i think "be a man" can tell anyone of his sort to quit fucking around and not mess up what little there was to start..hopefully..now i'm just wondering and wandering thru and how,why to do anything, if you(,) it will be this or him or i'm just left sitting there again to whine and cry so my people work overtime..
everything is abnormal but for some reason lets out the bitch when it's held away from view and everyone is a joke and jokes and i'm just entertainment(becausetheydon'tfallfromgivingawaypossessions)and him in front tries and it's almost touching...
things can never be explained enough to seem like it has worth and it's just girl talk and "oh yes i understand"..blah blah..it's comforting but annoying at the same time..

some(2)thing new has begun to consume the time that i've fought back tho i'm not sure i want it..i don't want to try to be smart it should just come willingly