I do not know what you look like or what you are feeling as you grow inside my tummy, but I do hope that you already know you are loved. If I were to describe an angel I would already say it's you. I feel so blessed with you baby. Even though I was very scared when I first saw those double pink lines on the pregnancy test I was so overwhelmed with joy and so was your dad. I love being pregnant and you are already so good to your momma :) You haven't given me any trouble at all and we have reached our final trimester together. You sure do like to remind me you're there, though ! I keep saying that you're going to be a kickboxer ! Or maybe a dancer. You can really move, my little jumping bean. Your dad feels you through my tummy...he jumps and giggles when he feels you kick. I wish you could see the smile on his face. He loves you so much already and each time he feels you moving around he says he can't wait to see you !
I often think back to the first time I heard your heartbeat and saw you. This was on August 14, 2000. Your dad and I went to Decatur Memorial Hospital for our first ultra sound. I was so nervous but as soon as I saw you on the screen (your first shining moment !) I felt at ease. You really made us smile.
And each month when I go to my doctor so she can check on our progress I get to hear your heart beating all over again. Each beat makes me love you even more.
I am 23 weeks pregnant with you as I make this page. Not much longer now and we will be welcoming you into this world. How exciting that will be for us all. You will have a very loving family and lots of doggies, kitties, and other pets to grow up with you. I can't wait to see you baby, my little angel.
A Child's Angel
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God:
They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?
Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you.
But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy.
Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy.
And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk?
Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.
And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?
Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.
I've heard that on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me?
Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.
But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.
Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you.
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly: Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.
Your angel's name is of no importance, you will call your angel: Mommy
~Author Unknown~
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