I used to think that I am special
Guess I'm not anymore
Selfishly I searched for my dreams
Didn't realize that it was right here in reality
Overlooked the special love that I had
And caused it to fade away
With pain and frustration
Haunted by memories
Blood flowing with sins
Will I ever forgive myself for the past?
The question remains
Every single word screams angrily
In my head
Cursing and slapping me hard
Until I fell to my knees
Feeling nothing but a tramp
For letting the past become a past
I'd give my all, my life
Just to have your love and trust altogether again
And to change back the hands of time
Just to be with my one and only love
Which I could never deny....