July 19, 1999

i told myself i wouldn't wait so long in between updates but i try not to be at home..i took somme more pictures with my digital camera but i have to load them on my comp and decide which ones are worth posting...

my birthday came and went without a single card or gift...he had his excuses and i'm supposedly getting my present from him soon..altho paychecks already came..
at least i gave myself something i've wanted for a couple of years...i got my nipples pierced on my birthday..thought about getting a few other things pierced but decided that the nipples were the best spot...besides, my parents were out of town for a week and weren't here to see my pain...
i'm going to get a wedding dress..i'm making them all go into the stream in kearney...i want to take good pictures but no one is willing to do what i want them to...maybe i can get him to dress up...but he knows that i'd like that too much