 | A Letter to My Daughter Leeann
For such a short time of your life you were mine. Out of love you were created and it's out of love I know I must let you go. I will never get to see you again. We will never get to laugh over silly things again. We will never get to celebrate holidays with you or go shopping or just talk like we used to. You will never get to see your grandchildren play or hear their voices. How sad you had to leave us so soon. I hope you know how much you were loved. Tears warm my face. And emptiness chills my heart. It just seems so unfair to be alive. How cruel everyone seems. How can they smile and carry on when you have been taken for me? Shouldn't they still be sorry? Shouldn't they still grieve? Or is it I who should move on. Have they forgotten a piece of my soul died with you? Should I laugh? Should I smile? Should I breathe? Should I live? So unfinished your life was. But how much I have learned. Through my tragic loss I gained incredible insight. How much I now appreciate each seemingly insignificant detail of life. Faith makes me strong. Hope makes me smile. I take comfort knowing one day, upon heavenly clouds, I, your mother, will hold you to my heart once again. Be strong Leeann. I miss you with all my heart.
Love, Mom |  |