May 20, 1999

graduation is getting closer and closer...but that means full time at work...and i'm still trying to figure out the whole moving out thing...

i'm about to murder...i was suppose to sit down and discuss, but he feels the need to go away again...i wish he wouldn't have said those words to me...it should be something good but it just made me mad...i'm not sure why he even bothered...

my beautiful one is growing away from me...i never imagined a year ago that it would be like this now...i remember last summer...i kinda want that back...it was so secure and nothing else could bother me...everything seems a bit tangled now...i'm hoping that soon i'll know what i want and everything will be simple