I'm full of torrent emotions and cliches, and have so many aspirations that I want to fufill in my lifetime. I'm secretive, and find it much easier to express my emotions through the web than anything else. The only person who I can say really knows almost everything about me is my mom. I wonder sometimes how she knows how I feel, and why I act a certain way. Because she can do that, I'm closer to her than anybody else I know.
I'm a perfectionist, but luckily I'm getting better. I have to thank my 7th Grade English teacher for that. She helped me along with my struggle to get in all my papers in without correcting it 100 times more again, and congratulated me each time I managed to get all of my stories in with an A average. I can't help that I'm a perfectionist. I think I have to succeed in order for people to like me. I'm a perfectionist in music, acting, writing, and in those times when I feel I have to look good on the outside. What I haven't realized for such a long time is that if I'm a "good" or "nice" person, people will like me for who I am. There's no need to impress others.
Sometimes, I can get vain, and sometimes I want to be somebody else:a beautiful, worriless, but intelligent girl. I can be either extremely proud of myself, or be extremely humble. You'll just have to live with me being me, so please don't send me e-mails that you thought that something I wrote about myself was idiotic and that I need a life. I'm just me and I can't help that.
-I have a cat named Oreo, who, no offense to your cat, is the most affectionate, sweetest, prettiest, intelligent cat in the world!
I used to think I was unhappy in life, but I've found that I'm lucky. I have so many things to live for. Sometimes, all my dreams seem to be such a gigantic feat that I'm afraid that it will cause my life to crumble and ruin. I know though, that even if my aspirations don't work out, I can still be happy with who I am.
I like to ramble. I can't help that. I like roaming from one topic to the other in a random fashion. It makes me feel philosophic, young, and innocent. It's just a trait that makes me me.