Homecoming

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Guess who's back in town?
Could it be me or my twin?
It really doesn't matter
This is beyond bittersweet
Surreal is a better fit
I've been so many things
But look at me now
Am I still myself?
Will you ever know?

How do you see me?
Tell me if you can
You stare, mouths agape
Your words, your thoughts
Suspended in private limbo
Suddenly mute? Guilty?
Tell me brother
Tell me sister
Tell me if you dare

Are you discomfited?
Undone by my presence?
Let me speak instead
The anger has faded
The hurt lingers on
And that too will pass
ŒYet the questions persis
Again I beseech you
Tell me if you dare

Have I come home?
Am I just passing through?
Choose your words with care
Let them have merit
Soothe my anguish, my pain
If only for a moment, I'm here
Before I ask anew
Is this really home?
Or am I still a journeyman?