now i'm not sure what's going on with who...i'm being half-way ignored on one side and on the other i have half-promises that will never be put to test...i don't know how to determine anything about the second..hints hints and promises but it seems like whenever that promise could be put thru there is some excuse some reason, too late, wet socks, whatever...and i think i may have to jump on someone to finally get this...i'm hoping tonight it'll finally be ok, done and just smooth and nice...

now i have no car of my own except that crappy replacement that only causes people to stare more...my car did a 180 into a median on the interstate, and now i have to go thru phone call to phone call to tell people why what and that i need/want money..