an apology


for Ota Benga

"Something about it that I don't like."
-response by an anonymous person
upon seeing a Congo pygmy exhibited
in a Bronx Zoo cage alongside an orangutan
given to him as a companion.

i suppose
an apology
is in
order

because
we exhibited you
in a cage
in the Bronx Zoo
because, to us,
you were
just another
exotic animal from Africa;

because
we put an Orangutan
in the cage
with you for
companionship,
even though
an Orangutan
to you
was as exotic
and intriguing as you
were to us.

i suppose
an apology
is in
order

because
we took away
your humanity and
individuality
just because you
were pygmied
and wild
and different from us;

because
hundreds of us
paid to view
you and came away with
the sick feeling that
something was
not quite
right.

an apology
isin
order

and i'm
sorry;

sorry for my
people's ignorance.

sorry for the pain
it caused you.

sorry, because
it's too late
for anything else.

–published in Cedar Hill Review (2000)