Blenderhead - "Muchacho Vivo" Lyrics

1. "Haven"

It's so figured out, the Haven of thought. At eighteen and reasoning with, car seats and wedding bands in the lot. Swinging back for twenty-two, each hour sweaty hands scrounge for change for the next glimpse behind one sided glass and sick demands. You're sold each day to the anonymous buyer who plans to break in, the husband, the liar. The divinely crafted breath cheapened in each rhythm. Just steps lower than the angel, each day in his mind you walk in him. This is more than free time - more than a wage, plans to rape yourself with the coming of age. You're sold each day to the anonymous buyer who plans to break in, the husband, the liar. (It's my eyes that feed my mind) Haven they can't let you go. Reaching out they take a hold. This is all their own design, sleeping with you all the time.

2. "Tow Truck"

Don't react. Deny the feelings welling up inside. Beware of my vicious mind. I'm just no fun. I'm all undone. Now, save me now. Don't react, it's conditional. This is affliction and a three day ride. Now, save me now. I haven't slept for days. Send me a tow truck please.

3. "Vacancy"

Do you taste it? You can't erase it. Is this all you'd hoped for? The passage of time, has worn you down. Is this what you deserved? Did you feel it? Can you feel it? Did you think you'd ever survive? Your heart is hard and you're so headstrong. All for a dollar bill. Your spirit killed and broken now. Senses depart as you fall down. The pursuit of happiness could not be found. If you fall down again I will pick you up.

4. "Chicane Cardigan Smile"

We can't tear it apart again, this lifeless driving. Your intake. So deep, so demeaning. Quiet kid, go beat the rest. It's painted on your forehead. You see now, you feel now. That a brick is not just a brick. Quiet kid, go beat the rest.

5. "Shake This"

We are the products of what is sold. They've got what it takes to stamp out this spark. We've let us become what we own. When we're stripped bare we shouldn't be alone. It's automatic. Please make me clean. I drop the coins in your hand with no eye contact made. You got what you wanted. Walk away feeling the same as me. No words said for a moment. With more attention paid we could have been more than a number. It's automatic. Please make me clean. Shake this. I'm not getting over. Clean.

6. "The Sad World Of Me"

You will see through my walls. I hope you will stay reserved and disconcerned. Can't take me to the top of my will. Stupid kid, why don't you hollow your heart? Don't carry me. Crooked back, I'm so weak. While staring, you fall short. Will it carry me through my intentions to gain. Carry the weight to say. Will it carry me through, my intentions? Will it carry me? My will to. Look at me hear it all. Watching me hear it all. Will you pick up my slack? You may be better off with the top notch. Will it take the weight or my intentions? Will it carry me: my intentions. Don't carry me - do not carry me.

7. "Trees"

Is there a place for your manmade imitation? Is there a a world for your towers of steel? Will a time come for a concrete migration? Is this all too philosophical? Man you say, the thrill to seek you. It's nature's way, see if you can imitate. Is there a way to process gravitation? Can you build a forest of trees? Is it all just my imagination, or is technology slowly killing me? We've got miles of buildings, reaching to the sky. Where's the reason for the city? Underneath the need for anonymity.

8. "Disengaged"

All my days have gone away. All your shells lay empty. As I pose in the cold today, and my face is empty. Please leave me alone, I'm disengaged and prone to rage. Please leave me alone. I'm not at home. I will disintegrate. Please leave me alone. I can't explain why you cause me so much pain. Please leave me alone, before I disengage and turn away. I wear the mask. I hide the fact that I'm not an altogether man. My facade is a great big lie and when I turn I begin to cry.

9. "U.S.A. For Matthew"

Wasted palace. Un auto viejo. You are my reminder of slight knowledge. I remember, the dishydration. The feeling when you left me. La soledad. U.S.A. for the Muchacho Vivo. Bagando en sus Medias.

10. "Queen Of The Day"

Broken from the reality that seems to fall in all around me. I just want to get away. I cannot take another day. She silhouettes the open door and makes me yearn for something more. She cradles me in her loving arms. I'm swept away by all her charms. I wake to find those eyes so kind that push all sadness from my mind. All anger withers at your touch. Forever with you is not enough. Those hurtful things I say are taken back today. Those awful things I do are not because of you. I know these words don't mean a thing and love is not just vows or rings. But, if I had one life to lose, I'd lose it all to be with you.

11. "La Grieta"

In broken pieces, run around. Gather your thoughts to find you weren't asked for. Hush all your gathering thoughts, you see yourself. Pick up this discard, green is gone away. Save your words for me. The comfort me. Fumbling all over my sharp words. We will become cultured by the narrative. Expect it from you 'cause it's mass-produced. Preserve your words from the uninterested.

12. "Five Minute Cousin"

Denial ridden suicide king. Demands respect and displaced royalty. Allow his hooks to retire a moment. To return to the world of oxygen where the brain functions beyond the next fix and the mouth is freed to speech. You've given so much to become so little. Ten steps to the elevator ride...to release. Front desk clawed wood beneath his nails are causing his nails to bleed. The roaches on the floor recognize his need. As he knocks on the door, who becomes the King? The five minute cousin.

13. "Breaking Skin"

Never easy to be alone with four walls and a choke hold. It's my decision to be here and to put myself to sleep. I can't pull the wool over your eyes and make you see things differently. There are no secrets to be kept. The hammer comes down on another nail as Your skin breaks open. And I wonder why I left when I had the security. I took for granted all the blood You spilled and the way it broke Your heart. Nobody could lift the weight You did and take away all my ugliness. There are no secrets to be kept. I don't deserve to live and carry on like this. I don't deserve to live and beat myself up like this. I can't wake up.