November 16, 1999

it's been way too long again
i'm not too good at keeping promises i guess

yeah i know i still haven't scanned any pictures or loaded any from my digital camera...i guess i'm just lazy
actually i think it's just not wanting to be home when my parents are.

it's been getting quite annoying lately...a few things are coming back like i thought they would...but i didn't think this strong...and no i'm not talking about the reason i left my first..altho i think about that sometimes too..i try not to...but, i think i'm rambling so that nothing makes sense again..am i??

i want to start writing more..like when i'm waiting for him..i've just stopped writing altogether it seems...not on purpose..i just don't want to think sometimes..