I need to know the differences
between what could be, 
what should be and what is.
I have to master the subtleties
of the language of the human body
and of human speech.
A plan is what I need, 
some supreme wisdom to direct my 
twisted, misguided path.
A map to what can be 
that is within my reach.
And only when I have accomplished these
can I ascend from the pits of despair
and rise up a phoenix reborn
and unleashed.


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