Comforting Lie-An AJ McLean Visual
I laid in bed, the tears streaming down my face. In the same position I had been for the past two hours. How could he, I questioned myself. Thinking back to the incident that had occurred only a few hours ago.

*flashback*
I stood, scanning over the crowds for AJ, my boyfriend. He had been coming home from his 4 month tour and I decided to surprise him. I wasn't supposed to see him for another day, but I couldn't stand another day without him.
I quickly stood on my tip toes, when I found him. I almost lost my balance at the site. He came walking thru the tunnel with his arms around a small blonde. He stopped talking to her and slightly kissed her on the lips and then continued walking.
I ran, as fast as my legs would allow me. Running home, away from him, who had just broken my heart. The whole ride home I asked myself Why? Why would he do this?
*end*

I heard the front door slam, breaking my thoughts. Please don't let it be him I pleaded, it can't be. Yet soon I heard the familiar voice yelling. I wanted to run again, just leave, forever and forget about him. Forget about how stupid I was to actually believe he loved me.
I heard him call my name, and soon the bedroom lights switched on. I didn't been want to look at him, I couldn't. I knew once I would look into his eyes, I'd be caught. I would forgive him and all would be well. Until he did it again.

'Are you asked Sweetie? You've been crying!' he exclaimed, sitting beside me on the bed.
'No Shit' I muttered icily.
'What's wrong babe. I'm home early!' he said, trying to catch my gaze. He lazily brushed away one of my tears, I didn't move.
But finally I gave in, looking into those chocolate eyes that I had missed so much. I couldn't stand it, I gave in, pulling his body closer to mine. The tears coming down again. I loved him so much, yet I hated him for what he did.
'Sweetie, what's wrong?' he asked, tears coming to his own eyes.
'I....I saw you..' I sobbed into his shoulder.
'Huh?' he asked confused.
'I saw you kiss that girl. That blonde at the airport' I cried, wanting to kill him for all of the pain my heart was going through.
He was silent for a moment, before he slightly laughed.
'Honey' he said, lifting my gaze to meet his.
' She's just a friend I swear..' he said smiling.
I was dumbfounded, but could I really trust him. I mean what if I did it again?
'You don't believe me' he said, reading the uncertainty in my eyes.
'I love you, *only you*, please believe me. You know I've never done anything like that, I never would. I love you' he said, tears running down his face.
'Oh AJ..' I said clinging to him. 'I thought I lost you, I love you so much, I'm so sorry. God I feel horrible' I said breaking down.
'You've never gonna lose me, Don't you know that?' he said pulling me close. Our lips meeting in a fiery passion. My hands wondered underneath his shirt, rubbing his chest and stomach. His slowly pulled my shirt up, he broke the kiss as he pulled it off. Again we began to kiss, our tongues rubbing against each others erotically. He laid me bed on the bed slowly, again breaking the kiss. I looked up towards him with lustful eyes, and desire filled smile. AJ quickly pulled his shirt off, before leaning back down catching my lips yet again.
This time it was his hands that beg to wonder. He reached behind me, unsnapping the bra, before pulling it off and letting it fall to the floor. 'I don't think you'll be needing this.' He muttered looking down at me. He leaned down grabbing one of my breasts, toying with it slightly. AJ then quickly took it into his mouth, I shudder at the sudden feeling of his mouth on my body. With his other hand he played with the other nipple, bringing it to a hard peak. He quickly stopped and repeated his actions on the other nipple, I gasped and arched against him.
AJ then moved down my body. Kissing me tenderly all over my stomach while also unzipping my jeans. I lifted my hips as he pulled them off, quickly followed by my underwear. His eyes took on an even more lustful glare as he glanced up at me. He nudged my legs apart, going to work immediately. I gasped and shudder as he pressed on my clit, sending shivers all throughout my body. I was coming so close, the air suddenly seemed so thick, and I could hardly breathe. The only thing I could sense was this immense pleasure he was giving me. As I would about to cum, he stopped suddenly. Crawling back up my body, placing a light tender kiss on my forehead. He rolled to the side, standing up before removing his pants and boxers.
Again AJ leaned over me, this time the kiss was more passionate. He positioned himself so that he was at my entrance. I wrapped my legs around his small frame, my nails scratched against him back. 'Please.' I whispered in a ragged breath. He quickly thrusted into me, filling me wholly. I gasped at the sudden feeling of pleasure as he pushed in and out of me. I squirmed under him, needing more. I quickly flipped us, somehow, so that I was on top. AJ looked at my with surprised eyes, but soon his hands from my hips. Slightly pushing me up and down, I followed the motion pushing myself on and off him. I ran my fingers over his chest erotically as I came closer and closer. I screamed out as he thrusted into me, causing me to go over the edge. He pumped my hips a few more times before he climaxed. I collapsed next to him exhausted and emotionally spent.
AJ looked at me with sad eyes, yet I didn't notice. 'I'm so sorry. I really do love you.' He whispered once I had gone to sleep. Finally he turned over the guilt overcoming him. 'Why did I have to lie?' he asked himself before falling into a troubled sleep.