the feeling of having something like this returned is something i could get used to..shouldn't let it go to my head because i'm just not the kind of person to have such freedom of choice..
i'm amazed at how gentle it is..how soft...it almost feels like a genuine loving touch..
i told them all i needed to think...but i do everything i can so i don't have to..it makes things much smoother and relaxing....(and now, daydreams do come true!!!)
i think today i may have to bare myself and i may scratch up in the process...but there's just one more left...just one more...