Lost In Love
Part Ten in a Series
By Nadia

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Author's Note: this is my last installment I want to thank everybody that e-mailed me with ideas and thoughts I want to thank two people: especially Tirakusi and scully574 (aka melody ) but you never know I might decided to keep writing this story things do happen

but thanks for the support .

Joey potter ..

'' thats cool man ''

hold on a second my mom just came home

you here in the background ''here's your ticket honey ''

'' Pacey you still there ''

'' yeah I'm still here ''

'' OK I will be there at 2:00 flight 611''

'' OK see ya then ''

'' bye ''

'' bye ''

Pacey laid down on his bed and put in a CD

I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let you go
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right so i guess i should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

Pacey listened to the music until sleep over came him

So I should keep this to my self
And never let you know.




Pacey woke up the next day at 12:00

he '' borrowed '' the car and went to Dawson's house

he climbed up the ladder.

Dawson was on his computer and he saw Joey sleeping there

'' hey Dawson ''

'' hey pace ''

'' what's Joey doing here ''

'' she came here last night she was bored so we watched movies''

'' cool ''

Joey opened her eyes she looked up

'' hey Pacey ''

'' Pacey !! what the hell are you doing here ''

'' nice to see you too ''

'' Dawson what time is it ''

'' its 12:30 what time do you have to go to work

'' 1:30 thank god ''

'' lets all go to the beach please '' Dawson said

'' OK with me but I have to leave at 1:30 it takes me an half an hour to get to the airport my cousin's flight comes at 2:00 o

clock

'' he's coming today '' Joey said

'' yeah ''

'' cool ''

'' are you ready to go to the beach ''

'' come on ''

''OK we have to pick Jen up ''

'' fine "

They picked Jen up and went into Pacey's car.

They got to the beach and Pacey and Dawson were about to run in the water when they stopped

'' come on girls come in '' Dawson said

'' no way '' Jen said

'' its to cold '' Joey said

'' I'll get Joey you get Jen '' Pacey said

Dawson nodded

Joey and Jen saw Pacey and Dawson running toward them

'' oh no ''

'' run '' Joey said

They both started to run

Pacey grabbed Joey in his arms like a baby and Dawson did the same with Jen and they both threw them in

'' oh no you don't Pacey ''

Joey grabbed Pacey's shirt and pushed him in too

she was walking back when Pacey picked her up buy her waist she started to kick and he threw her on the sand but he fell too

on top of her they were about to kiss his face was close to her and there lips almost touched when Pacey glanced at his watch

'' oh my god I have to go its 1:10 I'm going to be late

he put a shirt on and went into his truck

'' well let me go home I will take a shower and then head to work ''

Joey said upset they were so close she almost kissed him

********************************

Pacey got to the airport

He saw his cousin waiting and his cousin saw him and started walking towards him

'' man your 20 minutes late ''

'' traffic ''

'' yeah sure ''

'' just get in the car ''

They finally hit capeside

'' Pacey I'm starving can we please get something to eat ''

'' yeah we'll got to the icehouse ''

They went into the icehouse and sat down Joey saw them and came up to them

'' '' can I take your order ''

'' wow Pacey you didn't tell me the girls in capeside were so hot''

Joey blushed

'' hey she's tak.......I mean nick meet Joey potter

'' hey j.. oh this is the girl your in love with Pacey ''

Pacey kicked him under the table

'' I mean this is not a girl Pacey's in love with could never...''

Pacey kicked him again and this time you could see the hurt in his face .

'' I mean the food looks great here ''

'' did you know Pacey's dream is too act ''

'' for real when he came to visit me he would always do these skits''

'' I didn't know you wanted to act ''

'' I always wanted too but the best job I ever got was in Dawson's movies ''

'' is there a nick in here '' Bessie screamed

'' right here ''

'' phone''

Nick started to walk when he hit Pacey in the back of the head and he hopped to the phone.

'' so your cousin's cute ''

'' yeah whatever ''

Nick came back

''this has to be the shortest visit I have to get back home ''

'' why ''

'' my mother is in the hospital and she needs me ''

'' I'm sorry man you need a lift ''

'' no ''

'' I'm sorry too ''

'' its OK it was nice meeting you Joey make sure pacey stays out of trouble '' i'm going to shut up now before i get kicked

again''

Joey laughed and nick left

''Well Joey I got to go

'' bye Pacey ''

****************** the next day at school ****

'' hey Pacey wait up '' Joey yelled

'' whats up ''

'' Mrs. tingle wants to see you ''

'' I wonder what i did this time ''

'' All right see ya later then '' and without thinking he kissed Joey lightly on the cheek and left .

He knocked on Mrs. Tingle's door

'' oh hello Mr. witter ''

'' I was talking to miss potter before and she said that you wanted to be the star of our play this year ''

'' she did I'm going to .....''

'' Mr. Witter so would you like to be Romeo in Romeo & Juliet ''

'' who's playing Juliet ''

''actually nobody fits the part so I was going to ask Miss potter ''

'' OK I'll take it and Joey takes it too ''

******** At lunch ten minutes later *******

'' hey what took you so long '' Dawson said

'' Mrs. tingle wanted to talk to me ''

Joey smiled

'' guess what Joey your Juliet in the school play ''

'' wait a minute I told...''

Pacey cut her off '' and guess who's Romeo ''

'' you '' Jen said

'' the one and the only ''

'' I can't act ''

'' well I'll help you Juliet ''

'' stop calling me that ''

'' what version are you doing '' Dawson said

'' the 97 version ''

'' I think I could pass as the next Leonardo 'DiCaprio ''

'' yeah right ''

'' and Joey is beautiful so she can beat Clarie Danes any day ''

Joey blushed

'' I can't wait to see how this turns out

***********3 weeks later opening night ************

backstage

'' Pacey there are so many people out there I can't do this ''

'' Joey we have been practicing for 3 weeks you are great you'll be fine''

'' how can you be so calm ''

'' Jo relax ''

'' can I get a kiss for good luck '' Pacey said

She kissed him on the lips.

'' c'mon Joey were on ''

They show little parts of the scene

Joey : '' o Romeo, Romeo ! wherefore art thou Romeo ?

Deny thy father and refuse thy name ;

Or if thou wilt not , be but sworn my love ,

And I'll no longer be a Capulet.

Pacey : (aside) Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this ?

Joey : Tis but thy name that is my enemy:

Thou art thyself though not a Montague .

What's Montague ? it is nor hand nor foot ,

Nor arm , nor face , nor any part

Belonging to a man, O , be some other name !

What's in a name ? that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.

( the camera goes to the audience and is focusing on a man smiling)

Pacey was the best he gave such a good performance .

and here was the last part

Joey : what's here ? a cup closed in my true love's hand ?

Poison , I see hath been his timeless end :

O churl ! drunk all , and left no friendly drop

To help me after ? I will kiss thy lips ;

Haply some poison yet doth hang on them to make with a restorative.

Kisses him

Thy lips are warm

Yea , noise? then I'll be brief O happy dagger!

snatching Romeo's dagger

This is thy sheath;

stabs her self

there rust , and let me die

falls on Romeo's body and dies .

At the end they get up and everybody claps and Pacey and Joey kiss

Dawson and Jen come with flowers '' Pacey and Joey you guys were great ''

then this guy comes up'' may I have a word with Pacey Witter ''

'' yeah ok ''

'' you were great ''

'' thank you ''

'' I'm a director and I'm filming a movie and I want you to be the star''

'' what's the catch ''

'' no catch you just have to move to California ''

'' for how long ''

'' maybe 1 year to 2 years ''

'' can I think about it ''

'' here's my card you have today to decided I'm leaving tonight ''

'' ok thanks ''

Pacey went up to his friends " where's Joey "

" she had to go to the icehouse " Dawson said

" oh yeah she told me to tell you to meet here there tonight" Jen said

" look guys I got this acting job from this director "

Dawson was shocked " what "

" where's the filming '' Jen said

'' California ''

" how long "

" 1 year to 2 "

'' why so long ''

'' because there is another movie too and he said it would be better if i stayed longer ''

" are you going "

" I don't know its always been my dream "

" wait a minute " Jen said " what about Joey you can't just leave her"

" if you go when are you leaving "

" tonight "

" when are you going to tell Joey "

" tonight "

*************** later at Pacey's house **********

Pacey looked at the card it said Josh Brendan

he dialed a number

'' hello ''

'' hi can I speak to Mr. Brendan ''

'' speaking can I help you ''

'' yeah this is Pacey Witter ''

'' oh Mr. Witter have you made up your mind yet ''

'' yes I have ''

'' and ''

'' I want to go ''

'' great meet me in one hour by the ice house ''

'' ok ''

Pacey packed his cloths in a half an hour

Since he had an half and hour left he thought it was about time he talked to Joey .

He got in his truck and went to Dawson's first he climbed up the window and Jen was there too.

'' hey you guys I just came here to say good-bye ''

'' your leaving ''

'' yeah Dawson it my dream ''

'' I'm going to miss you man ''

'' I'm going to miss you too ''

They hugged you could see the tears in there eyes then he hugged Jen and she started crying

'' stop crying Jen I'll be back someday I won't forget you guys ''

'' I'm sorry but this is too sad ''

'' well I'll write and give you my address and you better tell me who's take's my place as town loser .

'' Pacey your not a loser ''

'' whatever I have to go and say good-bye to Joey I have a feeling its not going to be easy ''

wait before you go he gave Pacey a picture of all of them ''don't forget us ''

'' I won't ''

'' and Pacey ''

'' yeah Jen ''

'' I told Joey about the offer but she doesn't know if your going ''

'' well actually that makes it easier on me ''

'' see ya ''

'' bye Pacey ''

And with that he left and went into his truck to the icehouse to talk to Joey ''

'' hey Bessie where's Joey ''

'' I saw her walking that way so she probably went to the beach ''

He walked to the beach and saw her sitting there.

He was standing in back of her

'' are you going ''

'' yeah I am ''

There was a long silence

'' can I have this dance '' Joey says

'' there's no music ''

She pulls a radio out of her book bag

He smiles and the song plays as they dance with the moonlight shining on them

Joey's head is on his shoulder

Say goodnight not good-bye

You will never leave my heart behind

Like the path of a star

I'll be anywhere you are

In the spark that lies beneath the coals

In the secret place inside your soul

Keep my light in your eyes

Say good night not good-bye

You are everything you want to be

So just let your heart reach out to me

I'll be right by your side

Say good night not good-bye

You are everything you want to be

So just let your heart reach out to me

Keep my light in your eyes

Say good night not good-bye

Say good night not good-bye

The song finished

and Joey lifted her head up

'' I love you Pacey ''

'' I love you too Joey ''

'' and I'm so sorr...''

She cut him off and and put her finger on his mouth

'' shh love is never having to say your sorry ''

'' I got to go now ''

his and her head were touching and he was looking and Joey 's tear stained face

He was holding her hand and as he moved farther away there hands separated

**************** 1 week later *************

Jen was at joey's house '' I got to go Joey are you going to be ok ''

Joey was at her worst this was the one of her worst weeks

she never talked to Pacey since that night and everytime she would pick up the phone she couldn't do it she knew if she heard

his voice she would break down .

So she picked up the phone

'' hi I would like to dedicate a song.......

*********** Back in California ********

Pacey was listening to music

the guy on the radio said this next song is dedicated to a Pacey Witter wherever you are, from Joey Potter

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there 's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me ......

Joey went to the beach where they danced and wrote a poem in her book

what do you do when your twin soul passes you by ?
Do you sit back and cry ?
Do you wonder and sigh ?
Do you even try to keep him by my side ?
what do you do when you twin soul passes you by?
Do you try to fight ?
Do you wish with all your might that he might see you ms. right
Or do you watch him take flight ?
what do you do when your twin soul passes you by ?
Do you let him go ?
Do you let him know that your the one who loves him so ?
Or do you let your heart die extremely slow?
what do you do when your twin soul passes you by ?
Well for me I sometime I cry
And often sigh
And I have tried to keep him by my side .
I have tried to fight
And show him I am ms. right
But know I am watching him take flight
I 'm letting him go
Yet , I still want him to know that I do love him so
And now my heart is dying extremely slow .
But most importantly what I am doing now that my twin soul is passing me by
I just spend all my time trying to write
Hoping that the pain will soon subside
and that maybe in our next life time my twin soul will be mine all mine

THE END


I know its sad but i wanted it to be different than both of them getting together


i don't own any of these characters none of these songs are mine i just own the poem so don't take it please

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