i think i'm being ignored..maybe not..i am doing enough of that as is so maybe i should be..
i can't do the necessary because of ice..i hate winter..sure sure, snow is pretty..whatever..
i'm still trying to figure out what i'm thinking and if it's important..need sleep and a warm blanket..and xtian..his house is always so much warmer

i realized why today why she didn't think of me first..kinda painful to think of but i guess everyone moves on..right?
just trying to add a new day..just trying...