do this to her anymore. And yet, I do....//
//I cannot let anything stop me from letting the truth be known to her. Not
anyone else, not her, not myself...With that knowledge I will myself to begin
the process of getting inside her head...her thoughts... the only avenue of
communication now left open to us. If I am here, like this, now, I know that it
is not only to save her...but to save myself.//
//And if I am destined to walk this earth as nothing more than a shadow for the
rest of eternity, then I know I will be her shadow, and no one else’s......//
“Scully?”
TO BE CONTINUED.........
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EXIT SONG:
Dreams
Now here you go again, you say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down?
It's only right that you should play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound, of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat.. drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost, yeah what you had, and what you lost
Yeah, Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
And friends, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know
Well here I go again, I send the crystal visions
You keep the visions to yourself, it's only me that wants to wrap around your
dreams
and have you any dreams you'd like to tell?
Dreams of loneliness like a heartbeat.. drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost, yeah what you had, yeah, and what you lost
Yeah, Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Yeah friends, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you'll know
Yeah, Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you'll know
You will know
You will know
(Fade Out)
AUTHOR’S NOTES!!!!!!!!
You have completed part 4!!!!! You are almost to the GRAND FINALIE!!!! Okay, I
am way too excited there for my own good. ;)
Anyway, “The Awakening” is the final chapter of this series and is the next one
you have to read. Have Fun, and SEND FEEDBACK!!! :)
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