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"POEMS AND THOUGHTS"


My Precious Daughter,




"MY ONE PERFECT ROSE"
(One of Tracy's Favorites)

author unknown


When I gave my love to you
I meant it was forever
My life it has no purpose
Unless we are together
Your love lifts me up so high
I dare not ever to look down
My heart has an empty feeling
When you're not around
I can't help but have this sense of wonder
When you tell me how you feel
Is this just a fantastic dream
It feels too good to be real
When you're not with me
My thoughts are only of you
I hope one day I'm able to prove
That my love for you is true
You are EVERYTHING to me
"MY ONE PERFECT ROSE"
I could search the world over
And no one could come close
I'M YOURS!
And I'll love you FOREVER

"THE VISITOR"

By: Charles F. Patton
March 18, 1998

It was a soft summer evening
With the heavens open wide
And the stars so bright
Everything was so still
Not a sound could be heard
Not a whisper not a prayer
I knew it was a very special night
I sat in wonder of this event
Should I cry or should I repent
And suddenly in the blink of an eye
The sky opened up and the clouds parted wide
And I knew who was by my side
An angel flying too close to the ground
An angel flying too close to the ground
She spoke of love and of my broken heart
She was so kind
I knew that soon she would part
As the days go by and the seasons change
I will never forget that all too brief exchange
When the sky opened up and the clouds parted wide
And I had an angel by my side
An angel flying too close to the ground
An angel flying too close to the ground

"MY EYES"

By: Tracy Rodriguez; for Tracy Lynn's Mom

When you touch, it's with my hands.
When I Feel it's with your heart.
We lived each day together,
And when you died you took the biggest part of me with you.
But with the small spark of life left in me,
I brought you back.
Now the greatest joy I could ever have,
Would be for someone to look into my eyes and see your soul.

"To Read More of Tracy Rodriguez's Poems"

"I Wonder.....

When you left me alone on that hot summer night
You gave me no warning,
You put up no fight....."

"In The Twilight of my soul.....

I find a deep throbbing pain.
Could it be for the absence of you?

"MY LITTLE ANGEL"

By: Charles F. Patton


It was a cold and dismal day
I had nowhere to go and nothing to say
The streets were empty and bare
It was as if no one did care
I walked and I walked a mile or two
And then I walked another
Looking for you
As I walked I felt a peace
I was very much in need of release
You spoke to me in such a gentle way
I hear you often during each day
To speak of this with others
Would not always be wise
As there are those who are too blind
To see you through their eyes
You are real and true to me
Each day of my life
You walk with me through this world
That is so full of strife
I see you often in the heavens above
Clothed in white
You are so full of love
I can sleep with peace once you are near
There is no room for any fear
I can walk through my day
When I listen to what you have to say
Each word spoken in such a sweet and heavenly way

"YESTERDAY"

By: Your Mom
August 1, 1998

I long for yesterday
In the stillness of a long dark night
With you falling to sleep in the next room
To the low hum of your stereo
I long for yesterday
When a hot summers day generated thoughts of the coast
Not thoughts of the last day you spent on this earth
I long for yesterday
When shattered lives belonged to others unknown
When dreams and promises
Were waiting in an unblemished future
I long for yesterday
When sounds of laughter and life
Filled a now too quiet house
Jaded with only the silent cries of my heart
I long for yesterday
When I could hear the sound of your voice
Smell Your hair
And feel your hugs
Now I find it hard to remember
I long for yesterday
When you were here with me
And I was whole
And my broken heart wasn't



"Thoughts of Tracy and Heaven"

A letter written by: Amanda Brooke Stahl
August 13, 1998

A beautiful young woman with sparkling
baby blue eyes, and golden blonde hair.
That is the way I remember Tracy Lynn.
I was 9 years old when Tracy Lynn left her mom,
family and friends to become one of God's precious
Guardian Angels.
But not even knowing her, I loved her...
That is the way Tracy Lynn touched lives and souls.
You didn't even have to know her to love and
miss her greatly!
For this reason I believe God took her away from us.
Just like Heaven, Angels, and God, we don't know them,
we can't see them, and we can't feel them.
Still, we know they are here with us in great beauty.
Just like Tracy Lynn is...an Angel with us every day we live.
Because of Tracy Lynn being an Angel in Heaven~
I fear nothing, not even death.
I know that any problem I face,
Tracy Lynn will be there to hold my hand
and lead me into the right direction.
I also know that when the Good Lord calls
me Home, Tracy Lynn will be there with open arms
to carry me to Heaven.
It has been 10 years since Tracy left for Heaven
and everybody who knew Tracy Lynn,
and even those who didn't, miss her more
every day, but yet, we know that each
day we miss her more, is a day closer to
spending eternity with the Beautiful Blue~Eyed Angel.



"GUARDIAN ANGEL"

Author Unknown

Her immaculate innocence
Her never seen pain.
Too young to know the hated
Too young to understand.
A world she left too early
Given wings before she could fly.
An angel ascended into Heaven
A tear in her mother's eye.
She shines with every sunrise
Her eyes are the clear blue sky.
She's a gentle breeze which blows through me
As if she never said goodbye.



I Placed This Poem In Your Yearbook
In Honor Of Your 10th Year Reunion
May 1998
I Love You, Trace

"HAD YOU BEEN OLD"

By: Elizabeth Hollister Frost

Had you been old I
might be reconciled
To see you gathered
to the silent wild.
Were your days darkened,
weary, shattered, told.
Had life with disillusion
been defiled.
And grief poured on your head
its molten gold
Had you been old.
But you were young
your faith a fire unshaken
Your hair bright tossed with wind
your breath swift taken
With dear delight of earth
with arms outflung to joy.
Just then, just then
to be forsaken of breath?
To leave the melody unsung
When you were young.




"MY SOUL"

By: Tracy Rodriguez
On Tracy's 10th Birthday in Heaven

Deep in my heart there is an emptiness;
A longing for someone cherished.
Someone loved more than she could have ever imagined.
Someone who touched my soul.
Someone who was my soul, my life, my love.
Someone who reached out to others.
Someone who was always there.
Someone, without whom, my life would have been a tragedy.
Someone who made me laugh and made me cry.
Someone who was taken from me too soon.
Someone who, even now, can be seen in others.
Someone who still makes me laugh and makes me cry.
Someone who is still a part of me, of my soul, of my life.
Someone for whom my love will never die.
Someone who was, is, and always will be, MY DAUGHTER.
Someone whom I will never forget.






"ALL IS WELL"

By: Rosamunde Pilcher

Death is nothing at all. It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room
Nothing has happened.
Everything remains exactly as it was.
I am I, and you are you,
and the old life that we lived so fondly
together is untouched, unchanged.
Whatever we were to each other,that we are still.
Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used to.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the houshold word
that it always was.
Let it be spoken without an effort,
without the ghost of a shadow upon it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was.
There is absolute and unbroken continuity.
What is this death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind
because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you,
for an interval, somewhere very near,
just round the corner.
All is well.

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